handle me

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@1hallow
@ayyitsryo

thank you guys 4 sticking by me all this time
this is a song off a project im working on called “last year alive” hope u like it ok byeee

mother's child (ryo + hallow)

bitemytongue w/ reef (hallow + macbookvsthewrld)

if i fall apart, will you rescue me?
if i lost it all, is that it for us?
i want to believe you're what's best for me
the last time i gave up my trust, well,

it cost me a lot
i can't do that again
don't throw me in the deep end, expect me to swim
while the tide's getting higher, the wave's coming in 
if i put all my faith in you, caution to wind
am i ready for that? i don't know, i don't know
i'm too fucked up right now, i can't answer my phone
i got pink pills, and crystals, and bags full of blow
in the back of the bathroom, i feel so alone

but i love you
i love you
i can't recollect the first night that we met
but i love you

if i fall apart, will you rescue me?
(will you rescue me?)
if i lost it all, is that it for us?
(is it it for us?)
i want to believe you're what's best for me
the last time i gave up my trust, well it,

i can't go back home
all my friends think im crazy
(i love you, i love you, i love you, i-)
i can't prove them wrong
i've been losing it lately
(i love you, i love you, i love you, i-)

i was younger back then
i took one wrong turn and i lost all my friends
it's so typical, lost my self control
now im someone i wish i had known
now i walk in, they know my name, i wish
i could tell my friend, how much she is missed
i can't lose my life, way too much at risk
told my mom, i can't die before she gets rich

and i feel so alive
i love you, i love you, i love you, i-
i let go of my fate, give it all to moirai
i love you, i love you, i love you, i-

if i fall apart, will you rescue me?
(will you rescue me?)
if i lost it all, is that it for us?
(is it it for us?)
i want to believe you're what's best for me
the last time i gave up my trust, well 
i cant go back home (no)
all my friends think i'm crazy
(i love you, i love you, i love you, i-)
(will you rescue me?)
i can't prove them wrong
i'm obsessed with you lately
(i love you, i love you, i love you, i-)
(is it it for us-)
i love you
i love you
but i love you
i love you

("i dont have money for a lunchables, 
you don't get it, i don't have it- "
"no, seriously, i can pay for you"
"but i can't afford to pay it
you don't get it, i don't have money
you don't get it, i do not have money
i'm not gonna have money in a day,
i'm not gonna have money in two days,
i'm not gonna have money in a week,
i'm not gonna have money"

fall apart (ryo + hallow + ria + joeboi)

fearless (like you) [polar]

unmastered
sample: sledges - june is better than july
produced by me
scrapped song. enjoy

lyrics:

(i felt it, when we met)

i can't save my life
but can you let me try?
don't leave me to dry

again, again, again again
again, again, again, again

huh, huh, huh
i'm just tryna keep myself up in the meantime
when's the last time i tried to have some me time?

wish it was me instead of you
if i lose myself again i'll leave my brains in the coupe

screaming out my feelings 'til my head hurt
at my funeral just say i made an effort
i can't wake up with this feeling that my chest hurts

it's sickening, i
it's sickening, i

i pray one day i take my misery out
you think i care about the price?
i have to live with guilt and all my lies
so don't you ever tell me that i'm fine

i, cant, fall
again, again, again, again
again, again, again, again

why'd, i, try?
again, again, again, again
again, again, again, again

(again, again, again, again
again, again, again, again)

practicing these notes to leave my mother
the last time i tried i failed lets do another
man i'm not the type to joke when i tell you i truly suffer

every time i close my eyes i pray i get eternal slumber
i'm a bastard
every time i try to change it doesn't matter
just take me out my misery so i don't stagger

i, cant, fall
again, again, again, again
again, again, again, again

why'd, i, try?
again, again, again, again
again, again, again, again

(again, again, again, again
again, again, again, again)

YOUTUBE

again again again (p. me)

Michelle

Since picking up the acoustic guitar at 16, for the last 11 years I have played many songs (mainly covers), recorded videos of me singing, and posted on my private Facebook account. Since now I have a bundle of these recordings, I have decided to select some of them, put them together and make an album out of it for fun. Hope you enjoy.

Blue Moon

Tendency / DSR-50 (amirzun + mochila + ssort)

@1glaive

lyrics:
[ericdoa]
you don't trust me alone
but somehow you're miles away
if the shoe fits in the wrong shit
then its all a waste
the same strut that you do man when you walk away
you moved out of your hometown but its not the same

my heart's stuck on the same shit it wont ever change
old friends losing contact said im acting strange
you pull your hair out in the mirror asking to be saved
i can hear them talking bout me say it to my face
i been dazed and confused tell me to pick it up
i hold my weight in the wrong place hope i dont get crushed
a parking lot in a new place where i fell in love
ill talk later but right now im in a rush

we stopped talkin baby i just hope that we can be friends
she texts back and shes pissed off, she said it depends
well fuck you baby i don't have a hand i can lend
when its all over baby would you treat me less in the end?

[glaive]
and ever since a child yeah i've always been a pessimist
public target crossed up on my back like im a methodist (sick ref ash)
and all these labels, a&r's keep asking what my method is
im just tryna put on for joelle cuz he where heaven is

and if im being frank baby you know im an asshole
imma tell a secret baby you can't tell a damn soul
i've been under so much fucking stress that i can't handle
watch everything that i've ever worked for get dismantled

nah fuck this
i don't really need it
and i just blacked out i think that i might be anemic
fiending for something
it might just be a meaning
and im not being harsh lately you've been fucking tweakin so
and you're dead to me
you're my enemy
i been running out of time and wasting energy
and you say that you my friend but you ain't friends wit me
do you even remember what you said to me?

[ericdoa and glaive]
repeating the same day 
it goes on and on and on
repeating the same day 
it goes on and on and on and on

[ericdoa]
you don't trust me alone
but somehow you're miles away
if the shoe fits in the wrong shit
then its all a waste
the same strut that you do man when you walk away
you moved out of your hometown but its not the same

fearless (like you) [polar]

juno

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