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This piece — “Gratitude Frequencies (Track III)” — sits right at the intersection of spoken-word poetry, soul awakening, and cinematic soundscape. It feels like the midpoint of a conceptual or healing journey — a rebirth track — that bridges breakdown and breakthrough.

The intro sets the tone: not sentimental gratitude, but vibrational gratitude — the kind you tune into, not perform. It’s philosophical and spiritual, spoken like a sermon whispered to yourself after surviving chaos. The message: gratitude is frequency, not form.

Musically, you can imagine it opening with soft ambient synths, maybe oceanic reverb, a low heartbeat-like pulse, and an ethereal vocal hum beneath the narration. It’s meditative yet empowering. Then the verses move like modern soul poetry — grounded, vulnerable, deeply human — almost like a fusion between Hozier’s introspection and Florence + The Machine’s transcendence.

The chorus is the emotional apex. “Rock bottom is home” turns despair into a spiritual foundation. It’s a mantra of resilience — not “I survived,” but “I was remade.”

By the bridge, thunder imagery mirrors awakening — rebirth as an electrical storm, chaotic but divine. The outro closes like a quiet coronation — the character walks through the ruins of the old self, stripped of ego, shining with peace instead of jewels.

In essence:
It’s a transformational anthem disguised as a lullaby for the soul — gentle, raw, and fierce in its acceptance. A sonic prayer for those who’ve hit bottom and learned that’s where truth begins.




GRATITUDE

1-800-i-miss-you (Prod. IceMan)

Shinigami - I Miss U (ft. YungJZAisDead)

coldhart ~ maybe [prod. yusei]

lyrics:
sometimes i just don't wanna wake up
other days i just wanna get my bread up
sometimes i just wanna make music 
other days i just wanna drink and lose it
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know man
i've been wasting time feeling like an old man
and i don't really wanna fucking go do shit
and i don't really care about what's popping
rather stay inside my head always throbbing 
rather stay inside and pet on my dog man
it's the only thing i ever fucking trusted
everything else always let me down 
but that's okay cause i let me down too
but that's okay cause i let me down too 

i'll let you down
i'll let you down 
i'll let you down
i'll let you down

sometimes i just wanna wake up 
look up in the mirror and not feel hated
not the best but i feel underrated
i've been down but i know imma flex up
me and gang some angels, yeah we next up
feeling cursed like damn baby i'm hexed up

sometimes i just don't wanna wake up
other days i just wanna get my bread up
sometimes i just wanna make music 
other days i just wanna drink and lose it
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know man
i've been wasting time feeling like an old man

sometimes (prod. flwrs)

these stars mean the world to me, cause when i look up, it's just like a dream..

i dont wanna die tonight (pro. Lederrick x holt stairs)

teensuicide *p. eskiimo*

Love u guys
Everything produced by me

L Y R I C S

Verse 1
I know that time's (has) passed, when I think about you
Yeah we've been moving fast, now I'm lying here without you
And your friends have all been telling you lies too	
Actin forgiving even though I knew it hurt you

	Hook

But I dont like how youve been telling me to change
Been hooked on downers baby tell me that you'll stay
I see your shadow creepin looking for mistakes
were all I ever dreamed of god knows im astray

	Verse 2
Sail with me and Ill take you by my side
I dont wanna be this lonely 'til i die
Explore the ocean even though its not your style
But we could be together, takin me so high

	Hook
But I dont like how youve been telling me to change
Been hooked on downers baby tell me that you'll stay
I see your shadow creepin looking for mistakes
were all I ever dreamed of god knows im astray

	Hook pt 2
Im so afraid of goin back into the dark
Baby hold on lets just go back to the start
And I wont say that ive been treating you perfectly
We all got flaws but losing you I'd lose my sanity

moving on

art - @riley-rand
feat - @lilhappylilsad
prod - canis major

lyrics <3

I fear what's in the dark, 
who I am at heart
Light it up, i spark
But theres no point to start

An when Im all alone
Girl pick up the phone
show me where to go
Gonna need some methadone

Its so hard to be alive
Its so hard to fucking try
Sometimes i jus wanna die
You cannot see it through my eye

Ill be laughing on the day im in a coffin
Find me smiling when im fallin into nothing

All I can do now is hope that it don’t come back
I am fadin around, and I hope she knows that
But I saved a picture of her on my kodak
Had a key to happiness, but let her hold that

yeah 

I cannot lie, nothin left inside
Whys it always gotta be the one I love that makes me cry

you can decide, if we survive
But i just cannot stick around and listen to you tonight    

these thoughts will be the death of me
Sometimes I feel it's destiny
never meant me, no left of me
riding to my death, Kennedy

You change my mind
Only happy when I'm high
feel less dark beside my side
but you break me baby why

I fear what's in the dark, 
who I am at heart
Light it up, i spark
But theres no point to start

An when Im all alone
Girl pick up the phone
show me where to go
Gonna need some methadone

i burn money like its nothing
smoke it for the mind but lately i feel like i lost it
feel like i should stop it
but something made me roll another one so now im off it
off the dope like i always been
i feel happy for a while but then my head spin
I'd do everything for anything
so if i want it u can bet im going all in
that's why my friends call me no chill
cause i can try but i can never fucking sit still
unless I'm off that Mary j
but i gotta stop if i want my girl to stay

cause i can't deal w emotions
need to regulate my smoking
feel too good when im toking
see me laugh when I'm choking

smoke a 50 bag a day
& tbh I'm okay
i just need a little break
so ill get higher when i blaze

twitter

nothing left - ft. lil happy lil sad (prod. canis major)

Featuring 1080p dreams
https://soundcloud.com/1080pdreams

Produced by
https://soundcloud.com/curtainss

art by emotionalbuu @emotionalbuu
https://twitter.com/emotionalbuu

(king theta)
Theta's gonna be a fuckin lame
These words were written in stone
My family's gonna be ashamed of me
and I'm probly gonna die alone
But I walk in the room and everybody knows me
All my people are doomed but together were free
and if I'm gonna be a piece of shit, 
I'm gonna be the best piece of shit that the world has ever seen

I'm a fuck up 
But I'm the king of the fuck ups
(things didn't go my way)
I didn't turn out well
but Ima sing for all my burn-outs
(to help sooth the pain)
I can't fight
Cause I can't see the light
At the end of the tunnel
Every night when I sleep I pretend
I overcame the struggle

My heart at 22 hz
I'm stuck and nothing new works
But every loser
Knows I'm a mover

(1080p dreams)
Yeah, you tryin' to allocate the blame
as if I got to choose how much matter is in my brain
it doesn't matter anyway 
if my failures are my fault or just happenstance of fate
cause in the end it's all the same
confined like an animal rattling its cage
and now I'm battling the pain
it's kinda fuckin hard cause I'm drowning in this shame
I'm just a punk kid with more issues than alt press
It's either really late abortion or early euthanasia when I put this all to rest

(king theta)
I'm a fuck up 
But I'm the king of the fuck ups
(things didn't go my way)
I didn't turn out well
but Ima sing for all my burn-outs
(to help sooth the pain)
I can't fight
Cause I can't see the light
At the end of the tunnel
Every night when I sleep I pretend
I overcame the struggle

My heart at 22 hz
I'm stuck and nothing new works
But every loser
Knows I'm a mover

22hz ft. 1080p dreams (prod. curtains)

skull design by https://www.instagram.com/thehailing/
prod. @notmorgn

they say you gotta make a change
if you wanna feel better
now i’m pushing weight
bursting out my favorite sweater
fuck the opposition
imma smoke em in a second
yeah I kill time that’s the way
that I spend it
and i don’t wanna die but my brain think different
wanna feel fine but i act so distant
and i don’t wanna doubt but my dreams fictitious
not enough energy to break out the system
wake up with the same mindset
my plate got to much to digest
inspiration too rare to even find it
so i fight my way through the violence
had the dream again
the one you’re screaming in
the one i wake up
still feelings deep within
i’m so sorry
i had to do that
i broke everything
the pieces wouldn’t glue back

my mind insane
i can’t erase
what i have lost
embedded in my brain
stuck up in ways
you told me i’m a waste
and i agree with that
i’m filling up the space

my mind insane
i can’t erase
what i have lost
embedded in my brain
stuck up in ways
you told me i’m a waste
and i agree with that
i’m filling up the space

i’m just here filling up the space
i’m just here filling up the space

my vision 20/20
but my problems aren’t clear to me
im seeking opportunities but 
fuck them up so frequently like
i can’t stop it
i make myself nauseous
i turn a good girl to
a bitch that is toxic
i don’t wanna always do that
just wanna make you happy
if your moods bad
not feeling too good
about the truth myself
but i gotta dust off
what’s on my shelf

my mind insane
i can’t erase
what i have lost
embedded in my brain
stuck up in ways
you told me i’m a waste
and i agree with that
i’m filling up the space

my mind insane
i can’t erase
what i have lost
embedded in my brain
stuck up in ways
you told me i’m a waste
and i agree with that
i’m filling up the space

filling up the space

nothing is like it used to be  prod. palette

watch it all fall down (prod. yunnygoldz)

N O B O D Y

I could wait my whole life for you
but I'd rather not
there's a billion people
out there equally as hot
Sorry
Do I know you?
I already forgot you
So why the fuck 
would I want you?
x2

We'll be fine in the end
I don't wanna play pretend
We can maybe just be friends
Maybe I can fuck your friends
x2

N O B O D Y
You're nobody to me
and I hope that you know that
Yeah we can't go back
We can't go back to the past
x2

Hit me up say you're
coming through tonight
I say alright
Fuck it I'm just tryna get
some top tonight
You feel me right?

I could wait my whole life for you
but I'd rather not
there's a billion people
out there equally as hot
Sorry
Do I know you?
I already forgot you
So why the fuck 
would I want you?
x2

nothing is like it used to be prod. palette

chrisp

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