MyLovelyMochaPrincess

Big Game

Real One

How come the ones we love the most don’t ever stay
How come the clouds don’t ever pass 
When there’s some rain how come I’m crying 
over shit I cannot change 
Can’t give life to something dead I miss my dad he’s in the grave 

I miss my fam I miss my ex 
I know she’s moving on 
I’m really sorry for the way
that I would treat you wrong 
And I don’t think that time will ever heal this wounded heart
I’ve been facing trauma since my mom and me were torn apart


And that’s just part of life but we don’t know the why 
People taken from my life can’t seem to compromise 
I try to pray to god it seems she never hear me right
Lately I’ve been wishing on a star is that I would f***ing die

I cannot take another day of the shit 
I close my eyes and feel the pain from all the hurt that I get
I crush it up and do a line and say its one more hit 
Cause maybe if I’m feeling numb then I won’t have to go quit

Come out to meet you 
Tell you I’m sorry 
You don’t how lovely you are
I had to find you 
Tell you I need you  
Tell you I’ve set you apart 

I hate the way I treated you and we can’t change the past
But if we could then Id do anything to get you back
I’d see the time we had as blessings I would hear you laugh
Loving every minute that we spent before we have to pass

And it’s just sad that we can change what is done
I’ve been a failure as a person and a terrible son
I wanna tell my dad I’m sorry but I’m under the sun 
Contemplating why I’m here and all the ways that i run

I’m doing drugs have sex 
I’m blowing all my money on my own respect
I’m trying to fill the void that been inside my chest
Thinking I’ll be better off dead 
maybe finally I can get some rest 

I know that’s not true and I just hate how I feel
I need a therapist or some thing that can help me to heal
Teach me how to play my cards when I don’t know how to deal 
I’m missing everyone I’ve lost and I just wish it weren’t real

tell u i'm sorry

Dangerous State Of Mind

I'm Done (f*** my ex)

Hate Yourself

Nathyn - Hate Yourself

Cold nights kicking it
give me something to talk about
Listening to x while I miss the exit it raining down
Feeling all these problems I need me something to Drown it out
The same old story im never seeming to solve it how
Long can I go
Lost friends on the road
Lost cause lost hope
Cant talk cuz im froze
Phone buzzing I keep on driving it ringing out
Thinking bout everything i never wanna think about
Dreaming bout days when the pain goes away
Singing on stage my release not afraid
Lights start to flash and I see em through the rain
Though the cracks in my glass see a car in my lane
Feel my heart out my chest feel the scars in my brain
Looking lost and depressed I got seconds for I fade
Know the car bout to crash didn’t think this the way
If im going out sad hope they hear what I say


I felt the fire in my soul when you called
Telling me it’s over then ya moving with your ma
Had enough of my decisions you would always say i’m wrong
Said im never what you needing and you’re tired leading on

Tired of the times that I chose to go and use
When you told me you were down and I wasn’t there with ya
When you told me what he did and I didn’t follow through
When you needed me the most I was running from the truth

Now i’m running from the pain
Like i’m never gon change
Now i’m really all alone
With myself inside the grey
Never loving who i am
Rolling up and feeling shame
I just wanna feel alright
I just need to drive away

But the pedlle never goes
Stranded here alone
Never knowing where is home
Made me think that i could cope
Made me think that there was hope
Now i gotta let you know
That i hope you find peace for the day you gotta go

Me Myself & I (W/ Drex Carter & Fenekot)

Deep End

Deep End (Stripped)

i wrote this a while ago i hope you enjoy

i'm at the end

Chyde - Falling In Love

Take Me Away

The official track "Time" by Chyde.

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Chyde - Time

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Chyde - You And I

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Chyde - Escape

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Time

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You are not alone. It is okay to not be okay. Message me on instagram @seon_47. I am here for you
Maybe I can be so sad when I’m not 
Life can be so lonely and I’m stuck up in the thoughts
Everything I’m wantin I can have it at the top
But I’m at the bottom I’m surrounded by the rocks

If I had love would I still feel this lonely 
I was by myself and nobody had to show me 
Never gave a fuck nobody tried to know me 
Handing out these guns but nobody tryna blow me

I don’t wanna be here I just wanna go 
Wanna leave my family everybody that I know 
Suicidal thought will they miss me when I go 
Tryna get high i been riding all the lows

Finally getting sober and it bringing back the pain
Sunny for a minute now it’s cloudy with the rain 
Shit falling down and it bringing back mistakes 
future looking blurry I don’t see it in my fate 

Whyy oh whyyy
I don’t wanna be here I just wanna die
Always been sad Itll never be alright 

Please come and save me I really need saving 
These are not just lyrics I’m really not playing 
This life that I’m living I feel like I’m faking
If I can’t be real then it time for the taking

Come take my life and my soul
When I’m not even old
I been searching for hot cause my heart is so cold 
say I dont listen not doing I’m told
don’t fit the system I’ll never be gold 

If I hit escape would i just fall and go to hell 
Moses say I would but who is he to go and tell
Wanna judge me now but not gon hear me when I yell 
I been crying out said I really need some help

Nobody wanna talk nobody picking up the vibes 
Smile on my face but they can’t tell that it’s a lie 
Cover for the sorrow that I’m feeling deep inside 
Hit em with the shock when they hear i wanna die

Whyy oh whyyy
I don’t wanna be here I just wanna die
Always been sad Itll never be alright

Video

never be alright [prod. kado] (video in description)

sticks + stones

prod by. @kadowav
Instagram: @seon_47
@lilxtraatl

SEON
Depressions hitting 
It’s getting worst and I can’t seem to listen 
To the voice inside my that head tell me I can make a difference 
Cause I’m stuck inside the ones that tell me I should not be living 
Well It’s hard to see the beauty when I’m caught in tunnel vision 

do I like to feel this way 
It’s like I’m searching for the pain 
Cause I know if I wanna change 
Then it would have to start today 

But I’m lazy and I’d rather waste my time inside my bed 
I’m Contemplating over words that I just wish I never said 
And All the texts that I would send her that I wish you never read 
Cause I’d be lying if I told you that I wish I wasn’t dead 

All I gots a little hope 
That ones day I won’t be alone 
And that the pain will fade and go 
But how am I supposed to know 

Because there’s nothing in this life that is a promise 
I really hope if I would grab the rope then somebody would stop it 

Lil Xtra 
Head in the clouds 
Sun in my Eyes 
Done looking  back 
That’s a waste of my time 
I want to feel home
Everything is alright 
I’ll be Filling this hole 
For the rest of my life 
Let me go back 
To when I was young 
Before I knew Shame for the things that I’ve done  
Heart on my sleeve 
Feeling my words 
Try to hold on 
It could always be worse 
Please don’t get worse 

I left a message on your phone I really hope that you reply 
I know for you it’s not important 
But for me it’s do or die
I wonder why I’m in this place
Why you’d tell me to my face 
That I’m the cause of all your problems and I’m taking up your space
Or how you air that you breath 
Was not created for me 
I’ve got some problems now you watching while I ruin everything 
I’ve got a question 
How I never seem to learn my lesson 
How I never  grasp the point 
Only grab the Smith and Wesson
 
I keep a thousand yard stare and it’s 
Apparent that my family named perished i’m a fucking embarrassment
When a single good day is an event it’s like a miracle 
I’m  getting off cymbalta now and starting on the seroquil
But honestly that I need a little space to breath 
A way to clear my mind And learn to live with my deficiencies 
A shame I turn to substances to cope I know it’s rough to see 
A life devoid of purpose filled with pain is not enough for me 
 






SEON
But I’ll be stuck with my mistakes
I wear my heart up on my sleeve  
So everybody could just see 
Where I’ve been cut and left to bleed 

All the scars and open wounds 
That I’ve been trying hard to heal 
Like all the memories of us that I just wish someone would steal

My insecurities are bound to get the best me 
But maybe when I will be dead then I will finnaly rest in peace 
Cause lately i can’t seem to ever find a way fall asleep 
The Nightmares running through my head but I don’t think I even dream 

Afraid of who I was knowing that he never far behind
Creep lll into mind and tell me i will never be alright 
There no way I can find someone to ever fill me up inside 
I’m broken losing hope you don’t see my life a living lie 

The smiles on my face 
And All the words that I will say
To make them finnaly go away 
I even said I’m doing great 

I know you know it isn’t true 
You see what I been going through
It is never shocking news 
When I will play this song to you

Lil Xtra
Head in the clouds 
Sun in my Eyes 
Done looking  back 
That’s a waste of my time 
I want to feel home
Everything is alright 
I’ll be Filling this hole 
For the rest of my life 
Let me go back 
To when I was young 
Before I knew Shame for the things that I’ve done  
Heart on my sleeve 
Feeling my words 
Try to hold on 
It could always be worse 
Please don’t get worse

MyLovelyMochaPrincess

Chris Fitzpatrick