held//numb

Slow Down




Time to let you go
Can't fix what we broke
Time to let you go
Can't fix what we broke

Breathe it in
What we have, that's what it is
We could see it on our face, 
It hurts when it hits
You and me, we layin' in bed
Some things, they just don't work
Tried to save us, made it worse
Baby, it hurts, baby, it hurts

Guess it wasn't meant to be
Tried to be perfect, thought this was worth it
It's alright, let's set it free
Took us a minute, thought we were different

You know I don't wanna stay, I know you don't either
We're just trying to save face, tryna hold on
You know I don't wanna stay, I know you don't either
We're just trying to save face, tryna hold on

Time to let us go
Can't fix what we broke
Time to let it go
Can't fix what we broke
Time to let you go
Can't fix what we broke
Time to let me go
Can't fix what we broke

Wasn't my decision
Did I ask permission? (Ask permission)
They never said it was this hard (Hard, hard)
I don't need a lesson
I don't need attention (Attention)
I don't need the air inside my lungs (Lungs, lungs)
Don't wanna stay, but I will if you need me
You ain't gotta say it
'Cause I know you don't mean it
Don't wanna stay, but I will if you need me
No, I know you don't mean it (Mmm)
No, I know you don't mean it
It wasn't my fault
But it's still on my conscience (Conscience)
But we both know that's not how it goes (Goes, goes)
I don't need a handout
I don't need your favors (Favors)
And I don't need the blood inside my veins (Veins, veins)

Oh, it's finally over
After all this time
Finally let us go, yeah
It was too much pride
Never wanting  us to stay
Shoulda let you go (Yeah)
Oh, and you say
You're better off alone (Alone)
Better off alone

But it's better this way
'Cause I can’t keep pretending that
I can do this, you’re so
You're so bad for me, so

Please, don't wanna stay
I can’t do this, you’re so bad for me
Please, don't wanna stay
I can’t do this, you’re so bad for me
I wish I knew it then, but now I know it now
So I don't wanna stay
I don't wanna stay

Time to let you go
Can't fix what we broke
Time to let you go
Can't fix what we broke

Don't Wanna Stay

Secret Shadows

A song we recorded 3 years ago but decided was too good to be left on my hard drive.  There's a lot of others sitting in this bucket too!

Robin Hood of Romance   -   Conscience of Kings


Artist Statement  
“Whatever Meant to Be Will Be” is a song of release a melody born from heartbreak, healing, and the quiet wisdom of letting go. I wrote it in a moment of surrender, when control slipped through my fingers and faith held me steady. It’s not about giving up it’s about trusting the divine timing of love, loss, and rebirth. Every lyric is mine, sculpted with poetic reverence, emotional truth, and the intuitive knowing that what’s meant for me will find me.

Copyright Notice  
All lyrics, melodies, and recordings of “Whatever Meant to Be Will Be” are © BelleJ. Unauthorized use is strictly prohibited.




“Whatever is meant to be will be.” 
A personal poem into a song full of love, inspiration, and spiritual healing. Reflects a journey of faith, growth, and divine guidance. Through every challenge and every blessing, this song celebrates trusting the universe, surrendering to God’s plan, and embracing the beauty of becoming whole again. Let your soul feel the peace, light, and strength that come from believing everything happens for a reason.

#WhateverIsMeantToBe #SpiritualHealing #Faith #LoveAndLight #Inspiration #HealingJourney #DivineGuidance #GodAndUniverse #PositiveEnergy #SelfLove #UpliftingMusic#soundcloudartist#newartist#soundcloudfind

"Whatever Is Meant to Be" is an original track written, performed, and produced by me, Belle J. It’s a surrender to the flow — a soulful meditation on trust, timing, and letting go. I own 100% of the rights to this music and authorize its distribution and monetization through official platforms including SoundCloud. This track is a breath of faith a reminder that what’s meant for you will find you.

Whatever Is Meant To Be

Whatever Is meant to be will be.

"Whispers of the Frontier" is a cinematic pop-country ballad with a modern Western feel, featuring powerful vocals with a dusty and mystical atmosphere, inspired by the wide open spaces of the Old West.
The listener is transported to a world of freedom, wind, and mystery—far from civilization—where nature, horses, and the echoes of the harmonica tell their own stories.
--------
« Whispers of the Frontier » est une balade pop-country cinématique à l’esprit western moderne, avec une force vocale à une atmosphère poussiéreuse et mystique, inspirée des grands espaces du Far West.
L’auditeur est transporté dans un monde de liberté, de vent et de mystère — loin de toute civilisation — où la nature, les chevaux et les échos de l’harmonica racontent leur propre histoire.
--------
„Whispers of the Frontier“ ist eine filmische Pop-Country-Ballade mit modernem Western-Feeling. Sie besticht durch kraftvollen Gesang und eine staubige, mystische Atmosphäre, inspiriert von den Weiten des Wilden Westens.
Der Hörer wird in eine Welt voller Freiheit, Wind und Mysterien entführt – fernab der Zivilisation –, wo Natur, Pferde und der Klang der Mundharmonika ihre eigenen Geschichten erzählen.

Whispers of the Frontier

“Carry Me, Current” is an emotional ballad of survival and spiritual rebirth — a poetic journey from childhood trauma to divine restoration. With haunting piano chords, cinematic strings, and a rhythmic heartbeat that mirrors trembling fear and hard-won peace, the song captures the pain of innocence lost and the miracle of endurance. Each verse unfolds like a confession whispered to God, blending vulnerability with strength. The chorus becomes a prayer of surrender — a plea to be carried beyond pain into peace.
This song is a testimony of faith, healing, and the power of God’s love to turn storms into songs.

Carry Me

✨ All of Me, All of You ✨
The track that closes the album “Nightfall Chronicles ” is now available on YouTube! 🌙💫

An intense, emotional farewell, full of atmosphere, the final chapter of this sonic journey that blends feelings, shadows, and total surrender.

🎧 Listen now on YouTube: https://youtu.be/_ifOut7nc8g

#AllOfMeAllOfYou #CrônicasDoAnoitecer #Nyra  #DarkPop #FinalChapter #NewMusic #EmotionalJourney

All of Me, All of You

we're makin' music the old way
hands on
rock on
party on
it's all just on
no computers and no DJ
the guitars
and the drums are
what they are
and we're the Rockstars

we'll take you back to the days
where music was played 
and not just made 
'caus that's the way 
it always should have stayed

rock rock
rock the music baby rock
baby rock the house
rock the music
baby rock
baby rock
baby rock
baby rock the house

don't give me digital
just wanna make it for real
want the music you can feel
we want
we wanna rock 
the house



baby rock

A song about the internal battle between the desire for peace ("the quiet") and the relentless pressure of ambition ("the grind") 

Whispers of the Frontier

Elrinael