disconsolate.

all platforms

beautiful love (prod. heffy)

lavender.

if you close your eyes, its almost like it never happened.

pacing, aimlessly in circles unable to recognize myself. w/ sace6

don't sleep, repeat

don't sleep, repeat (feat. Machine Gun Kelly)

last song of the year, thank u guys for everything :)

spotify

parachute (prod. christa)

bye bye :)

prod. blank

lyrics: 
maybe this is the point
where all of it happens 
i look at the rest 
and leave my dreams in the past tense
i lost my affection for it 
and it don't want me back

all because i want it and you don't
you just say that i ain't bout it 
you're dead wrong 
but im letting go
im letting you take what i call home

taking everything i wanted
yeah
only one step away from 
stepping my ass away from 
every little thing 
that i've been laying on 
maybe it's too late for me
since i dropped epiphany oh 
its been a daze to me
an everlasting haze to me i 
thought i was right 
i'll get away for a while 
that's how im feeling right now
thought i was good as it gets 
so i just wasted my time 
now all those choices are locked in 
and i can't bear that i'm down
conscious thoughts of mine 
get in my way and 
i've been taught to lie
my brain caves in
i can't take it
so i just waste it 
pedal to the floor 
fuck the world
fuckin hate it

all because i want it and you don't
you just say that i ain't bout it 
you're dead wrong 
but im letting go
im letting you take what i call home

( goodbye )

home ( the end )

Sad & Alone

SAD & ALONE

music video out now https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpaXYZvJrXkdn7VL8xr2IMA

lyrics
verse 1:
you couldn't do it 
take yourself serious for more than a month 
lies and excuses
based off experience its never your fault 

pre-hook: 
if i kept you too close its cause i wanted to keep you longer 
and if i let you go its cause i don't wanna need you longer

hook:
your done with this well so am i 
guess that makes two of us 
and i meant the words i said tonight 
we've both been through enough 

second verse:
i made up my mind 
i never wanna go through this again 
i stayed up all night 
to write a list of everything i think about 
like how you chewed me up was just to spit me out 
forgive me now is what you used to say 
but things are different now 
but thats all because 
thats all because 
thats all because 

pre-hook: 
if i kept you too close its cause i wanted to keep you longer 
and if i let you go its cause i don't wanna need you longer

hook:
and i know your done with this well so am i 
guess that makes two of us 
and i meant the words i said tonight 
we've both been through enough 

post-hook:
the more that i hate you 
the more that id wait for the 
door to be open 
then slam in my face 
i'm taking all that i need
i've bled out all i can bleed

written by sace6
produced and mixed by noah thomas 
mastered by Chris Gehringer

bled

Noahmadethiss - Currents (feat. sace6)

Hurts Me

Eventually

beat produced by taymxru 

i wanted to try recording on a shoegaze type beat!!!!!!!!!!
lowkey was inspired by wisp's "your face" for this song omg

(lyrics)
it feels good to know youre mine
dont tell me that im wrong
dont waste my time
it feels so complicated
don't think i will make it
i need to know whats wrong
dont drag it long

you need me
baby please dont
dont leave me
just stay with me
i need u now
so hold me close and
dont let go
just take me whole

it feels good to know youre mine
dont tell me that im wrong
dont waste my time

on spotify

complicated

noah thomas - amnesia

RE-UPLOAD ORIGINAL BY AVII, I DO NOT OWN OR CLAIM THIS SONG AS MINE.

Avii - Tell Me The Truth Ft. SSJ Twiin [NOT MINE] (RE-UPLOAD!)

ft. @noahthomas 

written by me 
produced and mixed by @noahthomas
mastered by chris gehringer  
coverart by me 

LYRICS:
whisper lyrics:

with, or without 

you around 

i still hate that, 

even tho 

it’s not all about you 

you tend to make it every time

you get your hands tied 


you try to cover your mouth but 

you let out a whisper 

is that your answer 

said that it would stop but it doesn’t 

i don’t understand why it wasn’t love 

it must be us 


noah thomas:
yeah!

i don’t understand why it wasn’t love 

can’t seem to see thru the plot that is us

bike back the blood while i hold back my tongue 

or was the love not enough 

speak up 

i can’t hear a thing 

speak up 

i can’t hear a thing 


even tho 

it’s not all about you 

you tend to make it every time

you get your hands tied 


you try to cover your mouth but 

you let out a whisper 

is that your answer 

said that it would stop but it doesn’t 

i don’t understand why it wasn’t love 

it must be us 

you try to cover your mouth but 

you let out a whisper 

is that your answer 

said that it would stop but it doesn’t 

i don’t understand why it wasn’t love 

it must be us

disconsolate.

XXX