Must always credit in title (Prod. Zaini)

Lease Beats: https://traktrain.com/zainibeats

Instrumentals/Songs/Remixes

Welcome To My Feelings

chillio

Tipsy Tom on soundcloud mofo

2019

Rahmeen feat. Ugly God ~ That's Okay (prod. Carroll)

digital druglord the album out now :

itunes: https://geo.itunes.apple.com/us/album/digital-druglord/id1252860403?mt=1&app=music

spotify: https://t.co/vzZPCHyyON

written by blackbear
produced by andrew goldstein & blackbear

digital druglord

do re mi

download dgtldrglrd

Offering vocal mixing and mastering services for $15 USD per track, email me at roderick.porter98@gmail.com for more information 

Amazing, amazing track produced by potsu. I re-arranged it a little bit to fit a structure better but holy shit it stands so well on its own. Heard the beat and wrote the whole song in like an hour. Hello X fans <3

---Lyrics---

evoked emotions got me smokin like a locomotive
swallowed by the ocean, minds awoken then my eyes just open
it was a dream but my clothes are soakin still
what kind of life is it to put my hope inside a pill
im trapped inside fight inside a neverending war
take a double dose of meds with the water that i pour
im losin consiousness at twelve but im up again by four
fuck it i dont really wanna do this shit anymore
i. just. dont. know. what. you. want. from. me.
i. just. dont. know. what. you. want. from. me.
im missin meals with my family so im hurtin their trust
i fall asleep the same time that they servin it up
im runnin outta brain cells the amount im burnin it up
my friend hidin from his demons through the purp in his cup

slept a whole damn three hours over last night
fall asleep in class, all my nights are fuckin bad nights
thats right, please dont ask why i dont act right
dream to sleep on clouds, cant smoke enough for that height
the birds chirpin might be beautiful, it stress me
float away on kicks, bass slappin like its gretzsky
if there is a god, i bet he doin this shit to test me
swear that i could rule the fuckin world if he just let me
i guess he either hates me or he doesnt even notice
liquor in my potions while i smoke to mr ocean
in the open, logan ride the fuckin whip like it was stolen 
so fuck you and all your fuckin stupid omnipotence
wanna stop the shit that goes on in my head
hands covered in this ink and dome covered in lead
but i got too much love to get lost in the sorrow
...the sunlight might be brighter tomorrow

ｆｕｌｌ　ａｌｂｕｍ　ゲく医

Roderick Porter - before the break of dawn (feat. Shiloh Dynasty) (prod. potsu)

things aren't that simple

Offering vocal mixing and mastering services for $15 USD per track, email me at roderick.porter98@gmail.com for more information 

shout out to @akoad for letting me use his beat! You can find all his social media links in the description of his soundcloud page or on YouTube here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLcontUm9R0

Thank you so much for listening and I hope you enjoy, lyrics below\/
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i dont need your help
do it all myself
burnin all my. bridges
and i, hope you burn in. hell

i dont need your help
do it all myself
burnin all my. bridges 
and i, hope you burn in. hell

bet you laughin, momma struggle payin taxes
you relaxin, rose colors in your glasses
ive been pretty passive but im done with all the actin
i dont wanna see your face, or your neck, bitch ill snap it
acoholic piece of shit, i dont give a fuck about you
two faced snake, so much that i dont trust about you
mom drive cassandra to, every single practice
and every single shift, and all her fuckin classes
you aint really done shit for us
you aint really done shit
nah

i dont need your help
do it all myself
burnin all my. bridges 
and i, hope you burn in. hell

i dont need your help
do it all myself
burnin all my. bridges 
and i, hope you burn in. hell

you bought a penthouse skippin on support cheques
you a fuckin scum, going lower than the floor gets
you a fuckin black hole, you a vortex
cant rain on me, im flexin with some gortex
learned to drive myself, graduate myself
and i really i aint fuckin like you, i dont hate myself
i aint turn psychopathic bitch into my wife
so take your sorry ass and stay the fuck away from my life
dont text me.

motherfucker dont text me.

Demons

Don't Text Me

dreams of you

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/0f0gfm6wHjhqrBMHBn9Ajr?si=YAZdXbsdSkysNqsOJWi7CQ

dl: https://www.dropbox.com/s/3ymcdxsntjajpfp/I%20Don%27t%20Sleep.mp3?dl=0

Also available on apple music and itunes

Sarcastic Sounds - I Don't Sleep

im not feeling too great, so this ones for an old friend, i left their name in the first one so i re uploaded to take it out, sorry.

prd. @vaultofdev

spotify link: https://spoti.fi/2D3JubR

find peace | prd. dev (on spotify)

Dead

rest in peace, it will forever haunt me that I never got the chance to sit down and talk with you face to face.

forever broken

i just been so wide awake, i cannot take
the pain that i feel in my heart
i never know how to cope, hide it with dope
you were a part of my art
i still dont know how to feel, i will not heal
tell me this shit isnt real
i still dont know how to feel, i will not heal
tell me this shit isnt real

i just been so wide awake, i cannot take
the pain that i feel in my heart
i never know how to cope, hide it with dope
you were a part of my art
i still dont know how to feel, i will not heal
tell me this shit isnt real
i still dont know how to feel, i will not heal
tell me this shit isnt real

you helped me numb my depression, if only for seconds
it ment the world inside my eyes
lets just pretend that were numb, snow on repeat
days that i wanted to die
bumpin your thinkin too much, garettes revenge
sit at my desk while i cry
you were the beacon of light, darkest of nights
you helped to keep me alive
all of this happened too fast, part of me passed
i wont pretend im okay
hurtin cause well never meet, feelin defeat
shit that i wanted to say
help me to find my own peace, i was so stressed
you showed me how to express
quick when a bullet get shot, everything stop
nothing as final as death

nothing as final as death

i just been so wide awake, i cannot take
the pain that i feel in my heart
i never know how to cope, hide it with dope
you were a part of my art
i still dont know how to feel, i will not heal
tell me this shit isnt real
i still dont know how to feel, i will not heal
tell me this shit isnt real

i just been so wide awake, i cannot take
the pain that i feel in my heart
i never know how to cope, hide it with dope
you were a part of my art
i still dont know how to feel, i will not heal
tell me this shit isnt real
i still dont know how to feel, i will not heal
tell me this shit isnt real

Rainy Tapes, Vol. 1

Roderick Porter - XXX (Prod. NiNETY8)

Natural

Single for Rainy Tapes Vol. 1 COMING OUT AUGUST 3RD!!

Prod. Jacobsen

Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain
I like the pain
Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain
I like the pain

These days I don't feel no pain
I don't really want to feel okay
Sunshine, I don't feel no rain
My demons call my name
And I kind of want to go back
Thinking that the shadow where my home at
Fuck it, I've been feeling so heartless
Strange I've been taken from the darkness, yeah
And I don't really feel myself
Smoke til I can't feel myself
Drink til I fucked up my health
My friends said I need help
Cause I want to feel a heart break
Want to feel the pain of a heart ache
I don't really know what love is
I'm just fucking done with the numbness, yeah

Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain
I like the pain
Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain
I like the pain

And I try to convince myself that I don't love you
I don't love you, no
And I try to convince myself that I don't need you
I don't need you, no
And I try to convince myself that I don't love you
I don't love you, no
And I try to convince myself that I don't need you
I don't need you, yeah

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Social Media Links below
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Roderick Porter:

SoundCloud: https://www.soundcloud.com/roderickporter

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7Lcln0AXqNHMahrca8KVpy

Bandcamp: https://www.roderickporter.bandcamp.com/

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/roderick.porter

Twitter: https://www.twitter.com/RoderickJPorter

facebook: https://www.facebook.com/roderickporter420/

Snapchat: roderick_porter

i like the pain

SPOTIFY!

Roderick Porter - i like the pain (feat. Shiloh Dynasty) [prod. Jacobsen]

Can you hear my voice through the storm?
Tell me what it is we're fighting for...

ANA
I love you </3

Stream / Save on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5jvnEE9aPgPXh9UgjvYMLw

Must always credit in title (prod. Zaini)
Lease Beats: https://zainibeats.beatstars.com/

Stream on Spotify

can you hear my voice

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0DhqKKLUYrepxOpd1qiVSz?si=3rOnW1D1RtOS4YMouL3yJQ

apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/starry-nights/1463341554?app=music&ign-mpt=uo=4

sample: https://soundcloud.com/itisfaye/screams-and-dreams?si=0c6b5250a20b4667abf55bc0af16257c (Faye - Screams and Dreams)

100k in 2 months What the actual fuck guys! thank u so much everyone who listened to it and don't forget to check out the original song by faye its much better

i also want to thank animevibe and the bootleg boy, this would have never happened without this two lovely channels <3

on bandcamp if you want to download it :)

spotify

wish upon a star (w/Faye)

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https://Empire.lnk.to/Skins

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STARING AT THE SKY

No more showing up when you're not sober
At my front door just to say you're alone tonight
Tryna mess me and my mind up
It's a reminder you're a liar and you know I'm right
And you say you can't live without me
So why aren't you dead yet?
Why you still breathing? 
You say you can't live without me
So why aren't you dead yet?
Why you still breathing? 

Vocals by Nikki Elizabeth:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCcif2lHsdJmCOztvMEEn-zw
https://www.instagram.com/nikkielizabeth39/?hl=en

Stream / Save on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2GtksLOwApBFKXsm4jsw8o
 
Must always credit in title (prod. Zaini)
Lease Beats: https://zainibeats.beatstars.com/

dead

Im running in circles
Im following my feet
Im running out of time
Im at the end of my line

My hands are turning purple with the cold 
This winters is harsh
But I will find some warmth

(Chorus)
Low to the ground
Trying not to make a sound
I know its not meant to be
wisdom always has a price 
Its never given for free

i feel the way my spine is curving
Its getting out of line
Stop telling me to thinking so much
Its not all going to be fine

Now your hairs falling onto the ground
Your fingers are old and worn out
The smoke in your lungs weighs you down 
Its time to sleep now
This is what you’ve become
Out of breath 
Out of time 
Always there
in your mind
In your mind
In your mind

Im scared for tomorrow
But I am getting taller by the day
Im growing
Im finding my way
Finding way
...
finding my way


Low to the ground
Trying not to make a sound
I know its not meant to be
wisdom always has a price 
It never given for free
For free
For free

Mastered by Grant Lepping

Lowertown- George

Insecure

Blackbear & Xxxtentacion - Insecure {Ocean Mix}

Lose My Mind Prod. Harold Harper

I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said I'll never let you go
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember you said, "Don't leave me here alone"

Vocals by Plants & Planets:
https://soundcloud.com/plantsandplanets
https://twitter.com/plantsxplanets

Save / Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6VJFlmU6fzMibx7BTQNdzA

Must always credit in title (prod. Zaini)

Lease Beats: https://zainibeats.beatstars.com/

don't leave me here alone

I don't wanna end up with a broken heart
I don't wanna end up with another scar
Momma always used to say don't be scared to love
Just be careful who it is you love..

Must always credit in title (prod. Zaini)

Lease Beats: https://zainibeats.beatstars.com/

What If? (ft. Snøw)

if your heart was full of love..
could you give it up?

Original Song: Birdy - not about angels
I DO NOT OWN THE VOCALS

Must always credit in title (prod. Zaini)

Lease Beats: https://zainibeats.beatstars.com/

i fell in love, im sorry

Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders
Let me walk upon the waters
Wherever You would call me
Take me deeper than my feet could ever wander
And my faith will be made stronger
In the presence of my Savior

Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5ehoXwpw70o6WEEufJm1q7

Original Song: Oceans (Where Feet May Fail) - Hillsong United
I DO NOT OWN THE VOCALS
*You can consider this a remix of 'Oceans'. I do NOT sing. I am a music producer*

Must always credit in title (prod. Zaini)
Lease Beats: https://zainibeats.beatstars.com/

wherever you would call me

Music Producer

For all business contact 
cheyenne@czaini.net