jaydes - misery (sped up)

jaydes - misery

iloveyouuuuuu

Lyrics:

PLEASE DONT EAT MY BRAINS!
i’m smokin all damn day
i don’t want you in my life
all you bring me is pain
oh you don’t wanna talk to me?
i’ll just sit in the rainnnnnn 
every-time you fuck up im just takin the blame /: 

yeah you never fuckin change WHAT A GOD DAMN SHAME!
and you’ll always be the same
put a bullet in your brain 
when i do it back to you 
please just tell me how it tastesss

[whatashame whatashame]

please just tell me why? 
man ur always keeping secrets what is there to hide?
was so luck when i found you
but now i regret.
heard you really hate my guts
and im so full of shit

and it’s the fuckin truth….

whatashame

@prodsickboi

take a lil walk outside
and think about taking my life
you cut me open with a knife
but you can’t look me in the eyes
let the blood spill on the floor
oh i can’t take it anymore
you kicked me out and slammed the door
you love to wreck me to my core

12 gauge shotgun on my back
bitch i ain’t cutting you no slack
pour a little bottle of the cognac
bend that lil bitch over and break her back

take a lil nap off a xan
i’m taking the world in my hands
ashing the blunt on my pants
she’s asking me what’s my plan

(what’s my plan)

take a lil walk outside
and think about taking my life
you cut me open with a knife
but you can’t look me in the eyes
let the blood spill on the floor
oh i can’t take it anymore
you kicked me out and slammed the door
you love to wreck me to my core

i can feel it changing me
will i ever get myself back
i know you know what i need
i know it’s fucking killing me

i’ll smoke a cigarette and fucking hate it
breathing so slow don’t think i’ll make it
i’m falling to pieces can’t you see
why won’t you come and set me freeeee

(let the blood spill on the floor
oh i cant take it anymore
you kicked me out and slammed the door
you love to wreck me to my core)

12 gauge

prod. quintuple

it’ll all start making sense if you would give it a chance
follow lights around my room i just want to dance

leave my body behind 
and give it up to you
let my brain unwind
and turn into something

i’m helpless and i’m bored 
and i wanna see you now 
face to face with a sword
i dont wanna see you drown

everything i ever wanted
pushed away i never got it
cloudy head filled with narcotics
cant slow down no i can’t stop it 

oh oh oh oh

tell me why it feels so cold
left me all alone in the snow
frostbite on my tounge let it fold

these boots on my feet keep me grounded
i watched you drown in that fountain
ive hit my peak on this mountain
will i ever be the same i doubt it

tracers (i watched you drown in that fountain)

angel extended

a remake of migraine by jaydes with lyrics by retrogress

lyrics:
i feel so fucking useless and i wish more people cared
toil & trouble going through it ever since then time stood still
i made a mess out of my hands dried blood crusting at my wrist
i know i fucking hate you
but i wish i could tell you this

i made my mind up going through with it i hope that youre not mad
all the things ill never tell you but i know thats all my bad
i had the choice and opportunity but blew it all to hell
i hate your voice and what you do to me so why do i love you still

toil&trouble

SoundCloud glitch , original release date is - March 10 2025

I wanna live inside your home, but you're not in my range
I wanna grab you by the face and tell you that it's okay
Wish I could tell you how I'm feeling, but I feel too ashamed
I put the blame on you, but I'm the one that ruined my name

I keep on staring at the negative, the positive's fake
You keep on telling me you love me, but that's subject to change
About to tie this rope and hang it, cause it's written in my name
Ouuh, it's such a pretty day to go blow out my brains

I wanna move away and tell my friends goodbye
Cause I've been sitting in my filth, which makes it harder to try
Sometimes I wish that I was born in 1995
Cause then I wouldn't get the chance to even live this life

Not breathing, you're dreaming
I'm leaving, you're seething
All that trauma guess I never learned my lesson
I guess every song of mine is a confession

migrane

Chilblane