sometimes I can’t let go even if it’s my own

Prod-@IHATEUBIGCHASE
M/M - @kmlfear

HAUNTED MANSION PROD IHATEUBIGCHASE

pop out (HEGELUND)

dying (m1nor3rd)

e luv [prod. deadat18]
https://www.youtube.com/@deadat1897 

lyrics 
(yen!) 
i know we'll fall apart
baby youre still my everything
i know we'll fall apart
baby i need you to rescue me  
 
lookin in your eyes it aint real love
(real love)
met you at the party rolling off a pill love  
real love  
real love       
pill        
pill       
pill love
is it just a pill, love? 
or is this really real love?   

i know im gon wake up
i still need you right there next to me 
its a dancefloor graveyard 
demons, angels, falling on ecstasy 
    
i know we'll fall  apart 
baby youre still my everything
i know
i know
we'll fall apart
baby i need you to rescue me
we' ll fall apart
baby youre  still my everything 
  
baby are we falling apart       
(yen!)

e luv [prod. deadat18]

og desc: prod+vocals by me thank you for 1k
og artwork 
Sun, 11 Feb 2018 23:01:03 GMT


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prod @fleshgolem & @knotchej
lyrics:
Everyday I'm waking up I'm kissing on the ashfault
& I only feel at all I guess that just my fault 
Imma see how far I fall I'm slipping over my draws 
I been of the molly I been grinding like it's my jaw 
I been catching hatricks I been scoring like im 3 up 
I feel like the plants in my apartment Imma die soon 
I been acting manic I been panicking in my room
If my bitch is padme then I swear thst I'm like Anakin 
No I'm not Christian but I feel I been born again 
Cav empt keep me warm yeah when I saw him he was snoring then 
Everytime you call me it's just static I just disconnect 
(X2) Tell me how to feel I just broke the seal 
I just stepped into the function know that I'm dissocating 
I just told her I'm scholar now she education 
Treat me like her sugar baby paying off my college payment 
And she said she love even when I prolly acting crazy

how to feel (Knotchej + Flesh)

illustrated (ze’)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr & https://soundcloud.com/etaiso

prod by etai s0 x https://soundcloud.com/dzodigital x https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

[luv armor]
my shoes from japan
& they cost me a band
got th wrld in my hand 
but it slips thru like sand

that ass had me like damn
she said that i’m the man
but you don’t understand
this ain’t part of my plan

our luv’s toxic like lead in the paint
yeah, i bled, watch me faint
she gave me head in the grave

back then i was 19
i was lookin’ like a crime scene
with blood all on my white tee
i’ll kill myself on live stream 

she healed me with a crystal
but bitch, i’m goin’ mental
put a barrel to my temple
when it’s over ima miss you

my fits all black
you can’t see me when it’s dark out
i’d go back
but i think tht i’m too far out

i’m so stressed
ima crash my fucking car now
… i think we took this shit too far now

[etai]
windshield so bloodstained 
that it's not even see through
i been caught in the web of lies
through your teeth you fabricate
& i'm so sick of being awake
but I can't crash, i stay up too late
it's not healthy what i do to myself these days, anyway

pills crushed up in lines
you do you, i'm doing mine
yea, i promise i'll be fine
when im off a lot of xans
i do an awful lot of crimes
and i wanna hold your hand
but all my fingers got frostbite

pills crushed up in lines
you do you, i'm doing mine
yea, i promise i'll be fine
when im off a lot of xans
i do an awful lot of crimes
and i wanna hold your hand
but all my fingers got frostbite

livestream - nvr nvmbr x etai s0

ty to bam <3: https://soundcloud.com/bamerobam
prod: https://www.youtube.com/@yamaka6360
lyrics: 

yen:
i feel alive when you're next to me 
this night feels just like a lucid dream 
i feel alive when you're next to me 
close my eyes, i let it take control of me 
i let it take control of me    
let it take control of me   

who'll watch over me  
who'll watch over me

baby can we just live this night out 
these days are full of  a  lot of downs 
we can fall like stars now 
i wanna scream i love you like  no ones round

watch it take control of my system 
when im gone, tell me who will miss him ? 
im just a victim ,just a just a victim 
when im gone, tell me who will miss him ? 

bam:
i saw u in a vision
another star in the sky watch u glisten
sipping dark sipping clear yeah i mix em
i was told if i had a problem drink would fix em
but all i need is u
i scream to the skies all i need is u
i'd give up control, i'd give u my soul
i lost a piece of me that i found in you
i ..... day that I could die by u

u make me feel alive (3x) 

yen: 
(feel alive) 3x 

i feel alive when you're next to me 
this night feels just like a lucid dream 
i feel alive when you're next to me 
close my eyes, i let it take cntrol of me 
let it take control of me

alive w/ bam [prod. yamaka]

prod:https://soundcloud.com/marrymeproz
https://soundcloud.com/braxiey 

yen:
turn me up x2
fcg gon turn me up 
turn me up x2
baby u can turn me up 
pour me up x2 
fcg until i rust 
its u and me til were dust x 2 

braxey:
one more time 
just tell me one more time
fcg, raveyard shit, im outta line 
turn me up x4 
let it go

braxey+yen 
turn me up x11

turn me up w/ braxey [prod. pröz]

how far you go
is how far i see
already cast your curse on me
swear I’m living a fever dream

turn my pride to a joke
that your friends all love to hear
thought my insecurity was something that you’d forever hold dear

and maybe one day all of the roads will converge again
and I know when the time comes you’ll ask  me where the hell ive been

lying through your teeth, to cover up your most painful secret
i always seem to find and fall for the ones with a heart of tin

do i really need to spell it out you’ll never see me again i wont make a sound
you want me sit around while you make your rounds
turned our love into a tomb and put me underground

look at you weaving all your lies and hopes
I see you watching every move I’m just trying to cope
why don’t you take a picture I’m smiling down the scope
already moving on i fell in love with the rope 

are you really gonna do me wrong? I’ve been waiting all week for you to write me back
forever hold me back

when its down to you and pain y’all go hand in hand yet even when it rains id never give you away
wait for you in shame

turn me up w/ braxey [prod. pröz]

yen!

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