"I don't wanna waste your time, but I can't make up my mind.
I'm caught up in a dream."

I guess I really am that selfish
like I want you like a table wants chairs
without you, I'm helpless
I want you to put it all on me baby
you got me meltin' like lava
with no volcano to simmer on
know Swimmer want everything
you the one that I nibble on
I light up some candles and
just to tell you that dinner's on
but you never replied
so I ate my ramen alone
you know that I been alone
so I'm used to it
but bein' with you done made me forgot what's me without you in it
know I'm smooth with it
so rain just slip off my cheeks
I tell my friends 
you know what? I'm cool with it
like I wasn't imaginin'
future's where you were present
or presents under the tree
matchin' sweaters nah just forget it
prone to gettin' ahead of myself
and it's a problem cause I think 
we might be happy if we bet it on that comet
I saw when we was on the sand
feel like it's a lie when you would hold my hand
Why did you ding-dong-ditch this man?
as soon as I open up, I lose sight of you
only time you screamin' my name
is when I'm inside of you
but I still see ya name in my head
cuz you still inside of me
visit every weekend just to pick up all the pieces
keep tellin' me

you keep tellin' me




[self-produced and recorded in 2020 <3]

Fast Asleep

Achiever City Freestyle (prod by cheeze beatz)

FALLACIES

Bobby Shmurda Freestyle

Welcome to ‘Prayin’!’—a raw anthem of resilience and ambition produced by Matt Miami. With beats that pulse with authenticity, it’s a journey from Toyota dreams to Rolls-Royce realities, infused with Puerto Rican pride. But beyond the bravado lies a message of unity, resilience, and love. This song was born from the depths of adversity—shortly before its creation, I experienced a seizure landing me a visit to the ER, staring mortality in the eyes. Yet, I found a way to move forward with my dreams while prioritizing my health and peace. Dive in, feel the fire, and join the movement. This is ‘Prayin’!’.

Prayin’! [prod. by Matt Miami]

Music Video: https://youtu.be/eKz7XN7xQAQ?feature=shared

After I reproved the dead creation within me, I took witness the ineffable truth.

For my Luminary, Daveithai, dwelling of the seed of Seth. My beloved, son of Autogenes, and his aeons.



chain of memories/fears, repent the body, pedestal the source, 
 laid judgement from the mirror in refractions of a puritans reflection,
though betrothed to my dysrhythmia, at my worst, 
dominating
overexertion delirium, 
your praise
do not enable me


Genesis. Birth by sleep. When I Wake Up, I'll Find You. And Then There Will Be No Lies.
I will step forward to realize this wish

nurture patience 
practice compassion for us as one

you will find deeper vains
Strengthen my malleable weakness 

as boundless light in absence of nerve endings.  Who will I have ice cream with?  Necromantic Lover.

Necromantic Lover

Kendrick Lamar & J. Cole - Black Friday

Sources:
Soulja Boy - Crank Dat
Super Smash Bros. Melee - Dr. Mario

Dr. Soulja (SiIvaGunner Edit)

I appreciate you giving me the time I needed to grow, experiment, and find the direction for my 2nd album.. And I have.
Along the way I’ve recorded at least 4 albums worth of material, lots of it being unfinished demo versions waiting to be polished up, some of them are great songs and important stories that just won’t make the album (either they don’t fit Sonically, don’t fit Theme, or there’s just not enough space) .

Tonight, I want to give you a few of these songs because you deserve them. It’s hard as fuck for me to keep all this music from you for so long, so I know it’s been hard for you to wait. Thank you for your patience. Vibe out to these songs in their raw form, no polish.. just a lot of my soul..

The wait is over.

Truly Yours,

Born Sinner

Prayin’! [prod. by Matt Miami]

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