
see you hate me 
because im just me 
every second that I breath
you wanna see me fall 
not knowing at all about the trauma or abuse 

see my life wasn't always candy or rainbows oh the things you don't know that I've endured 
grew up knowing everyone hated me not even my own parents could show me love treated me like i was the problem they wished every day I wasn't born wish they could get rid of 
the only problem I ever truly was is my existance alone oh how that hurt

it hurt but I numed myself thats a pain I never truly felt
detached from that pain put it behind me I'm not sure if I could ever really let it out cause I refuse to cry releasing me from those family tyes 

the second I found out that I was pregnant 16 not knowing my life was about to take a turn see you hate me not ever knowing about the abuse that I endured no I'm not just talking about black eyes or simple bruises a little makeup could cover up I'm talking about disfiguration and shattered places on my face and my ribcage how one side caves in all the broken noses God how lucky I am that the proof isn't seeable on my face unless you knew where to look u wouldn't notice where my face goes crook
I got pictures of me u wouldnt tell it was me I look like Quasimodo don't laugh it wasn't funny the amount of kicks I took to the head it's crazy still amazing how I'm not dead and this wasn't monthly or weekly this shit was daily tell me do you still hate cause if u took the time to get to know me u would learn the abuse barely scratches the surface no that's not the worst pain I've been through imagine 2 beautiful angels 2 gifts from God in all the chaos my 2 reasons not to give up suddenly ripped from my arms nothing was ever truly my fault no real reason for them to take them I was the greatest mom there's not a second in the day that they aren't on my mind use to say hope and pray waiting around for that one day when they would find me my biggest hope is my biggest fear what if they find me but they don't like me don't wanna know me don't care about how much I love them never let me tell them how I truly felt or cared to know how I didn't give them up 
if u ever truly took the time to get to know all the unjust and how it's all I have ever known maybe if you took the time to truly see all this pain detached lost somewhere inside of me could you still hate me even after learning I'm still a loving always helping never judging cause I've been put through the worst maybe then you'd stop hating on me but that's unlikely because it bothers u that shit never gets to me 
yes you'll keep hating cause i just barely touched the surface of the shit I've lived through on second thought you'll never listen because my light is to bright for the darkness the hate deep inside of youal

Still Hate Me

島村卯月(CV:大橋彩香)、小日向美穂(CV:津田美波)、五十嵐響子(CV:種崎敦美) - ラブレター(Kawaii Punk Remix)

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LiPPS - Tulip(yksb Remix)[Free DL link in description]

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櫻井桃華の「ラヴィアンローズ」をfuture bassっぽくアレンジ。
kawaii雰囲気が出せたと思います

ラヴィアンローズ - future rmx -

桃子誕生祭でアレンジしました

【周防桃子誕生祭2018】ローリング△さんかく-complextro remix-【アレンジ】

Pure 100% & KOTONOHOUSE - Girlfriend
× miroir - O-Ku-Ri-Mo-No Sunday!

O-Ku-Ri-Mo-No Girlfriend

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HEAVEN'S RAVE(Яice BalR Bootleg)

サニードロップ -Eurolipop Remix-【大槻唯】

D/Zeal - ハーモニクス (bbangsami Remix) from Ko;Emotion Track No.6
Free Download : https://koemotion.tumblr.com OR Buy-link (FREE DL)

서브컬쳐 리믹스 프로젝트 「Ko;Emotion」 의 6번째 트랙곡입니다.
무과금으로도 즐길수있는 밀리시타 츄라이츄라이

original song
「THE IDOLM@STER MILLION THE@TER GENERATION 12 D/Zeal」 LACM-14642
DZeal [ジュリア (CV.愛美)、最上静香 (CV.田所あずさ)] - ハーモニクス ( https://youtu.be/w99GzMcqxV8 )


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