The ones that hurt to write. Stories I lived through, poured out slow like gin. Memories I didn’t want, but kept anyway.

memories and gin

Watch the OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO - https://youtu.be/3BAH6buyelQ
🌑Stream on Spotify, Apple, Amazon, etc.  - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/abyssalbehaviour/i-feel-nothing🌑
Produced, vocals and mastered by Abyssal Behaviour 

I Feel Nothing is open to interpretation, exploring struggles myself and those close to me face. The production pushes innovations within Trap such as mysticism, screams, clipping and distortion abuse, as well as the drums unique to the genre to its ultimate form. All this, while maintaining a progressive minimalism that is vital for invoking peak euphoria, artistic inspiration and mental detachment I think is essential to fulfilment. I Feel Nothing marks my first steps post the 'Apotheosis' album. I feel like the scene is prone to fall into a destructive and unstructured loop of recycled energies and themes. There is a lack of subtlety, respect and depth sometimes that I’d like to address through the aesthetics presented in ‘I Feel Nothing’ and its music video. I wish I had a better singing voice, better camera, better computer to edit with and more wisdom over all to truly honour the development of this brand new scene, but this is the best I have for now. Still, this is the beginning of a new album that pushes forward fresh visions, as well as refining my best moments from the Apotheosis album. Thank you to my wife for all her support and for helping me film this video and materialise these visions.
 
Abyssal Behaviour:
SC - https://soundcloud.com/abyssalbehaviour
IG - https://www.instagram.com/abyssalbehaviourofficial/
YT - https://www.youtube.com/c/ABYSSALBEHAVIOUR
FB - https://www.facebook.com/AbyssalBehaviour
Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/5KCXngv4DY2CyXS6bWlZDO

Lyrics:
 
open again
Ive put my soul away in defense
All of my pain
This peace helps me maintain  

I WILL NEVER FEEL LOST
Only once ive cleaned the canvas ill cease to distort 
I still feel nothing
I still feel numb
I still feel nothing
I still feel numb

I’ve given me this time to shine
Everything’s in place for the stars to align
Perfect by design
Thinking of the lessons that I learnt
Committed to the ideas that I claim to be the first
Its in the sweat that never reaches my skin
Its in the blood your mind bleeds way deep within

I still feel nothing
I still feel numb
I still feel nothing
I still feel numb

Suddenly it starts to come clear
Inspiration hits 
And the cracks start to split
Suddenly not everythings shi
And I can see whats at the end of the abyss

Creation
It puts my livelihood aside! 
With a brand new meaning fabricated from my mind

I still feel nothing
I still feel numb
I still feel nothing
I still feel numb

I FEEL NOTHING by ABYSSAL BEHAVIOUR (𝖔𝖋𝖋𝖎𝖈𝖎𝖆𝖑 𝖛𝖎𝖉𝖊𝖔)

Hennessy

original song had a different verse 2 but I changed it to this last second
 Prod. RasHop

cuz I love you

Cuz I Love You

END TIMES SAGA wrote this as a song to myself when I was a kid
Prod. The Ushanka Boy

END TIMES SAGA

When It Sinks Then We All Gon Drown

When It Sinks (We All Gon Drown) Prod The Ushanka Boy

I dont need nobody (romance)

I Dont Need Nobody(Romance) Prod Kbeatz

Just a freestyle
i was probably really very drunk
you can tell
iykyk
Prod Mxrk

I dont need you (lonely)

I dont need you (lonely) Freestyle

superstar xoxo

so tired of it

still tired of this

GIVE 'EM WHAT THEY WANT

Crossed The Line" is a powerful, emotionally charged modern djent/metalcore track where aggressive riffs blend with dark lyrics. The song immerses the listener in deep reflections on pain, betrayal, and the point of no return. Combining melodic vocals with piercing screams, the composition unveils the tragedy of choosing between struggle and falling into the abyss. Are you ready to cross the line?

Crossed The Line

Glocks in Freestyle

TELEPHONE

<<CANDYSKIES>> (instrumental)

$PENT ITT

Built by Switchblade Remy, this mixtape links artists who met through Repost Exchange and turned comments into collaborations

1: @SWITCHBLADEREMY & @YUNGAUG - FIRE SMOKING (Prod. Vivokiddie)
2: @SWITCHBLADEREMY & @LILJXSEPH - COMA
3: @ODAMASANOFFICIAL - RUN IT UP
4: @LDIZZYVOCALZMUSIC - MARVIN MONTANA (REMIX)
5: @SAHNHOVA - BIRD TALK
6: @LILJXSEPH & @SWITCHBLADEREMY - SPIN THE WHEEL 
7: @SAHNHOVA & @SWITCHBLADEREMY - RIDA / ALL NIGHT LONG
8: @VALENTINCAV - SILENT ORBIT
9: @GORESORROW & @SWITCHBLADEREMY - BRRH / GUNS GO BLAZE UP
10: @HELPLESSS & @SWITCHBLADEREMY - IN MY ZONE

Liquid Mixtape - Repost Exchange Community Project

Drae Dai Music

Ogi feel the Beat, Drae Dai - Fall Off (I Will Never) /free download

NO UNSOLICITATED OFFERS [unless you wanna make a song together then hmu]

for legal reasons if im ever anything TRASH music, explicitly, isnt allowed to do anything with anything I do , ever, under any means, or for any reason, unless I specifically say otherwise. Fuck yall. 

I make music for the sad kids, the anxious minds, the ones who feel like they don’t belong. I never loved myself—but music made me feel seen. Now I’m trying to do the same for someone else. Across hard rock, indie, lo-fi, and experimental sounds, I carry the same thread: hurt, hope, and the refusal to go numb.

if you want to support me you can now buy my songs for $1 on apple music [see links]

of course they're all available to download here for free so dont feel like you need to buy them, its just a way to support me if you want -

you can also cashapp me any amount, any time, no questions asked lol 

anybody else has my permission to use my music as video outros, intros, edits, and  in any creative process so long as I am credited in a description, in said video, and preferably both. links to my soundcloud [here] would be cool. It bears repeating that this does not extend to TRASH music. 

** no this doesnt mean a buisness can use my music in advertising , nobody can unless we work out a deal 

anyway seriously if you decide to support me; then from the bottom of my heart, thank you<3

RIPEEP.

email me anytime @ "iamchriscanfly@gmail.com"  Mainly for collab works [producers who want me on their instrumentals, or other vocalists who want to feature or want a feature. no charge I just want to work with others. much love<3 ]. 

again,
NO UNSOLICITATED OFFERS

still tired of this

chris can fly<3

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