I don’t owe you my heart, and I don’t owe you my body.
But you should know that I’m sorry for being careless with you.
Lord knows I owed you more, than I’m pretty sure I ever could give anybody
But I can’t pin down what normal people want from foreign objects
Bottom-shelf erotic products like me

So, I could hold your hand but keep you at arms’ length
Oh, hang me from a branch too high to climb and shake
Less rare than scarce, less diamond than rough
Unlikely to be more than the coal you fail to crush

I swear I’m really trying.
Get it together, Will, know and do better
It just don’t come natural to me to think
That you’d want me for me
I swear I’m really trying
I’m sorry, I promise, I’m doing my best
I just haven’t learned how to be human as you are yet

I still don’t know who you are. I only know that I’m still lonely
That morbid sort where even company can’t cure me
And the more you reassure the less I trust
But still you gave me your heart, I only gave you my body.
Honestly thought nobody’d want it, let alone notice it’s
Gone and so I left it home but now
Now, now, now

I keep a locket with a picture of the back of my head
Oh, monkey-wrench my side view mirrors, ghost my friends
I’ve lived more lives than enough, I haven’t died quite as much
But I’m not a real person, just the shit you can’t make up

I swear I’m really trying
I’m just as exposed if I take off my clothes 
When we make the closest thing to love that I’m capable of
I don’t know why you would care. But I’m really trying
I’m sorry, I promise, I’m doing my best
I just haven’t learned how to be human as you are yet

Did I really 
Have any of that gravity? Maybe you’re quicksand
Because I really couldn’t tell how deep my footprints went
The vertex of my redemption arc, the searching of that virgin heart
I’m catatonic in your arms, cryin’ “how did I cause so much harm?”

I’m down pounding my head against the kitchen floor
Apologizing for my life and ever entering yours
Don’t say “I’m sorry but this can’t go on” I know you got scars of your own,
But hide my knives before you go, I’ll either live or die alone

I swear I will die trying
I’m still in the process but I’m making progress. 
I promise I honestly want to prove improvement’s possible
I swear I’m so fucking sorry
I’m not a good person, I’m barely a person at all, but 
Someday I’ll be perfect and I’ll make up for it all

Against the Kitchen Floor - Charlotte, NC

Forrest Day

Headfirst

My first-ever Original Album! 
Comprised of songs written in 2019 - 2020.

a devil's tricks.

Nobody (No One's Home) - Will Wood (Unreleased - Lyrics).mp3

...And If I Did, You Deserved It.

Don't Take It Personally

Mayday

I / Me / Myself (2024 Edit)

the normal album 2024 mix but with an alt album cover

7. BlackBoxWarrior

Hellhound on My Heels

[Verse]
Daughter of dusk silent queen of the sand
Whispers like wind through a hollowed hand
The jackals howl your hymn to the night
Stars collapse beneath your sight

[Prechorus]
Shadows bending folding breaking
Are you giving or are you taking

[Chorus]
Nephthys where do you go
Veil of smoke tides that flow
Nephthys keeper of ash
Darkened wings silent crash

[Verse 2]
Sister to power unseen in the glare
Buried secrets in your vacant stare
The crescent wanes your shroud of black
Life fades forward no turning back

[Bridge]
Are you death are you life are you both in disguise
Guiding lost souls under cold desert skies
Do you mourn do you laugh as the worlds unwind
Nephthys tell me what you hide

[Chorus]
Nephthys where do you go
Veil of smoke tides that flow
Nephthys keeper of ash
Darkened wings silent crash

Don't Take It Personally

Chonny Jash