I WANT TO BE FREE FROM THIS BODY

Not Even In July

Swallowing Daggers

This song is very personal for me--it's the song I sing when I am so broken over my sin, over my failures. And it's something I want to share to you. 

Quotes: Ephesians 2:8-10 NIV 
"For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God not by works, so that no one can boast. For we are God’s handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do." 

"Now, remember, you will never know the fullness of Christ until you know the emptiness of everything else but Christ.” - Charles Haddon Spurgeon"

Soli Deo Gloria! 

Rock Of Ages - Ascend the Hill (Cover)

Text:
[Verse 1]
They danced in silver spotlight skies,
Their faces printed, amplified.
Every night the world applauded,
Every dream seemed justified.
But when the curtain slowly faded,
And quiet rooms replaced the roar—
They felt the echo of a lifetime,
Still reaching for a little more.

[Pre-Chorus]
’Cause when the crowd stops chanting your name,
You start to ask what’s left of the game…

[Chorus]
Fame without a future,
Glory without an heir—
A kingdom made of mirrors
With no one left to share.
What good is all the shining
If no one takes your hand?
A life that burned like fire—
Then turned to drifting sand.

(solo)

[Verse 2]
Years go by like whispered secrets,
Posters fading on the wall.
You built a throne from velvet evenings,
But empty halls don’t talk at all.
You owned the stage, the flashing cameras,
You conquered charts, you ruled the night—
Yet somewhere deep inside the quiet,
You longed for someone by your side.

[Pre-Chorus]
Because applause is never enough
When the heart keeps begging for love…

[Chorus]
Fame without a future,
Glory without an heir—
A kingdom made of mirrors
With no one left to share.
What good is all the shining
If no one takes your hand?
A life that burned like fire—
Then turned to drifting sand.

[Bridge]
All the gold in the world
Can’t fill the space of a single voice
Calling your name in the dark.
And every dream you chased
Was only light on your skin—
Not warmth in your heart.

(solo)

[Final Chorus]
Fame without a future,
Glory without an heir—
A star that blazed forever
But vanished in the air.
And when the world stops spinning
Around your shining face—
You learn that love and kindness
Are life’s truest trace.

Fame without a Future

[Verse]
The snow falls soft it whispers through the air
Cold hands but your warmth is always there
In the quiet night I hear your voice
Every heartbeat feels like a choice

[Chorus]
Winters with you are never too long
Even the wind hums a gentle song
The fire burns bright when our souls collide
In your arms I find where I reside

[Verse 2]
The frost may cling but it can't take hold
Your touch is the flame against the cold
Shadows stretch but they cannot stay
You bring the dawn to my darkest day

[Chorus]
Winters with you are never too long
Even the wind hums a gentle song
The fire burns bright when our souls collide
In your arms I find where I reside

[Bridge]
Through the storms we rise we stand
Every mountain crossed hand in hand
The echoes of love in a world so wide
With you I will never need to hide

[Finale]
Winters with you the stars align
A love eternal a fate divine
Through every season through every hue
I’ll brave each winter as long as it’s with you

Style of Music
accompanied by a lush choir. the arrangement builds from a strong, culminating in a triumphant and cinematic bridge. male and female vocals intertwine, male vocals, violin, strong, dynamic, epic film music, emotional introduction to a dynamic and heartfelt chorus, bold brass, soundtrack, and rich harmonies, creating a dialogue of love and resilience. the orchestration emphasizes sweeping strings, full orchestra with soaring violin solos and duets, delivering a soundtrack-worthy performance.

Story
Where Winter Dwells
In a corner of the world where winter seemed eternal, lived Elian, a young man who had learned to walk through the snow like one walks through memories. Every falling flake was an unspoken word, every gust of wind, a lost caress. Elian didn't fear the cold, but he didn't embrace it either. His life was a succession of frozen seasons, until he met Kaia.
Kaia didn't arrive like a storm, but like a whisper. Her presence didn't break the ice; it melted it slowly. On the quietest nights, Elian began to hear her voice even when she didn't speak. It was as if her soul had a frequency that only Elian's heart could capture.
Winters with Kaia were different. Not shorter, but warmer. Though the frost clung to the glass, her touch was a flame. Though the shadows lengthened, her laughter brought the dawn. Every day with her was a choice: to stay, to endure, to love.
Together they crossed mountains, not of stone, but of fear. They learned to read the language of the wind, to dance beneath the snow, to light fires with glances. The world was still vast and sometimes hostile, but in her arms, Elian found his home.
One night, as the stars aligned over a frozen lake, Kaia told him, “No matter how many winters come. If you are with me, every season will be ours.” And Elian knew he didn't need spring, or summer, or promises. He only needed that moment, that flame, that voice.

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Sonic Universe 

Winters With You II

L'amore è quando ti perdona, proprio come Dio perdona

Good News For People Who Love Bad News

Float On

Never Lose Sight

Kyrie Eleison (feat. Matt Maher, Matt Redman & Jason Ingram)

GOOD BYE FOLK BOY

track 4
I'm A Dream Fighting Out Of A Man

soul
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I'm a dream fighting out of a man 
Man, I'm a stream rolling unto a bend 
I'm whatever is around the corner 
I'm wherever my history says 

I'm only ever asking "what happens when I [ ]?" 
...that's what happens when I/I'm a vision in my eye 
my eye decides 
and at the centre of it all the Universe alive 

This cosmic force that runs in my veins 
I'm a human second and a life by claim 
my mischief is in hanging on 
I was born once into a raging storm 

It's not my fault 
I've been dressed in my time 
each weight that welts the wild of my mind 
I'm happening now 
if not for me it's to see what He makes of himself 

I'm walking on a mirror 
I'm biting my hand 
I've swum in your spit 
and pawed at your plans 
I'm listing still in flow divided 
my Captain will that this is what time is 

There's a space inbetween the silent divides 
like how the World fades in as the piano dies 
I've resurrected a million times 
I'm born every minute 
and die every night 

I'm here to find the melody 
impose a lesser self 
address the false assertion that there's anybody else 
my action is the mauling of a temporal confine 
that sees itself repeated infinitely in every direction 

I'm walking on a mirror 
I'm biting my hand 
I've swum in your spit 
and clawed at your land 
I'm listing still in flow divided 
my Captain will that this is what time is

I'm A Dream Fighting Out Of A Man

Revelation Song (Performance Track)

Revelation Song (Performance Track with Background Vocals)

Cafe Mambo Ibiza: Sunset to After Dark

Roads (Bullion Remix)

• desert dwellin • dusty bones • trans*masc queer • 
[MARRIED TIL I’M BURIED]

Some artists enter the studio determined to make a radical departure from who and what they are, or indulge some musical flavor of the month in a bid to expand the fan base. In either event, those strategies often backfire — though in staying true to his calling, GRAMMY® winner Chris Tomlin thinks not of popularity, but rather the populace his music can touch and encourage.

“I’m not trying to make a different kind of record,” says Tomlin of his latest effort, Love Ran Red “It’s still the same path I started down: writing songs for the church, songs people can sing, songs that connect with people in their heart and move them in a way only songs can. That’s not changed — and yet this collection I feel is the strongest I’ve ever done.”

That’s setting the bar quite high for his tenth studio recording, given that his last effort “Burning Lights” kicked off 2013 as a No. 1 album. It also led to sold-out tour dates, Billboard Music Awards, being named a BMI Songwriter of the Year and receiving the K-LOVE Fan Award for Male Vocalist of the Year and Dove Award for Songwriter of the Year.

Yet Love Ran Red picks up where its predecessor left off. True to its title, it expresses beating-heart faith and channels love’s ceaseless flow into a dozen songs to get the blood pumping and spirits soaring.

To that end, Love Ran Red shows Tomlin reaching and stretching forward, even as he leans back on what’s always worked best. Produced by longtime friend and collaborator Ed Cash (Kari Jobe, Vince Gill, David Crowder* Band, Dave Barnes, Steven Curtis Chapman), the album strikes stirring tones of hope, praise and the peace found only in God’s presence. 

Kyrie Eleison (feat. Matt Maher, Matt Redman & Jason Ingram)

Chris Tomlin

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