prod - https://soundcloud.com/dusty-miller-513534870

*Lyrics*

Chemicals change my brain real slow
Back in the pain, I feel I choke
Laugh aint the same after we spoke
But I don't blame myself, got hope
Glad I got all my bros and dope
Helped me pull back this time, no joke
Wanted to hang low on that rope
I couldn’t be myself, no show

What if I never had come to be? 
Stuck in my own bliss reality
What If I rot beneath a black silk canopy?
Would my demons sit and laugh at me?
Actually, I can see past that whole tragedy
Would anyone grow to get mad at me?
I saw the grass it became a dark shade of green
What I say I’m always gonna mean

How bout you tell me what’s next
Baby girl shot me a text
She's not like the rest
Pulled up real quick in a vette
She came in fast like a jet
I was obsessed
Looked like she’s built up with stress
Told her to chill and undress
I couldn’t of guessed
That she was dead and possessed 
Then It got dark and she left

I woke up with dread
Asked myself “Am I now dead?”
Body was heavy like lead
She appeared in my bed
This time was covered in red
Told me don’t fear but instead
Advised me smile 
Blood filled my room like the Nile  
Flowed down the street for 10 miles
I'm stuck in denial 
Her head was spinning, turnstile
She said it’s worth while

Looks are deceiving
Friends and Family start grieving 
They all now blame me for leaving 
I'm stuck and I’m screaming 
To get my life back I'm feening 
But the demon’s in me feeding
The Garden Of Eden

Chemicals change my brain real slow
Back in the pain, I feel I choke
Laugh aint the same after we spoke
But I don't blame myself, got hope
Glad I got all my bros and dope
Helped me pull back this time, no joke
Wanted to hang low on that rope
I couldn’t be myself, no show

ChrisG - Succubus (prod - Dusty Miller)

Chris Giarraputo