[Verse 1]
I don’t understand
How you never care
It’s just who you are
The way you are

If I were to say
That all I do is wait
For you, would you stay
or walk away

[Chorus]
I don’t know what made you 
drift away from me
far away like this 
tell me (tell me)

If not, just walk away 
Stop making me stray
I won’t anticipate
Embrace the fate  

[Verse 2]
Now I’m left amazed
How quick you dominate
my entire mind
the sleepless nights

When will I erase
I keep seeing your face
that I used to gaze
Now I wish I’d slept

[Chorus - repeat]

[Interlude]
Oh, oh
Been waiting for too long
Boy just stay or walk away

[Chorus - repeat]

[Bridge]
Boy, what’s up with this confusing *
Yeah I might come off pretty angelish
But stop confusing with your ex dumb ass *
I’m different
(uhm)
Love me right then I’ll lift you up
Leave me wrong there won’t be no next
Gotta make your mind
Gotta think it right
Wanna leave me, right?


[Outro]
I don’t understand
How you never care
It’s just who you are
The way you are

If I were to say
That all I do is wait
For you, would you stay
or walk away
No, please just stay

Away (prod. Heyoan Beats)

[Spoken Intro]
easy hi easy bye
babe you lift me up so high
like a flight in mid july
then you dropped me but i’m fine

[Verse 1]
보자마자 반해버린 너
now you’re mine
누가봐도 말리겠지만
you’re so fine

(uhm, how did we fall in love so easily)
 
[Chorus]
첫 만남의 두근거림
마주본 눈 간질거림
선명하게 기억 속에
잊고 싶지 않아 절대

근데 넌 이제 떠나려 해
보낼 준비 안됐는데
어떻게든 잡아볼래
though you only want me undressed

(Honestly, it just makes it even better)

[Verse 2] 
알듯 말듯 헷갈리는 너
you’re so bad
닿을듯 말듯 멀리 있는 너
way too far

(Is there… even a way that we can fix this?)
  
[Chorus - repeat]

you only want me undressed (Prod. mirrormazehotel)

made this song to turn your frown upside down, remind everybody to always take it easy and never forget to have fun

[Chorus 1]
honestly i made this song to get over my ex
but we can still have fun
gather all your best friends and your exes and their ex’s ex
we can all be friends  (we can hang along)

[Post-Chorus]
shake it up, * it up
swing your ass, come by my side
check it out, ain’t i alright
we’ll be fine, I know you want it
empty bottles and just party til you see the sun
we know how to roll
 
[Verse 1]
no one cares where you are coming from
El Salvador or South Africa
nothing matters, we’ll have fun
mix it up, gen z’s new melting pot
cross cultural bonding’s way more fun
if you get it bring your friends

[Chorus - repeat]

[Post-Chorus]
Come on everybody I 
made this song to turn that frown
upside down just have fun
life is good, you know that too
wear these goggles we’d be skinny dipping in the sun
let go, lose control

[Bridge]
헤어졌어? 어, 나돈데
누가 찼어? 말도 안돼
사랑했어 deep dived no restraint
후회없이 바쳤으니 it was worth the pain
used to be that swfitie girl
thinkin she just lost the world
reminiscing, listening, and
singing all her break-up songs
but i’m 10 years older now
i can think and reason better now
trashed your toothbrush right within an hour
all my besties would go wow, be proud
get that sexy party dress, let’s go out crush all this stress
forget that ex who’s now worthless, 
(or call him) we can all be friends

[Chorus - repeat]

[Post-Chorus - repeat]

let’s just all be friends!

music to get over your ex to (demo) (Prod. Jake Angel Beats)

[Verse 1]
springtime love so sweet twenty-six
labeled young love and we called it double special
thought it'd last longer but it went on for a quarter
may it be the shortest but surely was the most thrilling

[Chorus]
I asked you come on, let's have some fun now
i can be your doll, you can be my rock star
back of your car, leave your guitar
we might go too far, (tell me) if you wanna stop

[Verse 2]
small town girl never really dreamed big
then i met you and i have whole new visions
hit up local bars and have some real good gigs
making names for ourselves yeah, them vision's no illusion

[Chorus - repeat]

[Bridge]
i know, i know that this love faces an ending
although, although bringing catastrophic hurtings
i still go on taste that little piece of heaven
(give me that)
delicious definition of beauty to its maximum
flirtatious combination of cross-cultural bodies, yum
within us lies the richness of the music, hit it, beat it, feel it
beyond imaginations yeah, that's how we will give it, killin it

[Chorus - repeat]

springtime love (sketch)

반복되는 너와 나의 나쁜 습관
빙그르르 돌다가 급기야
여기, 다시

생각 안 할라고 하면 할수록
생생하게 살아나 니 향기
toxic, life destructive

gotta let go, gotta gotta let it go
gotta let go, gotta gotta let u go
not that i ain’t aware that i gotta let it go
now i really know that i gotta let u go

but it’s really hard when i know you know, you know?
how can i let go when i know you know i know
not that you don’t know that you gotta let it go
now u really know that u gotta let me go

이건 누가봐도 중독이야
아주 잘못됐지
toxic, *in destructive

i keep pulling u back to me
you can’t stand yourself without me
clearly we’re addicted

gotta let go, gotta gotta let it go
gotta let go, gotta gotta let u go
not that i ain’t aware that i gotta let it go
now i really know that i gotta let u go

but it’s really hard when I know you know, you know?
how can i let go when i know you know i know
not that you don’t know that you gotta let it go
now u really (really) know that u gotta let me go

our chemistry
been burnin in blue
remember me
now i’m bout to leave you for good

maybe if i were to leave this country
we’d be forced to be apart from one another
and that probably might fix the problem

gotta let go (prod. Fantom)

[Intro]

fall in love with a guy named Rufus
(gonna make me) dance to his beats
gonna make me bounce to his bass
make a hymn for our youth and
make it scream out free - dumb
make an oath for our love
make it last forever
like our art’s forever

[Verse 1]

우리 같이 만든 노랜 이제 와 들어도 so great
별 수 없이 계속 replay
그냥 좋은 걸 어떡해 oops
maybe it’s that misery
(ooh) i’m addicted so hopelessly
매번 다시 찾게 돼
울다가도 또 웃게 돼

[Verse 2]

지나가버린, 너와의 플레이리스트
이젠 잊혀진, 너와의 버킷 리스트
구겨진채 방 한쪽 모퉁이에 버려진
가사들을 때로는 주워담아 보곤 해

빛이 바랜, 하지만 추억이 담긴
Must erase it, but 그 미소만큼은 영원히
내 가슴에 남아 이렇게 울려퍼지네
매번 다시 찾게 돼, 울다가도 웃게 만드네

때로는 너의 얼굴을 한 폭의 도화지에
기억을 더듬어가며 그려보곤 했었지
미처 완성되지 않은 그림
물을 많이 적셨는지 그리움이 계속 번지네

지워진 너의 웃음을 뒤로 한 채,
그저 시간이 오래 지났다 자기위로를 건네
이건 아마 나만의 고통이겠지
새로운 물감을 또 구해야겠지

[Bridge]

I don’t wanna think about you
아마 계속 이러겠지
내 마음이 조각 나도
I can’t stop thinking about you

[Verse 3]

I don’t wanna think about you 다짐했었지
조각난 마음이 서서히 아물때까지
나를 가두고 또, 한걸음 더, 너에게서
멀어지겠노라 쓰디 쓴 눈물만을 삼켰지

내가 할 수 있는건, 이것밖에 없어
아무도 들어주지 않는 가사를 끄적이는거
언젠가 너도 한번쯤은 내 목소릴 듣겠지
나와의 추억을 다시금 떠올려주길

오늘도 너의 얼굴을 한 폭의 도화지에
그려가며 너를 잊기 위해 발버둥을 쳐
사실 어쩌면 나도 널 잊지 못한 채
매번 다시 여기로 돌아오는지도 모르지

지나간 추억들에 빠지곤 해
그때의 달콤했던 순간들은 날 취하게 만드네
이 상황에서 도망가고 싶은데
뛰고있는건 발이 아닌 심장이었어

[outro]

fall in love with a guy named Rufus
(gonna make me) dance to his beats
gonna make me bounce to his bass
make a hymn for our youth and
make it scream out free - dumb
make an oath for our love
make it last forever
like our art’s forever

Playlist (prod. & feat. NEON)

아닌게 아니야 (prod. JVD)

(you say) i make you wanna risk it all
you've contained yourself for oh, so long
with you, i cannot trust myself, hide myself,
maintain my state, anymore

been living life aggressively
for money, notoriety
in search of the most glamorous, extravagant, 
and glorious parts in the street

pull off those RB3000s
get on your McLaren 600
hope you don't mind that I'm hopping along
just wearing tiny little pieces of my 90s red bikini

we dance and we drive like we've got no tomorrow
lovin' the feelin we get when we're sinnin'
we dance and we drive fast so no one could follow
reveal, we're free, liberty

we dance, we drive, baby
we dance, we drive, baby
lovin' the feelin we get when we're sinnin'
we're alive, feel the life

i make you put away the pain
concealed mistakes, cost of the fame
but now i cannot keep my cool, i feel so swooned,
i can't withold anymore

been seeking thrills obsessively
deals with devils, never ceased
been chasing the most luminous, electrical, 
illusional lights in the night

pull out them emerald, pearl, diamonds
come show me your deepest devotions
hope you don't mind that i have to make up, dress up,
spruce up for displayal

we dance and we drive like we've got no tomorrow
lovin' the feelin we get when we're sinnin'
we dance and we drive fast so no one could follow
reveal, we're free, liberty

we dance, we drive, baby
we dance, we drive, baby
lovin' the feelin we get when we're sinnin'
we're alive, feel the life

we dance, we drive

2020년 자작곡

you brought perfection to my life
a glowing moonlight in the night
the shining sunlight in the air
you brought perfection to my life

너와 함께 하는 길은
우릴 어디로 이끌든
i don't care how hard it could be
even in prison i'll be free

i have lived the life that never let me be who i am
너의 canvas 안에서 we could be whatever we wish to be

i used to live in tears and fear
한 치 앞도 볼 수 없던
숨막히는 이 길 위에 
니가 나타나준거야

you brought perfection to my life
a glowing moonlight in the night
the shining sunlight in the air
became the reason i go on

perfection to my life (demo)

IG @cherryzubilee
korean-american singer-songwriter
indie/alternative/dream pop

july

Popular tracks