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aug21

i wanna b n canada

The DCR SoundCloud Spotlight: 09/01/21

da homies

Really good ones

The DCR SoundCloud Spotlight: 03/17/22

@sshinju @prodmichael mixed  by @buffalobang
everytime i wake up
i dont wanna stay up
so i lay and dream again
(u left a bad taste love)

think u gotta pay us
sippin from the same cup
pls dont get it mixed up
i still feel the same love

sick of being tired today
im off a addy today

i keep on running away
cuz everything stay the same
and nobody will know
i dont wanna go home
guess im hiding alone
pls dont call on my phone

she say im the worst
but got me on her shirt
thats just how it works girl
thought i was an angel
u will see me on ur cable
off the drugs but im still stable

i just wanna connect
just gonna grind finesse
ask if im good they check
i always lie to them i never try w them
i never minded them would never cry to them
what do they know about cost
cuz i swear i lost alot
what they kno about us
they dont know we on top

pour up drop a pill in 1 cup
swear i feel so high up
do u ever feel starstruck baby

she say im the worst
but got me on her shirt
thats just how it works girl
thought i was an angel
u will see me on ur cable
off the drugs but im still stable

the worst (michaelwarren+shinju)

daisy chain noose!



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner



ive been seeing pretty ghosts again these days

filling me with potions- to keep me awake

i remember i got bullied on the playground

now you tryna pull up in my dms saying "hey now"



wait now!

im not tryna play now

if you tryna hop on me, then stay down

go back to the circus, look like a clown

i rose to the surface, ma looks so proud



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner



choking-

on my own breath

i feel so sick

struggles-

i been having 

helped me write this



choking-

on my own breath

think i like it

struggles-

i been having

i think i like this



i've tried practicing sobriety

i guess

2nd week-

my anxiety- kicks in

light a spliff and i take another hit

oh shit

my anxiety kicked in



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner

daisy chain noose! (prod. sorrow bringer)

pinnacle (dercept - xmichaelwarren)

Rollin Up (prod. Taylor Morgan)

prod by xona and hokoi

@hokoi

-lyrics-
you’ve been in my way
don’t talk like we’re friends 
you tell me I’ve been wrong
saying nothing to replace
so we keep, ours safe
without your help I feel this gate
swear I hate today so much.. when I realize you don’t seem phased
and I
do not try 
to waste my time
do you believe?
that you’re great like how you say?
cause you’re the opposite of everything
cause you’re bad luck
so you don’t mean anything no more
and you’re my worst enemy so far
your welcomed honesty is gone to the floor

(copy-paste)

nigga stand up dont u even try n test me
nigga man up no no, u will never best me
take a stand now, all that time u been investing
ego so colossal nigga u are not the best thing
x2
fed up of actin up
i always find a way
im international
u barely known in ur state
i cant even ask you now
its all the games you play
u talk shit on my name
dont touch me nigga u lame
im,
boutta take action
nigga like me dont have a gang i have a faction
you a world renowned bitch
i can tell by ur reaction
ion need no context
send that shit out with no caption

opposite

spotify

opposite w/ hokoi

ATL FC 

WTF! (Gttc X Synthetic)

drian

🤠 feat jack dylan grazer (pRod THATPROD+Aeros)

grimori https://soundcloud.com/grimorixo
mista https://soundcloud.com/mista

[sillyteam]

eitherway

grimori - eitherway (mista)

@b07gem @evanjolley
mv: https://youtu.be/SQqoSlrzU-E
cover art by @1winks1
lyrics:

all i learned from u is what not to do
ur telling me i changed but ur acting brand new
do not hit my phone don't wanna text u
but i don't want nobody else except u


do u need me like i need u i got to know
out in public and i'm on my own i'm off like 2 bars
n i never wanna change who u r
n everything i do is wrong it seems like so hard
i got some percocet pills in the bathroom
i remember geeked and so high in the backroom
when i look outside everyone i see i see thru
i jus wanna go where u are ya i need u
ya i really really need u


all i learned from u is what not to do
ur telling me i changed but ur acting brand new
do not hit my phone don't wanna text u
but i don't want nobody else except u

Lessons w/ b07gem (prod. Evan Jolley) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

sleep ft. lil hawk boy (prod. lil biscuit)

prod @curtainss
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6MMxrwZFMEu4zdIjUOJetb?si=g5_ogCh4QCKN0NV37yWEQw&dl_branch=1

Apple: https://music.apple.com/ca/album/ice-cream-feat-curtains-single/1583414016

ice cream (prod. curtains)

ORION ft. THE UNDERD0G

prod.recycleBin

lyrics,

need 2 get a gurl whos like a vampire
bite me on my neck n say u luv me
kill all of those girls who said theyd treat me bettr
cus they wont n they dont
need a vampire
bite me on my neck n call me yours
we can sleep in coffins on the floor
i jus need a vampire girl
tell me that u luv me

tell me that u luv me its oki if it gets bloody
cus i luv u 2 luv u 3 luv u 2 infinity
in my dream u n me ridin thru the sunset
u could be a vampire but u still my princesS<33
evry single night i c u in my dreams
vampire princess come n stay w me
we could fall asleep
talkn triple zzz
evrythings oki if ur here w me
vampire girl<#3333333333333333333

vampiregirl^~^<3

0 A.D.

0 A.D. w/ b07gem (prod. Lil Gr4nd)

me?

prod emorave blxty and mental at the same time
mixed by emorave

mirror maze 😮😮 (emorave x blxty x mental)

Step Strong

pretty things

last song of 2021 :)
love u guys <3

raspberrys cant compete
ur the sweetest thing that ive ever seen
i think they all hate me cuz they love to leave
i been having dreams like its just u and me
lately i been trapped im stuck
idc ab no money but i add it up
i was down as hell last year but now im passed it bruh
and the people who looked down i swear i passed em up

stab me in the back turn that love to hate
i need a method on how to feel okay
why am i awake im a waste of space
look me in the face my problems erased

strangers say they love me it dont feel the same
i been going thru this almost every day
i dont wanna wait yea its such a pain
everything u say it gets in my brain

if u want ill go away
ill wrap my feelings in the cellophane
u said some things that i cant say again
misread what u said i thought that we were friends
dont know if it ever ends
sorry that im not good at playing pretend
i dont really think i can
dizzy and im weak i cant feel my legs

like a raspberry

credits:
@176s @kiryano @ogpichu
#us

lyric
look in the mirror see something i wouldnt be
its just funny cause whose standing there is me
i got lost but now im right back on my feet
can i find a better feeling guess well see

oh well, i guess i didnt again
i lost my only friend
it might be better for them
i hate myself till the end
my only goal is to blend
i lost interest again
u were my only friend (i was your only friend)

i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
you didnt have to say that you were speaking the truth
i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
i gotta to walk away cause i cant look at you

back on my feet (sense & kiryano)

PokeG Beats - See You Tomorrow

TyStringz- Far Away

*hook*

I had to realize I cant rely on nobody
only a couple my guys
I cant even lie
ran up a couple bands this year and I aint even try
lost a few friends
i could give a fuck about em baby im better in the end
wait holdon
i got my green like the masters
holdon
i been tweaking on you bastards
baby so fucked up, she plastered
and im so high im in the rafters
im gon turn that lil boy to a ghost like he casper
in ontario smoking that gasser
but that on terrio im finna blaster
bent outta shape, rhombus
oh i got this, jackie platinum is the hottest
jock shit
bitch come on and top this. I dont got time to waste tonight
turn ya boy into a pack
this a blunt that im gon face tonight
loOoooOOOove
i dont know if im gon feel it so im gonna chase it right
lOoOoOoOove
i dont wanna die feeling like I wont make tonight

*verse*

ok listen for real
had my heart broke a million times
now the shit made of steel
go play the field
think youll find somebody like me? u off the pills
bitch, im so real like VVS grills
dont play w me, I am no happy mesl
when I go in, i go in for the kill
putting that shit on my bro and them
i got things that I wanna be showing them
but im so scared of opening
all the shots from the opps they be coming in
but i guess i could keep on rolling with them
you so opposite you are an antonym
no i would not even sell a gram to him
to the shadow realm bitch im gon banish him
but that shit on my weapon im brandishin
got the whole church panicking
the same way I did to your man and them 
all of his songs they m'fuckin trash
no i am not a fan of him
jock shit, i been runnin this lil league 
so you know I got a ban on him
hold on, girl i gotta run it back
every time they talk on me i am under attack

*hook*
I had to realize I cant rely on nobody
only a couple my guys
I cant even lie
ran up a couple bands this year and I aint even try
lost a few friends
i could give a fuck about em baby im better in the end
wait holdon
i got my green like the masters
holdon
i been tweaking on you bastards
baby so fucked up, she plastered
and im so high im in the rafters
im gon turn that lil boy to a ghost like he casper
in ontario smoking that gasser
but that on terrio im finna blaster
bent outta shape, rhombus
oh i got this, jackie platinum is the hottest
jock shit
bitch come on and top this. I dont got time to waste tonight
turn ya boy into a pack
this a blunt that im gon face tonight
loOoooOOOove
i dont know if im gon feel it so im gonna chase it right
lOoOoOoOove
i dont wanna die feeling like I wont make tonight

Go Play The Field (Prod. Cullensogroovy, Lambda & Synthetic)

FIGHT! feat. Wavy Jone$ Produced by CUTOFFURMIND

We all have dreams as a kid that we never saw through or found that were not able to reach those goals so life gave us better or new options that hit our talents. . keep your head up!

I have tried to hit up john wayne about using this beat on every media account hes on and he will not even look at my messages. . but i hope he understands i do this just for art. and this is my tribute to his music. (i dont do this for money but if he wants some then hit me up Wayne!!)

Dead N Gone (Ft, Trevour Amunga) (prod. Andrew by johnwayne)

let me die
i don’t really know what the point in life is
everybody knows that we won’t survive
i jus wanna go shawty i can’t fight this
always on my page but you never like
it’s fake
you ain’t really love me
that’s great
i been counting up my bankroll 
all day
i been drowning in my problems
let’s escape

i been in my bag
and i ain’t stoppin bitch
i love poppin tags
so i been shopping
i don’t understand
girl what’s your problem now
you make me feel dead
cuz you’re a toxin bitch
i already know your love is counterfeit
pretty sure she hates me but she loves my fits 
strung out on the daily but these drugs are bliss
i don’t wanna live i’m fucking done with this
i don’t know what i should do
i’m lost and missing you
i wish it wasn’t true
what the fuck am i gun do
oh whoa
i’m just dying in my room
oh no
i keep falling for you boo

why’s my mind feel like it’s a prison
i don’t understand
i just wanna life that’s worth living
won’t you hold my hand

toxin [prod. thatboineco]

ion really get it
i don’t know
if it’s ending or beginning
you can go
i won’t even feel a difference
lil bitch
i jus want some ice to flood out my wrists
give a fuck about a price ion really give a shit
ion really give a fuck cuz 
i can’t
i feel so alone in
my head 
ion really got no feelings
i’m dead
bitch i jus pulled up
so high
been poppin pillies to survive
off a thirty i’m still hurting
what’s the reason i’m alive

i feel so dead
in the head
watch me fuck it up again
ima disappoint my friends
i can’t help it
i’m selfish
i want it all to end
yuh 
a fatal zen
yuh
already dead
you can blame the percocets
yuh
i got problems on problems
i don’t know how to solve em
i hate the life that i’m living
too many pills i look livid

junkie [prod. Jody]

i don’t know what the fuck to do
i’m off the drugs and missing you

you said that you need me but you didn’t
you only ever stayed so you could leave me
what’s the difference
i been feeling like i’m drowning with these drugs inside my system
i can’t write a song if i’m not vibing off a benzo
hello
you just played a game and then you left me
now you see i’m up and you been acting way too friendly
got no time for fakes cuz bitch i know your just pretending
want me cuz i’m poppin
like a semi automatic
lying in my coffin
since you left me bitch it’s tragic
yuh
now my minds just full of static
yuh
i’m alone on my own planet
yuh
i don’t know
i don’t know what the fuck to do
i’m off the drugs and missing you
hit up my plug and tie the noose
i don’t give a fuck i’m too removed
i’m so removed
oh whoa
i just needed you
but you left me who
yeah you left me who

Lessons w/ b07gem (prod. Evan Jolley) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

Chloe Stankowski