moirai

@1hallow
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7rRE8z2QYg0VjYZUJtoIno?si=66458ac562794268
[lyrics]
so
i let you go last night
and i wish i never did because i never got to kiss you 
i dont like who im turning into
but i dont want to cause an issue
you left me out and left me untied 
and i wish you never did because i never got to kiss you
i dont know what we're turning into 
just kinda wish i could've kissed you

we're in the hallways
skipping like always
i tried to tell you i'd be there for you always
but 
you took all that i had
and you wont ever give it back
bright lights hoco and a stage floor
tell me did you get exactly what you came for
im 1 of 1 and now she wishing that they made more
you tryna play me i aint falling for the same ploy
i was your chance and you blew it 
left me looking stupid 
im mad cause i knew it would go that way
i never wanted you to go away :/

i let you go last night
and i wish i never did because i never got to kiss you 
i dont like who im turning into
but i dont want to cause an issue
you left me out and left me untied 
and i wish you never did because i never got to kiss you
i dont know what we're turning into 
just kinda wish i could've kissed you
[sick pop breakdown]
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[ dream log soon!!!! tell a friend ;) ]

never got to kiss you (hallow)

https://li.sten.to/lotus
ig: ripavah

welcome to my life
lyrics:
Lotus, I've been getting better let me show ya
Smash an empty bottle to the dome
I've been feeling like I've grown up
Better than ever cause I'm about to blow up

I've been in my feelings lately but I hate that shit
My situation yeah its dire but I played that shit
I've been feeling like I'm crazy on a tightrope
Reminiscing things that I'll achieve my rivals cant though

I'll say fuck her, sell out shows so she knows she's wrong
Make a million off a sound so I made this song
Yeah I know my fans are coming yeah its been so long
Manifest about the future cause I stayed so strong

Lotus, you know it
I've been on a tangent for a year but I ain't ever fucking show it
I just know my fame is close but I think I've been on the wrong path
Happiness and Adderall, the two things we should all have

You ain't shit yeah you a bitch
I'ma make a jump right to the top then i'ma clinch
Shitty ass artists sign to labels then they're gifted
Imagine what would happen if my music got the same thing

Fuck the poppin sound, and fuck to who's around
I'ma make a wave of other artists with my sound
I wont fix my problems if I don't aim for the ceiling
blacked out drunk, that's a shitty fucking feeling

Fuck you to the past, I'm glad it didn't last
I'ma speed to number one or I'll just fucking crash
I'm glad I'm fucking back just for a while I've had a barrier
Sprouted like a lotus I'll just shout out to my haters

Lotus is strong, lotus is fire
Lotus is weak, lotus is crying
I've been drowning lately listen here's a happy ending
Feeling like a boss, and I'm looking like a real king

Red eyes, feel low
So high, so low
Might cry, oh no
Lotus, blossom

I ain't succeed in a minute
Love this life forever bitch you know I'm not quitting
Avah feels on fire bitch you know that I am winning
Take over my life I wasn't happy where I'm headed, oh shit

I've been in my feelings lately but I hate that shit
My situation yeah its dire but I played that shit
I've been feeling like I'm crazy on a tightrope
Reminiscing things that I'll achieve my rivals cant though

I'll say fuck her, sell out shows so she knows she's wrong
Make a million off a sound so I made this song
Yeah I know my fans are coming yeah its been so long
Manifest about the future cause I stayed so strong

avah

lotus

other platforms

lotus (dercept x ayoley)

video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rnai7UsAlKY
@1hallow
@janeremover
[lyrics]
when you left last summer 
you told me things would always be this way
and when you left last summer 
you told me the love would never go away
and like a fool i just believed you
i could never see the future 
but its see through now
i cant deny i fucking need you
but something tells me you looked better in the rear view

so can you tell me wheres the loves at?
fuck that, i dont even wanna feel anymore 
and she like why you never call back 
i been busy tryna find my way up back from the floor 
i been busy tryna keep my ass up out of the morgue
used to love you, used to trust you but i cant anymore
the feeling now's not the same as before
but ill always love you, you're my dearest, la fleur

a letter titled "where i've been"
came in today
it says you moved on and you're happy
and you hope i do the same

is that what you tell yourself
when no ones left around?
im making a choice, im ending it here
the flower will die, but i can't interfere

so can you tell me wheres the loves at?
fuck that, i dont even wanna feel anymore 
and she like why you never call back 
i been busy tryna find my way up back from the floor 
i been busy tryna keep my ass up out of the morgue
used to love you, used to trust you but i cant anymore
the feeling now's not the same as before
but ill always love you, you're my dearest, la fleur

la fleur (hallow + jane remover)

@billsburyjoeboi
@ria_chuelo
@suyuki
@1hallow
mixed by @janeremover
[lyrics]
i tried to put it in the past, it didnt work
and im too stubborn i dont think ill ever learn
and we were way too fucking stuck on the past tense
you say its our last dance, im losing my head
i pick it up, it all falls down
i try my best, and it all goes south
i went to her, cause you weren't around
its the last dance, you said its my last chance

i tried to tell you it was no good
i know you're seeing all the signs that we've been here before
i never wanted to control you
i tried to give you everything, i guess that you wanted more
and you tell me, you can't take it, fucked up lately
i cant clear my head 
i try my best to get to safety, we won't make it
i guess its the end

last chance (billsburyjoeboi + ria + suyuki + hallow)

THANK U FOR 100K ON PLAY PRETEND I LOV EU ALL. 

produced by 31sentinel + simon m 

AWOWAOEIAIEA AWOOOGA AWOOGA WOEOAIE cybertraash

SOS w/ reef (31sentinel + simon m)

uh oh (bipxlar)

we made this like 3 years ago cant lie i thought it was gone like forever but i found it LMAO okay bye bye

juno & aldn - mess up (hallow +aldn) [2021]

More singles otw very very soon. Appreciate the listen, follow my socials for updates on what I'm doing in my bio. All producers deserve credit for making this possible. 

OFF THA BLOCK (prod. kriton)

@1glaive ft @ericdoa produced by me :) Enjoy

Glaive - Pissed Off ft. Ericdoa (p. wishteks)

order:
@ericdoa
@1endie
@funeral
@chach404
@blackwinterwells
@midwxst
@tayparadox
@kmoethekid
@hereisalden

prod @ericdoa

smackdown w/ ericdoa, funeral, chach, blackwinterwells, midwxst, doxia, kmoe, aldn (ericdoa)

(the climax)
@1hallow
@janeremover
[lyrics]
you wanna lose me,
i think its okay
you think you're better off without me
have it your way !! 
and its fucked up in the end
i think im fresh out of friends
i put this gun to my head, let it go
and i do this shit better off on my own
i already know what it feels like all alone 
she wishin i was pretend
im wishin i was content
i wish this conflict would end, but it wont

she think im an mess up
they think im an extra
im not supposed to be here
im 'posed to be "resting" (****)
wish i was in heaven 
posted with my bestfriend
rlly miss my bestfriend
i wish i could text him
and now they wanna be mad at me
like it was my fault
used to be my hero 
you fell off and hit the asphault
full hault
i dont even know what to say
'member i felt so alive and now im digging my grave

im so lost and alone
nowhere close to my home
its 2% on my phone
its getting out of control
and i thought i could save them on my own
im playing the part, im not built for the role 
your hand became something i cant hold
and i know its hard 2 see me winning
but im sure that you will make it on your own

conflict

conflict (hallow + jane remover)

video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6lYduSMsNlo&lc=UgzZf3ZyR2kRHPR05cl4AaABAg
(rising action)
@1hallow
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4F8FtOWSa286XpVEeB8pWm
[lyrics]
its 2 am girl r you up yet?
and she like boy you know fucked up we can nvr go back
now she move different acting suspect
and she think i could be her hero i can never be that


at all
cause i get stabbed in the back
i try my best to clear my head but i can never do that
at all
i cant go back to the past
and i dont wanna be the bad guy
but i think i might have to,
im stuck like a statue
you say i dont say i dont see you 
and yet im looking right at you
im done with the attitude
im not even mad at you
she say im her hero 
but i know she dont think thats true

take a step back
what does it look like from the outside?
and to be honest i dont wanna learn bout ur last guy
i try my best but i still end up on my last life

theres nvr gna be a right time

and u can blame me if u want but you know
that there wont ever be a next time
i take an uber take the next flight
i wont be nothing like your next guy

hero (hallow)

(the resolution)
@1hallow
@ayyitsryo
[lyrics]
got everybody thinkin im just the bad guy
got deja vu think i was here in a past life
back then she used to break my heart just to pass time
i play the game but i think im on my last life
i built it all i watch them turn it to rubble
i try my best to walk away but i stumble
i look inside and wish i was more humble
my ego gets the best of me its a struggle

where will i be in the end
when i start losing everyone i used to say was my friend
time passed by quick memories play pretend
sharp words like a knife push me over the edge
sharp words like a knife cut me off of the thread
and i did it before, maybe ill do it again
and im so sick of your words you never meant what you said
and im so sick of my life, i think im quitting my meds
and i did it before, i think ill do it again
and im lost inside this forest i dont know where it ends
you never had a broken heart so you dont know if it mends 
you never been the bad guy 
they never wanted you dead

bad guy (hallow + ryo)

juno

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