bestfriends (hallow + ryo) unfinished demo ~ feb/march 2021

I can't see no evil
don't know why i should keep it on
i can't see my people
the evil lurks inside them all
everyone tests me they watch like a hawk
really wanna best me i do not give a fuck
im not gon be yo bestie im ready to count up
everyones resting you'll see me when im up 
i read the lies that you been sent to my inbox
im so impatient sick of watching the damn clock

Im ten feet under water drown me out
dont count me out
my mind tends to wander im losing now
im in over my head
reconcile with past i cant get out
just let me out
when will you see me for me and not the things i did

art by moosekleenex on deviantart

don't drown me out (p. blvnkface x yeezo)

dream log sooner than soon after way too long see u on the other side <3

prod @threedimensionsapart
guitar by daniel geraghty
engineered by slappy 

//lyrics
[hook]
remember they aint see the vision now they flocking
i wake up at 2am im feeling nauseous
i remember when they told me i should stop this
and now i passed them so they calling me obnoxious
please stop tryna tell me that i need another option
he talk shit on twitter when i see you we gon pop shit
now they like damn he switching up he think he hot shit
its not my fault youre fucking broke and you aint got shit
she throw her phone at the wall
she praying to god that i call
but god dont hear her at all 
i guess she ran all out of friends she shop alone at the mall 
i cut her off and now shes pissed shes like "how you have the gall?"
its not my job to save no one
no im not nobodies savior
its 2am im skipping stones
and now you're blowing my pager
im too nauseous in the back but ill still call you later
im just tryna feed my fam before im meeting my maker

[verse]
wake up from another day dream 
its a new day but im still doing the same thing 
but when it all comes crashing down dont fucking blame me 
so many people werent around till as of lately
lately i been fucked up
i hope they dont notice
she been talking bout me 
i just try to focus
i cant trust a damn soul
everybody bogus
i cant even trip on it cause i know that im chosen
i chose this, i 

[hook]
remember they aint see the vision now they flocking
i wake up at 2am im feeling nauseous
i remember when they told me i should stop this
and now i passed them so they calling me obnoxious
please stop tryna tell me that i need another option
he talk shit on twitter when i see you we gon pop shit
now they like damn he switching up he think he hot shit
its not my fault youre fucking broke and you aint got shit
she throw her phone at the wall
she praying to god that i call
but god dont hear her at all 
i guess she ran all out of friends she shop alone at the mall 
i cut her off and now shes pissed shes like "how you have the gall?"
its not my job to save no one
no im not nobodies savior
its 2am im skipping stones
and now you're blowing my pager
im too nauseous in the back but ill still call you later
im just tryna feed my fam before im meeting my maker

nauseous (tda + daniel geraghty)

produced by: 
@mochila777
@skress
@janeremover
[lyrics]
im seventeen i dont get crushes anymore
im seventeen i left my feelings at the door
cause i dont got time for more right now
its a chore right now, but its on me so ima figure it out
you think im doing all this shit just for the thrill?
i aint never had a choice, it was this or it was pills
it was this or it was being nobody, i couldn't deal
i took one good look her and then my fate was fucking sealed
cause i got 

nobody, no money, im out of options, im 
retracing my steps to find where the problem was
like was it me or was it you or was it everything?
dont wanna feel it anymore, im taking novocaine
nobody, no money, im out of options, im 
retracing my steps to find where the problem was
like was it me or was it you or was it everything?
dont wanna feel it anymore, im taking novocaine

i let me guard fall down
you can let it all out now
i dont wanna talk too loud
frozen when you come around
i dont wanna let you down but 
i cant let you go
i feel the days slip away as im losing my control
and old stories turn into rumours
and old friends they turn into losers
we lose ourself in computers 
you looked at me as a suitor 
i wish i realized it sooner
now we can never go back 
the curtains close and the scene ends it all fades to black

novocaine (mochila + skress + jane)

options w/ tropes (hallow + ryo)

produced by:
@1hallow
mixed by:
 @dltzk
[lyrics]
okay like stop right there,
she wanna shop moncler,
i bought a brand new pair
and it feels like
everybody wanna live in the spotlight
but you could never make it here this is my life
it took awhile but i promise that its alright
they say im going hollywood, well i just might now

hold up, run it back
im in cities all over the map
they like how the fuck he doing that?
and he not even 18 to bat
hold on, what he say
looking back shawty you were a waste
now you see me all over the place
and all i see is benjamins face like,

im on the way to the top right now
too scared of heights, i cant fall down
i dont really give a fuck what they say right now
oh she want moncler?
i needed help you were not there
we walk inside and they all stare
we too damn up its not fair

okay like stop right there,
she wanna shop moncler,
i bought a brand new pair
and it feels like
everybody wanna live in the spotlight
but you could never make it here this is my life
it took awhile but i promise that its alright
they say im going hollywood, well i just might now

moncler

moncler (hallow)

produced by:
@threedimensionsapart
@buginfestedfloorboards
@janeremover
[lyrics]
sometimes i wonder if you ever think about it
then i remember that you said to move on
well last september i was fine with how that sounded
but last september i was always so gone
im overthinking like was i in the wrong?
i guess the writing's always been on the wall
you said you'd never decline if i call
but i called last night and it rang so long

and all the lights in the room went out
im looking round like what do i do now
i started singing but it never made a sound
it felt like no one ever wanted me around
until i met you
you picked me up and gave me someone to confess to
and looking back i wonder if you ever meant to
cause now you're texting me "i wish i never met you"
i still- 

sometimes i wonder if you ever think about it
then i remember that you said to move on
well last september i was fine with how that sounded
but last september i was always so gone
im overthinking like was i in the wrong?
i guess the writing's always been on the wall
you said you'd never decline if call
but i called last night and it rang so long

september (tda + soju + jane)

inspired by jaydes - intro
produced by:
@ayyitsryo
@janeremover
[lyrics]
i think im losing it
we come back here like every time why are we doing this
you say fuck me, then fuck you
wait chill out i love you
put nothing above you
i swear that i mean it, i dont
we told them all it was perfect
well in the end, was it worth it?
white lies turn to long nights wondering why
i guess ill see u in the next life

you told me sunday you were leaving
you packed your bags, say goodbye, cause you're heading off
still hoping someday that you leave him
i guess that some would say you're better off
i gave you all that i could, it was never enough
but i hoped that it would be
you said its all for the best, you don't seem that impressed
im not saying you should be

perfect (ryo + jane)

THANK U FOR 100K ON PLAY PRETEND I LOV EU ALL. 

produced by 31sentinel + simon m 

AWOWAOEIAIEA AWOOOGA AWOOGA WOEOAIE cybertraash

SOS w/ reef (31sentinel + simon m)

shoutout that one canadian guy that sounds like he's from minnesota @johnnyfriend
shoutout @meantyyy (so underated)
fun pop song i made about a breakup :(

[mosh]
they just got me locked in a haven
i dont like this bitch, i dont wan be famous
i like you girl, yeah u are so gracious
every time i see you bitch i wanna make up

make up i dont want no fake love, yeah
hate us, girl you really fucked up, yeah
had enough of you bitch and im really above ya
i know, i know i will never trust ya

[meanty]
i feel the hatred
im breaking
what do u want from me?
all u want is honesty
i try to find my inner self
but all these things ain't going well
im feeling messed up
im running out of luck
i gave u my all
but u just made me fall
u treat me like a wannabe
but i know ur not fond of me
i know that ur just sick of me
it hurts inside it makes me weep

[mosh]
they just got me locked in a haven
i dont like this bitch, i dont wan be famous
i like you girl, yeah u are so gracious
every time i see you bitch i wanna make up

make up, i wanna make up

make up, i wanna make up

oooooooooo

wanna make up..

outro.

thanks for listening<3

haven 🌸 w/ meanty (johnnyfriend)

@ericdoa @pincode8485
deads1lent exclusive prod @rhine1k @yungskrrt

moncler (hallow)

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