Name: i'm at the end by seon in MyLovelyMochaPrincess
Duration: 3 min 23 s
Description: i wrote this a while ago i hope you enjoy

song keeps popping up in my suggested and just starts playing after my playlist is over. and this song is garbage. your voice makes me want to reach through this god damn phone and choke the rest of that noise out of you since you sing like a toad

Don't let me find the road ...but let yourself to find the sign

This song is like an inner dialogue of thoughts.  A reminder we all have battles nobody knows about. 🔥

MyLovelyMochaPrincess

Produced by Raspo 

I sent you a text and I know that you read it
And soon as I wrote it I knew I’d regret it
Time in your mind make you dead if you let it 
I’m feeling so ugly, no photoshop edit
Your files embedded, inside of my brain
They bring me love, and they bring me pain
I’m watching your arm, where-ever you aim
Things aren’t the same, since that night at my place, you lit up my world
Dived in your ocean and swirled, running your hands through my curls
You felt like my girl, but I lost you to him, now I’m smoking again 
Asking myself if I’m ever gon’ win, with my trust and my care
I opened my heart
But couldn’t tell if we shared this connection I’m feeling
Im writing this out to address it, I hope that you get it
Cuz I learned a lesson, I follow my heart to end  there I said it
With every sentence I write, I’m shining my soul into light
I hope he’s not dulling your shine, but hope makes me blind in my life
I hope that I’m right, I hope you’re not his, I hope that you’re mine
We live and we die, until then were just getting by
So why not just be my side if you’re feeling the same
Know what I’m saying? 
Baby you know what I’m saying? 
For you I go super sayian
I ain’t fucking with games I ain’t even playing
For you I go super sayian
I ain’t fucking with games I ain’t even playing
For you I go super sayian
I ain’t fucking with games I ain’t even playing

Baby I miss you
I wish i could dry out your eyes and just kiss you
Baby I miss you
A little too much

Baby I miss you
I wish i could dry out your eyes and just kiss you
Baby I miss you
A little too much

I sent you a text, a different message and I know you read shit that too
I’m sorry for everything that I do, but baby I can’t keep chasing after you
When you know how I feel but you’re telling me anyways 
You’ve been fucking him but you’re texting me anyways 
Saying you miss me, well I miss you too but I just can’t do this shit anymore
You’re calling me, telling me come over, and I run to your door
With a full order, that’s never gets paid for
Not much to stay for, if this was a cancer of mental stability we’d be on stage 4 
I wish I could say more, but I just digress into stress
Baby I wish you best, I know this is right but it feels like we’re missing a step
This comes from my heart, it’s straight from my chest, and I don’t want to lose you
No I don’t wanna lose 
But i feel like I lost you 
But i feel like I lost you 

Baby I miss you
I wish i could dry out your eyes and just kiss you

In my perfect world, we’d be together
But I don’t know if you feel the same
All I know is that I feel this pain in my chest 
With every breath that I’m taking without you
I’m trying to move on but I just don’t know how to
And honestly baby girl, I don’t want to
No I don’t want to
I just want you and it drives me crazy
Been thinking lately that you fucking hate me
For all of this shit, I’m in love and shit 
But I can’t touch you
I can’t say that I love you
I can’t say that I want you
I can’t say that I miss you 
And you know the real me, so all of that shit it  just kills me
When we’re together I look in your eyes, they used to stare back into mine
But now I’m hardly even catching a glance, you just gon’ stare at your phone
Leave me all alone 
But I’m used to it
Leave me all alone 
but I’m used to it
Yeah baby, if you knew me
You’d know that I’m used to it

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i miss u

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Love y'all. Thanks for the support <3

Ik, She's Gone (Feat. Presence)

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Feel trapped and i feel weak
If these broken bones could speak
They’d say i’m worn out all the time 
Daytime gets more bleak
Wait for mood swings to reach its peak
Before i can shut my eyes 

I see all the beauty in life 
The next minute i wanna die 
Drugs ain’t been getting me high
I can’t get outta of mind 

I’m so in love then i’m not 
Ice in my veins but i’m hot 
I run away from my thoughts 
But i get scared when they stop

I guess that i’m crazy or maybe i’m bad at just numbing the pain 
I know there’s people that feel how i feel but i Guess they just better at running away  
living so fake  
I wish they’d say 
How they been feeling so i can feel safe 
With how i been living and all my mistakes  
I’m trying but i cannot change

Highest highs then lowest lows 
Undiagnosed with no way to cope 
Prescription pill make me feel alone 
I wish i’d know 
Where i’m supposed to go

When i’m at the peak i can see the valley
Why i’m still depressed when i’m feeling happy 
Will there come when it not coming at me 
Will they find me dead and laying in a alley 

Feel trapped and i feel weak
If these broken bones could speak
They’d say i’m worn out all the time 
Daytime gets more bleak
Wait for mood swings to reach its peak
Before i can shut my eyes 

I got back what i asked for 
My life’s a dream but i’m still bored
Stopped popping pills 
Thought i’d be alright
But i still like
Getting high more 

When i float up then im wanting down
So i’m flying back but i hate the ground 
So i seek for love
Till i see it comes
Then i chose to run 
Like i never found   

As i keep turning i’m running in circles and stuck at start 
Looking for signals that i’ll never find cause i Lost the key that would open my heart 
I’ve been to a victim to all of the scars 
And all of the times that they’ve torn me apart
Then fix it with the stitches just like it’s art 
But lately it’s getting too hard  (delay


You’ll never be who i am 
You cannot see what i’ve seen
That’s why my bones getting weak
I stand in defeat 
And planning to leave 
I’m planning to go im planning to end
Living this life without any friends 
Living this life no where to begin 
Start over a life without any sin

Broken Bones (feat. Deyaz)

w/ @seon47

I carry myself
Through all of these memories, but
It's getting harder just to be me
Somebody save me

It's like everyday is a different struggle
Young man, but I found a hustle
E-L-Y, that's a piece of the puzzle
I'm really blessed, but I'm still stressed
How I lost my muscle at a young age
Changed me, I had blind rage
Saw the world as a still beige
Seemed to lose it's color
Self esteem, in an empty gutter
Was praying for flooding that never would cover the losses I took
Rather just die than admit to my family cause they would discover
The path that I took
Used drugs as a cover, to cover the fact
That I fucked up myself to a point where I'd never recover
Got lost in the lust and I fell for a lover, that never would love me
The way that I needed
Broken and pleading for someone to save me but no one would save me
I thought that she would
But I ended up hurting somebody that can't be replaced
Now when I look at life, I'm thinking like what a disgrace I made
Just dig me a grave and bury me deep, at least six feet
Cause I don't wanna breathe, and I don't wanna be
The person I turned out to be in end
Now I'm focused on turning the page and becoming a person that I could be proud of
Got tired of telling myself that I'm not it
So I gotta be it, before I would peace this
Yeah, making my peace
I'm making my peace
Before I would peace this
Yeah, making my peace
Before it all tears me to pieces

I carry myself
Through all of these memories, but
It's getting harder just to be me
Somebody save me

Man I been lost for a while
Struggling finding my way in this life
I just forget how to smile
Wonder what happened wish that I wasn't alive
Lately I been in denial
Saying I'm fine, running away from my mind
Shit ain't been right since the trail
It ain't been right since the trial
They locked me for up like a year
I ain't have nobody there
Couldn't run like I did in the past, and I was facing all my fears
Coming to terms with all that I've done
All the feelings starting to flood
I'm drowning alone I ran out luck
I was so close to just giving it up
Now I'm out but I don't feel like I'm free
On a mission tryna find all my dreams
To steady losing never getting no sleep
I'm feeling empty getting closer to e
So what do I do, and who do I be
Life it been weighing me down
I don't what I should think
Cause I get caught in my addiction
Tryna not to make a difference
Wishing I could stop the sinning
Knowing I can't be forgiving
My whole life I'm never winning
My whole I'm never winning, for real
I pray this a dream and that none of this real
I'm waking up where I don't have to feel
Don't have to stress and I don't have to heal
I don't have to stress and I don't have to heal

I carry myself
Through all of these memories, but
It's getting harder just to be me
Somebody save me

Ely Waves & Seon - it's hard to be me

Dangerous State Of Mind

Hate Yourself

Nathyn - Hate Yourself

i wrote this a while ago i hope you enjoy

i'm at the end

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