a collection of covers crafted in a crucible of complacency,
these are the scribblings and droolings
of a sad, sad victim of hatred and maniacy,
ruthless and dark in its ruling. 
an album laced in contempt.
with naught but malice intent.
the etchings of a fool, under depression's rule,
covered in discontent.

She Only Loves Me When I'm There

The Man With the Skeleton Arms

My first-ever Original Album! 
Comprised of songs written in 2019 - 2020.

backlit by moonlight.

BONUS: Don't Take It Personally (2020 Demo)

The Lie of Black and White

Push

Mayday

Beauty

We will disappear (and it’s Fine)

Recorded 2025

LYRICS

Verse 1
Your old sweatshirt’s hangin’ on the chair by the door,
Coffee’s gone cold, but I still pour one more.
The rain on the roof keeps time with my pain,
Every drop’s a memory I can’t contain.

Pre-Chorus
You said love’s a fire that burns too fast,
Now I’m sifting through the ashes of our past.

Chorus
We can’t turn back once the wheels start rollin’,
Can’t unbreak a heart that’s already stolen.
Tried to find the truth somewhere down that track,
But some roads fade to black —
No, we can’t turn back.

Verse 2
I’ve been drivin’ all night with the radio low,
Your voice in my head won’t let me go.
The highway hums like a lonesome tune,
And every mile just leads me back to you.

Pre-Chorus
If I could stop time, I’d make it right,
But the sun’s already risin’ on another night.

Chorus
We can’t turn back once the wheels start rollin’,
Can’t unbreak a heart that’s already stolen.
Tried to find the truth somewhere down that track,
But some roads fade to black —
No, we can’t turn back.

Bridge

Maybe love’s just lightning in a jar,
Burns too bright, don’t last that far.
If I could reach across that line in the sand,
I’d pull you close and make you understand.

Guitar Solo

Final Chorus
We can’t turn back once the wheels start rollin’,
Can’t unwrite the words we left unspoken.
Tried to find forever, but we lost the map,
Now there’s no lookin’ back —
No, we can’t turn back.

Outro
Some hearts break and never track,
No, we can’t turn back…
Can’t turn back.

She Only Loves Me When I'm There

Chonny Jash