Struggling(Prod By Jammy x Taigen)

Valentina

prod killedmyself
vocals recorded at bridge east studios

and if i make it through the week 
you’re still fucking dead to me 
i know its been some time 
but i wish to never speak 
its haunting in my brain 
but i think I’m fine now 
im ok 
its like i always said before 
I’m going on and through the pain 
playing back the sounds 
of cutting myself down 
ill rooted matter 
on tarnished ground 
but don’t worry 
I’m leaving now 
give us all the break we need 
from a fucking piece of shit like me 

and ill always be nothing 
but that doesn’t bother me 
feeling sorry isn’t helping 
but feeling sad gives me relief

ill stay away for life

so long, goodbye (ft. Lil Lotus)

jump on 3 w/ smrtdeath (+ charlie shuffler)

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Greg Jones - In My Misery I Drowned (Feat. Frander x Ray Ray)

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Is This What They Call Love? [prod mistyh]

nothing is like it used to be  prod. palette

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SPEECHLESS:
(Chorus)
Keep my name out your mouth
will that be easy for you I doubt
no you'll throw up my stories again
to all your stupid fucking friends
Keep my name out your mouth
like that'd be easy for you I doubt
no you'll throw up my stories again
to all your stupid fucking friends
(gloome)
I finally feel my breath again
everything burried deep within
I don't need a lover I need a friend
I'm getting really tired of trying
when its dark the weather is violent
and everything seems to go silent
a death of the heart tears me apart
over and over again
We've been diluted for so long
that nothing ever seems to go wrong
I feel like I'm just a pawn
a death of the heart tears me apart
(6host)
Don't get me wrong I still want it
I just can't hear when you're calling
have you been calling?
I must have missed it
wait no I didn't, you wouldnt listen
I told you I'm not gonna be there
if you're not consistent
we got priorities baby
I can't tell where yours are lately
you got a man but I'm hearing 
rumors about me
no sense in airing it
out there without me
people who care are all
right here around me
you're not around me
It's been 3 weeks I've been 
doing my own thing
I'll hit her up to pull up
when I'm lonely
she asks I tell her
I guess she's the only
I can't tell if its a serious moment
I barely know you,
you'll probably tell everyone when its over

CRASH:
(Chorus)
Don't look at me like that
knowing I can't bring back 
shit from my past
I'll be only getting close 
till I crash
I could throw this season out 
in your trash
(6host)
I don't wanna hide
I don't wanna fight
and I swear to fucking god
I don't need it in my life
I was taking risks
you were full of shit
try to put me in the trash
you would fuck it up and miss
back in 20 minutes
till its over I'll be sick
I don't need excuses
knowing you there will be a list
say all the shit you're thinking
right now I don't hear a thing
be up front like when we're drinking
if you're saying what you mean
No one's here to give you credit
we all get it when its earned
you want me to walk you through it
thats another lesson learned
I'd be fucking lying if I said I wasn't sure
what's the point in trying
when you left me on the curb
(gloome)
I'm in the clouds all the time
if you wanna stick around that's alright
you make me sad
said you wouldn't do that
I feel reckless at night without you
sometime sometimes I hate you
I see it in your eyes
I just wanna feel alright
I fell in love for the first time
we always fight on the long drives
do this one more time
one more night
I'd love to see you every morning
but you know how that gets boring
you make me sad
said you wouldn't do that

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6HOST x GLOOME - SPEECHLESS | CRASH

Two Sides to a Heart - Lil Meso

Special thanks to:

Pink Cig
AUS Moses
Morgan Bronner
and all the producers for helping me finish this off

I Told You I Loved You - With Pink Cig

Never could you love me I could never love myself
Open arms closed heart even broken at my best 
Take a knife so deep I can’t even feel my chest
Even 6 feet under I can’t get me any rest

Closed eyes for the pain they gonna tell me that it trauma 
No stop full gas you can leave me if you  wanna 
And I cared for you a minute life been tempting but I gotta
Run away float away I been crying for my mama

I don’t wanna feel like 
This is not real life 
Stay up due to late night 
On my own 

Stabbed me cause my heart cold 
I know that I’m not gold
Thing that never been told 
Sell me soul 

My heart is vacant 
Thoughts is racing when i’m by my self 
My mental killing me feeling like i’m gon always fail
You came along and and yet you went left you always bailed 
 had battles with sum demons thanking god he helped 
Because of you i felt so lost 
That i ain’t have directions 
I’m steady stressing have troubles counting all my blessings 

I found my purpose in a world but yet i wanna exit 
I’d share my story’s but i doubt you’d ever get the message 

I’ll admit  
I’m fighting demons they keep come from sleeping 
I see one i’m blasting 
Stole my heart from the jump and you still chose to run 
I knew what we had jus wasn’t lasting 
You hear me i scream out name 
Yell that shit out on vein 
You a dub in a past tense 
I’m stuck in yo ways 
I’ve been caught for days 
Niggas got in my lane 
I rerouted

I don’t wanna feel like 
This is not real life 
Stay up due to late night 
On my own 

Stabbed me cause my heart cold 
I know that I’m not gold
Thing that never been told 
Sell me soul

nothing is like it used to be prod. palette

chrisp