prod & mix by Benji <3
- unity
shawty wana black out
im always in the background
screaming out your name
while im waiting for the come down
iont want you back now
im always in the background 
screaming out your name
while im praying i dont come down 
<3 <3 <3

blackout

blackout w/ Benji the Machine

prod @bornasprey
mix by @b07gem
art by @1winks1
lyrics:
self destructive
let me perish
u cant stop me now
im sorry its my wish
so just let it slip away again
ohhhh im so detached from the real world
i'd do anything to forget
but i can't seem to forget
no no oh when theres no one left just me and i
i, i'd like to free myself it seems i need diguise
wrote a manifesto with evil eyes
why am i alive? i cant find a reason
or something to believe in
ohh sometimes i go off the rails just to feel feel something

Delusion (prod. prey xo)

featuring @ilyaxhes
produced by @deadat18
additional vocals @user-529971104-525559394

Heartless w/ ashes. (prod. DEAD☣AT☣18)

@caswhale

prod. me x caswhale

(lyrics:)
how would you know if u were the best for me 
i dont want you think its pretty plain to see
all the nights u would spend right next to me 
just to know it was all part of ur scheme
i wonder wheres all the feelings you got from me
now ur gone ur so vivid in my memory 
kinda funny how you tried to text me 
just to know you were fake 
youre in my room i think you know what i wanna do 
my last night with you so lets pretend like we arent through 
i dont know you 
try to hit my line youll be left in queue 
whats there left to do 
nothing but sit alone in my room 

caswhale:
how would you know your the worst thing for me
lonely nights and ive been up thinking
falling in love with the bottles that im drinking
mental state deteriorating
in a wasteland where the sun stopped shining
gave my all now i wanna stop trying
you're never there for me
your love is therapy

running through my mind yeah my thoughts are sprintin
my blood's on your hands girl watch what you're printin
you only love him cuz he put you in his mentions
don't act like a bad bitch if you're just desperate
i think i am my own opp
think my brain needa stop
might needa spin my own spot
one more last night girl that's all we have 
and my cock not hard its just the glock in my pants
i been cryin so hard that i can't even talk
now im with wolfyy and the gang on top
i love the toxicness when i see that you are nothin but a thot

ur never there for me </3 +caswhale

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ mirrorville. hq 5/27/22
art by bedhead

ALL PLATFORMS

it's dangerous 2 go alone (+ homecomingqueen)

synthetic forever
artists:
https://soundcloud.com/pinkperc
https://soundcloud.com/rit_hk
https://soundcloud.com/yungkrypto
https://soundcloud.com/toxin_brewer
https://soundcloud.com/blackfridvy
https://soundcloud.com/kainebot
https://soundcloud.com/xoxoswitchh
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine
https://soundcloud.com/imhxpeless

better together (recyclebin x garasu)

merry Christmas :)
prod the beautiful @51five
cover art by @toxinbrewer & @kyle2k

[hxpeless]
as the snow comes down
ur the only1 around
w the lights off in the town
leaving foot prints in the ground

all i want is u
make my wish come true
all i want is u
as long as the skies stay blue

lights fill up our halls
santa in the mall
but all i want this year is u
so please come make my wish cometrue 
[51five]

I dont want no christmas without you please Stop.
Cuz ur the only one I Have to Call.
Baby ur the only one i want involved.
Without you there its Not gon mean That much at all.
Baby all i want is U this year.
Without u Here beside me there wont be much Cheer.
And if u need Somebody ima Be right Here!
Ima Be right Here!
Ima Be right Here!!
Woah! Stop!
Girl u prettier than Snowfall.
Lets Keep leaving footprints in the Snow After dark.
I get lost in ur eyes Cuz of How pretty They are.
We could get Lost in the Night we could just look at the Stars!
The Sky so beautiful she got Tears on her Scarf…
The World so Beautiful it heals my Broken Heart.
My One Christmas Wish is To Restart.. 
(Yeaahh :c)

[fijimar]
girl ik lsat christmas wasnt the best 
so this year i promise its not like the rest
kiss u so slowly my hands on ur neck
and end off the night w u here in my bed
last christmas i gave her my heart
and the next day she gave it away
so this year to save me from tears
ima go nd give it to somebody special
[skubi]
imsorry if it seems im way2 attached dear
all i want for christmas is how were last year
everyword we yell it kills me itsmy fear
y cant my mind4 1day jsut feel clear
but underthis moonlight i swear u look amazing
i just wanna lookback nd say that we made it
i jus wanna pause time everymistake ill eerase it
emotions r bruised but bbygirl im changing
[rit]
make my dreams come true
his Christmas it's just me and you
We making love next to the fire place
i know we'll reach a higher place
nd we can get much higher 
smoking blunts out in the snow today
its over in a moment but this christmas been the best
and we all still feeling tired lay Ur head right on my chest
it feels so nice right by the fire honestlyim feeling blessed
cuz this holiday so special and its nothing like the rest cause if u

its the most beautiful time of the year
lights fill the streets spreading so much cheer 
i should be playing in the winter snow
but imma be under the mistletoe

w u shawty w u
w u shawty w u
w u shawty w u
w u shawty w u
[hxpeless]
all iwant is u
make my wish comet rue
all i want is u
lights fill up our halls
santa in the mall
but all i want this year is u
so pls come make my wish cometrue

all i want is u

all i want is u w/ 51five fijimar skubi & rit

produced by @deadat18
mixed by @b07gem
lyrics:
ohh my sanity leaves in a instant
ohh I'm barely hanging on and living
ohh need clarity before I miss it
noo no therapy is gonna help me fix this
fuck life I don't like it
I don't wanna live it like this
I don't like me I don't like shit
got a runny nose ima wipe it
I know that she wish that I was still the one she thought
I just keep on changing like the seasons I can't stop
tryna be somebody that I motherfucking want
moving from the past 'cause these memories just haunt me taunt me 
pushing all these demons off me
off me off me
gun to the head i'ma off me 
ohh my sanity leaves in a instant
ohh I'm barely hanging on and living
ohh ohh ohhhh 
oh ohhh
yeah yeah yeah yeah ya
ohh ohhhh yeaaa
hop in the Benz w my friend yea
ima do this til the end yea
all of that money I spent yea
it ain't a thing when i'm dead yea
I gotta get me the bands yea
I rock like I'm in a band yea
I just be rocking these vans yea
I do this shit for my fam yea
she wanna fuck for the clout yea
I got my head in the clouds yea
drinking til I'm finna drown yea
I'm high and my head in the clouds yeah
yeah yeah yeah yeah yea ye-yeah
ohh my sanity leaves in a instant
ohh I'm barely hanging on and living
ohh need clarity before I miss it
noo no therapy is gonna help me fix this
fuck life I don't like it
I don't wanna live it like this
I don't like me I don't like shit
got a runny nose ima wipe it

Clarity (prod. DEAD☣AT☣18)

prod/mix: @b07gem
lyrics:
I tell myself I know the way I don't know if I do though
I fell far from grace far out of line I lost myself at a good time
that's how life goes oh yes it is 
that's how life goes that's how life goes
that's how life goes oh yes it is 
that's how life goes that's how life goes
my cellphones blowing up right now
I text my friends we up no doubt
I know it's been so long this here was prolonged now it's time time
hot-hot bitch at the drug store 
got my script now I'm heading out to work
and I'm serving like a waiter w-with my waist snatched
getting to the paper spend it then I make it back
this-this a cakewalk looking like a model
I'm just tryna make guap and maybe have some bottles
I just want some new clothes plus designer drugs
hit the bank I take sum out I give the bank teller a hug its all love love
I tell myself I know the way I don't know if I do though
I fell far from grace far out of line I lost myself at a good time
that's how life goes oh yes it is 
that's how life goes that's how life goes
that's how life goes oh yes it is 
that's how life goes that's how life goes

Clarity (prod. DEAD☣AT☣18)

Chloe Stankowski