By The Lake (prod. canyouseetheghost)

The doctor asked me if my mom had passed.
I'm so sick of the question.
These past 2 years feel like a fever dream
A fuck up only a mother could help with
Pick you up and brush you off.
Tell you it's gonna be okay.
I know it's not gonna happen.
I'd give anything to have my home back

I Never Needed Help (Prod. silver + methboiswag)

Move slow

Time don't
Where u wanna go 
Ion know
I said no
I'm too droned
Down my woes
In all this glo
Ion know
All alone

Now im dope sick
I can't focus
I can't cope shit
On my dope shit 
I might float bitch 
Think I'm hopeless
Can't hold onto this 
It's the edges kiss
It's not u I miss
Its the bliss
 Just Messed up kid
Like shit
Now im dope sick

Dope Sick (Prod. Dercept)

This a Vetements chain
I done paid in pain 
Picking up change
For it to stay the same 
Since By the Lake 
These is low stakes
Cause I’m high strung
Told her I'm numb 
She had to know from the jump
All I do is run 
Baby what you want?
All I do is run 
Baby what you want? 
Ion got none left
Like old texts
Its the same old mess
Its the pain in my chest 
Or the hole in my head
Maybe my, Lack of breath 
Or these stained designer threads
I just feel that I’m next
But nothing kept
And nothing wept 
I could care less
All the blood that I bled
Theres some shit I can't shed 
Its tatted on my head
What a mess 
What a mess...

vetements chain

Thief in the night
I'm fried 
Babygirl bye
All 3 eyes 
How i peeped your lies
Said I'm bad at life, you right
Guess I lost some fight on that fateful night 
Can't tell you twice
As if the shit i hold is light 
Babygirl bye
For the 100th time
All 3 eyes
It's why I can't pick sides
Or wonder why,
I smell suicide. 
Losing games with loaded dice
Hate that I'm kinda right 
Couldn't fuck outta spite 
All 3 eyes
How I peeped your lies 
Said I'm bad at life 
You right
Said I'm bad at life you right


Ethan Kiloh

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