Produced by KADDY | https://www.beatstars.com/kaddybeats

*Lyrics*

[hook] x2
I hate all these drugs
But i can't get them out my system
(no no no)
I took a drag and got drug
I'm both the culprit and the victim 
(oh my god)
Dug myself into this rut
So many problems I can’t fix them
(i can't fix them)
But it’s all gone be okay 
I’m just a few hits from extinction x2
(it's all gone be okay yeah)

[verse]
In me theres a struggle 
between dark and light
(dark and light)
love and hate are coupled 
in this game of life
(game of life)
Everyday I’m sinning 
just to feel alive
(feel alive)
Brought a angel to my grave 
and had her spend the night
(brought an angel to my grave)

I'm in a fight with everybody
Including myself
(even myself)
Something tells me that my soul 
has already been to hell
(been to hell)
Noticed something’s a lil suspect
With the hand that I’ve been dealt
(i've been dealt)
Cause I’m starting to feel better
Than I’ve ever felt
(yeah i'm starting to feel better)

[hook] x2
I hate all these drugs
But i can't get them out my system
(no no no)
I took a drag and got drug
I'm both the culprit and the victim 
(oh my god)
Dug myself into this rut
So many problems I can’t fix them
(i can't fix them)
But it’s all gone be okay 
I’m just a few hits from extinction x2
(it's all gone be okay yeah)

[verse2]
I know that she want it
So imma give it to her
(ooo like that)
You still lonely island
Cuddling bags of manure
(i just had sex)
Had to get my mind right
But now that my mind’s right
I ain’t hesitating
Got that nine nine nine
(pew pew pew)

Might just use that shit on me 
Might just use that shit on you 
(pew pew pew)
I should prolly take a half 
Like I ain't already took two
Me and my demons are friends
They can’t hurt me I’m immune
(i got the boost)
But they don’t gotta do shit
I hurt myself like my muse
(whoops)

[hook] x2
I hate all these drugs
But i can't get them out my system
(no no no)
I took a drag and got drug
I'm both the culprit and the victim 
(oh my god)
Dug myself into this rut
So many problems I can’t fix them
(i can't fix them)
But it’s all gone be okay 
I’m just a few hits from extinction x2
(it's all gone be okay yeah)

I HATE DRUGS (Prod. KADDY)

Produced by HeavyKeyzz (https://www.heavykeyzz.com) x UpNorth (https://www.youtube.com/@UPNORTH1)

Lyrics

[Hook] X2
Yeah I lost it
(I lost it)
Yeah I lost
(Like I ever had a grip I never felt your love)
I ran up
I went off
And it cost me
(That’s cause you’re toxic)

Ooh yeah lost it
(I lost it)
Yeah I lost
(ooh ooh ahh ahh)
I got up
I swung
And you rocked me
(You fucked me)

[Verse 1]
Yeah you shocked me
How you mocked me and 
Expect I’ll follow lead
I got no time for that
No mind for that
No I’ll gladly leave
& it’s time for that
No lies just acts
I don’t like to retreat
But you brought me in
To thoughts that I 
do not want to repeat

& its crazy 
how you made me see 
all the demons in me
But its facing them
That made me see
The man I want to be

I told myself you wouldn’t get the best of me

Said all this shit 
bout being heartless 
but it means shit 
cause regardless 
yeah I still lost it

[Hook] X2
Yeah I lost it
(I lost it)
Yeah I lost
(Like I ever had a grip I never felt your love)
I ran up
I went off
And it cost me
(That’s cause you’re toxic)

Ooh yeah lost it
(I lost it)
Yeah I lost
(ooh ooh ahh ahh)
I got up
I swung
And you rocked me
(You fucked me)

[Verse 2]
Yeah I lost it
How did I let this happen

I tried and tried
And tried and tried
To keep composure but I
Can’t deny all of the times
That I went back on my word
Thought I had a grip of my
Reality but it’s mine
So the way that its defined
Is obviously from my 

Own perspective it hurts
To not see you 
Its a curse
How I need you
Just tell me what to believe 
& we’ll run with that
But how you gonna bleed thru
Me and wonder still how I lost
Wonder still how I lost
How I lost it

[Hook] x2
Yeah I lost it
(I lost it)
Yeah I lost
(Like I ever had a grip I never felt your love)
I ran up
I went off
And it cost me
(That’s cause you’re toxic)

Ooh yeah lost it
(I lost it)
Yeah I lost
(ooh ooh ahh ahh)
I got up
I swung
And you rocked me
(You fucked me)

Lost it (Prod. HeavyKeyzz x UpNorth)

Produced by Prod. Lino | https://prodlino.beatstars.com/beat/wont-stop-14636908

Lyrics

Este mundo no es justo 
Es tan difícil conseguir lo que busco
Si me lusco solo busco 
Uno o dos problemas mas so yo me oculto
Este mundo no es justo 
Es tan difícil conseguir lo que busco
Si me lusco solo busco 
Uno o dos problemas mas so yo me oculto
Get it

This life go so fast you take a shit and the shit's passed
So now you spend the time you have trying hard to correct the past
But it's a never ending game of correcting the prophecy 
That you envisioned for yourself so what the fuck is destiny

Yeah tell me the truth 
Is anything true
Or can you just choose 
What you want to believe
Cause I get confused 
When I see the news
And I hear so many different reasons 
To hurt and to kill 
But since when does it matter the reason
To hurt and to kill means nothing when were all so damn seasoned

Pal' carajo los días grises
Ya tengo enough cicatrices
Ya a mi me dieron Pau Pau
Y no quiero mas eso mamau'
Que's lo que tu no entiendes no quiero ser entendido
Por gente que no me quiere y lo mismo no a sufrido

Porque e sido herido por to los amigos 
Que yo e tenido y no primero heri
Excepto por uno que llevo conmigo en mi corazón 
Man I miss you LeKeyth

God help my soul if I see you Cory
I ain’t gone choke and I won’t be sorry
This shit a joke if you dressed in a robe 
I got nothing but love for all my enemies 

…

Este mundo no es justo 
Es tan difícilmente conseguir lo que busco
Si me lusco solo busco 
Uno o dos problemas mas so yo me oculto
Este mundo no es justo 
Es tan difícilmente conseguir lo que busco
Si me lusco solo busco 
Uno o dos problemas mas so yo me oculto
Get it

…

Yeah tell me the truth 
Is anything true
Or can you just choose 
What you want to believe
Cause I get confused 
When I see the news
And I hear so many different reasons 
To hurt and to kill 
but since when does it matter the reason
To hurt and to kill means nothing when were all so damn seasoned...

Este Mundo (Prod. Lino)

Confie en ti (Prod. jang0)

GET A JOB!

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Introspective407 Special DnB Mix

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Life Changes

YHLQMDLG

P FKN R

2 Gigantes de la Música Típica

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My music describes my struggles with love and drugs, coping with losing people I care about, and the battle between dark & light we all have within.

My aim is to help this and future generations break out of the toxic lifestyle/mindset our current music industry promotes.

Check out “My Favorites” playlist to listen to the best of what I’ve made so far.

Or

Check out “The Evolution” playlist for a trip through my musical journey from start to present 

Influences include: Juice Wrld, MGK, Bad Bunny, Lil Wayne, Macklemore, Calenraps, The Beatles, Camila, Never Shout Never, Cultura Profetica, Rebelution, Noah Cyrus, Olivia Rodrigo, Ski Mask the Slump God, XXXtentacion, Mac Miller, Luke Combs, Kenny Chesney, Enanitos Verdes, Ed Sheeran, Three Days Grace, Chris Webby, Paramore, Joey Bada$$, Cordae, Post Malone, Iann Dior, Trippie Redd, Cosculluela, Wisin y Yandel, Aventura, Luis Fonsi, Don Omar, Los Doce Discipulos & acid.

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Lost it (Prod. HeavyKeyzz x UpNorth)

Chris Ocasio 🇵🇷

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