a collection of covers crafted in a crucible of complacency,
these are the scribblings and droolings
of a sad, sad victim of hatred and maniacy,
ruthless and dark in its ruling. 
an album laced in contempt.
with naught but malice intent.
the etchings of a fool, under depression's rule,
covered in discontent.

Hallelujah

She Only Loves Me When I'm There

Alone With My Thoughts

The Man With the Skeleton Arms

Slutteral Gump

My first-ever Original Album! 
Comprised of songs written in 2019 - 2020.

backlit by moonlight.

does it sound familiar?

K.K. Cruisin' (Solo)

AINTTHATGREAT - ELA (prod.yoin)

Lyrics:

I keep the silence sealed inside
Afraid of what your words might hide
If I revealed the weight I bear
Would you dismiss, would you still care?

I’ve built a world you’ll never see
Of wounds you carved unknowingly
But if I spoke, your cold reply
Could be the knife to make me die

The weight of apologies, crushing my chest
I beg for a mercy that may not exist
Too fragile to ask, too broken to plead
I bury the silence where no one will see

You live untouched, you’ll never know
The scars that shaped the child you broke
I never said, I never tried
The risk too sharp, the pain too wide

So I wait in silence, years erode
A heart implodes but never shows
The words I crave, they’ll never start
A grave unspoken in my heart

The weight of apologies, crushing my chest
I beg for a mercy that may not exist
Too fragile to ask, too broken to plead
I bury the silence where no one will see

If I confess, you might not care
If I reveal, would you still stare?
The risk is greater than the pain
So silence keeps me in its chain

The weight of apologies, crushing my chest
I dream of a kindness I’ll never possess
Too fragile to ask, too broken to plead
The silence devours the words that I need

The Weight of Apologies

This track is a dark political satire about the absurdity of war, blind faith, and authoritarian power. It does not promote violence or hatred — it exposes their insanity. All lyrics and imagery are symbolic and anti-war in nature.

Lyrics:

We will build our beautiful, brand-new prison,
If you’re not with us, you’ll burn in hell’s collision.

We’ll seal the corpses in these gray walls of doom,
This is how we’ll build our brand-new system to bloom.

With rusty chains of totalitarian law,
We’ll keep the people caged in pens, locked in awe.

We’ll create our glorious Orthodox caliphate,
Where everyone will gladly kill and spread hate.

We’ll wage our new, miraculous holy war,
Millions will perish, but we’ll ascend to paradise.

We’ll destroy the villages,
We’ll destroy the towns,
We’ll destroy lives – erase them forever from the grounds.

We’re better than you, we are allowed to kill,
God is with us, helping us fulfill His will.

Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill,
Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill.

We’ll create our glorious Orthodox caliphate,
Where everyone will gladly kill and spread hate.

We’ll wage our new, miraculous holy war,
Millions will perish, but we’ll ascend to paradise.

Christian jihad – on a rocket bound for hell,
God is with us, guiding each death knell.

Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill.

Our new system – Christian jihad,
Our new prison – Orthodox caliphate clad,
Our new idea – to drag the world into hell’s facade.

Our religion is death and war,
Death and war, death and war,
Death and war – forevermore.

The Messiah is coming – AKA Forty-Seven,
With steel bullets – His saints of heaven.
Winged missiles descend from the skies,
His angels fall, where destruction lies.

We’ll wage our new, joyful war,
Millions will perish, but we’ll ascend to paradise.

Let our glorious Orthodox caliphate arise,
Where everyone gladly kills with heaven in their eyes.
God is with us, helping us fulfill the kill,
Helping us kill – this is His divine will.

Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill…

Slutteral Gump

Chonny Jash