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The Evolution

i try

produced by jody | https://prodjody.beatstars.com

Erase Your Name (Prod. Jody)

produced by jody | https://prodjody.beatstars.com

Lyrics

I'm dead inside x2

Im dead inside I can’t lie yeah
I stayed up all night
One fuck way too many times
Made it thru by getting high
Now I’m tryna make it right 
But im scarred and paralyzed
I freeze up and loose my mind
When I look into your eyes
If I don’t survive
Just know that I
Had the best days of my life
Right by ur side
I did some crimes
Bump thru some lines
Broke down and cried
Fighting my pride 
Hiding my nine
I ain't been fine since 2 0 1 5
What is it like?
Knowing your why
Read all your signs
But I can’t do this anymore cause

 I'm dead inside x2

I know I aint been myself lately
Idk what’s been wrong
Im losing hope in us and I can’t
Cope with what’s going on
But I belong
Right in these songs
Idk If i'll live long
I'm out of luck 
Drown me in drugs 
At least then i'll be a thug
What’s wrong with us?

I'm dead inside x2

DD INSD (Prod. Jody)

dead beats

Produced By Ezy | https://prodbyezy.beatstars.com

ME & CUPID GONNA DUEL (Prod. Ezy)

prod. by ZBeatz | https://prodbyzbeatz.beatstars.com

Emotionally Unavailable (Prod. ZBeatz)

produced by 

IOF | https://prodbyiof.beatstars.com 
x 
King Theta | https://www.beatstars.com/kingtheta

I'll Admit That I'm Afraid (Prod. IOF x King Theta)

produced by COURIER | https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCajc5O6F7ubyIhbpIXKne4w

ABSNG MY TM (Prod. COURIER)

You Don’t Want To Be Alone (Prod. Unknown)

A Few Good Friends (Prod. GC)

Broken Hearts & Foreign Cars (Prod. Jody)

Produced by KADDY | https://www.beatstars.com/kaddybeats

*Lyrics*

[hook] x2
I hate all these drugs
But i can't get them out my system
(no no no)
I took a drag and got drug
I'm both the culprit and the victim 
(oh my god)
Dug myself into this rut
So many problems I can’t fix them
(i can't fix them)
But it’s all gone be okay 
I’m just a few hits from extinction x2
(it's all gone be okay yeah)

[verse]
In me theres a struggle 
between dark and light
(dark and light)
love and hate are coupled 
in this game of life
(game of life)
Everyday I’m sinning 
just to feel alive
(feel alive)
Brought a angel to my grave 
and had her spend the night
(brought an angel to my grave)

I'm in a fight with everybody
Including myself
(even myself)
Something tells me that my soul 
has already been to hell
(been to hell)
Noticed something’s a lil suspect
With the hand that I’ve been dealt
(i've been dealt)
Cause I’m starting to feel better
Than I’ve ever felt
(yeah i'm starting to feel better)

[hook] x2
I hate all these drugs
But i can't get them out my system
(no no no)
I took a drag and got drug
I'm both the culprit and the victim 
(oh my god)
Dug myself into this rut
So many problems I can’t fix them
(i can't fix them)
But it’s all gone be okay 
I’m just a few hits from extinction x2
(it's all gone be okay yeah)

[verse2]
I know that she want it
So imma give it to her
(ooo like that)
You still lonely island
Cuddling bags of manure
(i just had sex)
Had to get my mind right
But now that my mind’s right
I ain’t hesitating
Got that nine nine nine
(pew pew pew)

Might just use that shit on me 
Might just use that shit on you 
(pew pew pew)
I should prolly take a half 
Like I ain't already took two
Me and my demons are friends
They can’t hurt me I’m immune
(i got the boost)
But they don’t gotta do shit
I hurt myself like my muse
(whoops)

[hook] x2
I hate all these drugs
But i can't get them out my system
(no no no)
I took a drag and got drug
I'm both the culprit and the victim 
(oh my god)
Dug myself into this rut
So many problems I can’t fix them
(i can't fix them)
But it’s all gone be okay 
I’m just a few hits from extinction x2
(it's all gone be okay yeah)

I HATE DRUGS (Prod. KADDY)

BBRUTH

WHT I WNT (Prod. blg)

Produced by Blanq Beatz | https://blanqbeatz.beatstars.com/

CHNGE UR NAME (Prod. Blanq Beatz)

Produced by S Smack | https://prodbysmack.beatstars.com/

Blame Him (Prod. S Smack)

Produced by Lino | https://prodlino.beatstars.com

Lyrics

Se me hace dificil mirarte
De la forma que te mire 
antes de aue me destrozastes chingandote aquel
Loca como la mi vida se repite

Pero esta no es mi primera vez
Tratando de salvar algo sin apollo
Ya tu a mi ni me quieres ver
Solo resintimiento se ve en tus ojos

Como si fui yo, que metio la pata y jodio
Lo que teniamos tu y yo

Pero se aue tu y dios saben bien lo que ocurrio 
yo trate con toa mi alma de arreglar la situacion

Y no ayudo
Porque tu me vez como enemigo
No hay solucion
Porque tu lo decidistes y cerrastes tu corazon
Dime que no

Y la peor parte
Es que no quiero olvidarte 
Yo no quiero estar aparte
Dime que otra opcion

Tengo porque no se de que 
otra manera explicarte
Que yo si quiero amarte
Pero no esta version

Esta version no me ama 
Ni me quiere ver ni llama
Y las llamas de nuestro amor apago

Esta tension me desarma
Y le hace daño a mi alma
Ya me jalta toa la falta de affeccion

Y yo voy a hechar pa lante
Pero no creas que me encante
No quiero sacrificarte 
Pero tengo una mision

Todo ya trate de darte
Y solo te alejastes
Lo has convertido en arte
Esta no era mi vision

Y yo se que tu opinion
Es que quiero controlarte
Y todo yo lo fabrico
Pa poder manipularte

Yo no quiero que tu cambies
Pero yo tengo el derecho 
De elegir mi amante

Y la peor parte
Es que no quiero olvidarte 
Yo no quiero estar aparte
Dime que otra opcion

Tengo porque no se de que 
otra manera explicarte
Que yo si quiero amarte
Pero no esta version
(Como explicar que yo si quiero amarte)

Yo no quiero olvidarteeee

Como explicar 

Que yo si quiero amarte

La Peor Parte (Prod. Lino)

No Estoy Bien (Prod. BK ThE DEFINITION)

Bandolero (Prod. S SMACK)

Que vamo’ a hacer (Prod. Chemist)

My music describes my struggles with love and drugs, coping with losing people I care about, and the battle between dark & light we all have within.

My aim is to help this and future generations break out of the toxic lifestyle/mindset our current music industry promotes.

Check out “My Favorites” playlist to listen to the best of what I’ve made so far.

Or

Check out “The Evolution” playlist for a trip through my musical journey from start to present 

Influences include: Juice Wrld, MGK, Bad Bunny, Lil Wayne, Macklemore, Calenraps, The Beatles, Camila, Never Shout Never, Cultura Profetica, Rebelution, Noah Cyrus, Olivia Rodrigo, Ski Mask the Slump God, XXXtentacion, Mac Miller, Luke Combs, Kenny Chesney, Enanitos Verdes, Ed Sheeran, Three Days Grace, Chris Webby, Paramore, Joey Bada$$, Cordae, Post Malone, Iann Dior, Trippie Redd, Cosculluela, Wisin y Yandel, Aventura, Luis Fonsi, Don Omar, Los Doce Discipulos & acid.

Send beats 👉🏽 chrisocasio.pr@gmail.com

IG: chrisocasio.pr

All songs (lyrics) are for sale.

The Evolution

Chris Ocasio 🇵🇷