anna's

Sad. Vibes.

stuff

🏳🏳🏳

before dawn

dope

Fucks wit it

you said okay

teen suicide - doing all the things i used to do with people, part 2 (cover)

Lil Wayne - Pussy, Money, Weed (dirty)

this song has helped me through so much. so yeah. here it is.
Photo/Painting creds: Calvin J. Truelove

skinny love-bon iver/birdy cover

Origami-94

Angels

Demons

Waves

Come Over When You're Sober

Awful Things ft. Lil Tracy (prod. by smokeasac x IIVI)

this is not as good as it could have been but im building a new computer and will lose all my demos so i decided to top this one off and post it!! :p thank you for listening

lyrics:
i'm never really happy with anything that i do
i always feel like someone else could've done it better
i know that didn't rhyme i just wanted to say
that i feel this way every fucking day
of my life

but it's ok i know that i'll be alright
and maybe one day i'll feel like i did something right

something right [demo]

I hate this feeling of sadness and loneliness....
Mixed by: @skitallraps
Art: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/787567053558067159/

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Alone ft. ivri(prod. ocean)

Lie Again Ft. Yesterday & Moonlet (prod. Yung Flex) out on spotify

Sunlight On Your Skin

Lil Peep & ILoveMakonnen - Sunlight On Your Skin

Trench

Cut My Lip

yooo text me i respond!!
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Music video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ED8-mym1uXU
You are not alone. It is okay to not be okay. Message me on instagram @seon_47. I am here for you
Maybe I can be so sad when I’m not 
Life can be so lonely and I’m stuck up in the thoughts
Everything I’m wantin I can have it at the top
But I’m at the bottom I’m surrounded by the rocks

If I had love would I still feel this lonely 
I was by myself and nobody had to show me 
Never gave a fuck nobody tried to know me 
Handing out these guns but nobody tryna blow me

I don’t wanna be here I just wanna go 
Wanna leave my family everybody that I know 
Suicidal thought will they miss me when I go 
Tryna get high i been riding all the lows

Finally getting sober and it bringing back the pain
Sunny for a minute now it’s cloudy with the rain 
Shit falling down and it bringing back mistakes 
future looking blurry I don’t see it in my fate 

Whyy oh whyyy
I don’t wanna be here I just wanna die
Always been sad Itll never be alright 

Please come and save me I really need saving 
These are not just lyrics I’m really not playing 
This life that I’m living I feel like I’m faking
If I can’t be real then it time for the taking

Come take my life and my soul
When I’m not even old
I been searching for hot cause my heart is so cold 
say I dont listen not doing I’m told
don’t fit the system I’ll never be gold 

If I hit escape would i just fall and go to hell 
Moses say I would but who is he to go and tell
Wanna judge me now but not gon hear me when I yell 
I been crying out said I really need some help

Nobody wanna talk nobody picking up the vibes 
Smile on my face but they can’t tell that it’s a lie 
Cover for the sorrow that I’m feeling deep inside 
Hit em with the shock when they hear i wanna die

Whyy oh whyyy
I don’t wanna be here I just wanna die
Always been sad Itll never be alright

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never be alright [prod. kado] (video in description)

DISCO! Ft. MastaMiind & BandingoYGNE [Prod. JackMarlow] (ig:@KyotosRevenge)

last valentine's day i posted 'you're my coffee in the morning' and it reached over 40k listens. that's so insane to me and i am forever grateful. anyway here's another love song on feb 14th. thank you everyone that supports me you're the best!!! :p

coming to spotify, itunes, and other streaming services soon!!

lyrics:
i just wanna wake up with your hands on my chest
i just wanna wake up and smell your morning breath
ok thats kinda weird
but i really like you
and i want you to know

that i just wanna see you shine so bright
and i just wanna kiss you like you're mine
n i hope you don't hate me
for coming out and saying
im in love with you

cuz video chats not enough
i need your touch
the real stuff

and i'd walk miles for you
with or without shoes
just to see you smile

you're all i think about
now you know it's true
and i guess i just wanna know
if you think about me too

do you think about me too

do you think about me too

could have been

Sanguine Paradise

Heartbeat

lyrics:
I put too much stress on myself
I never been the type of man
To put my hand out for help
I bottle all of it inside
Like I don't know nothing else
I smoke a pack of cigarettes
Like it was good for my health
Everybody's so typical
Money flip  like reciprocals
When you get to the pinnacle
And you're still feeling cynical
I can feel myself fading
And my demons are waiting
For the day
The exchanging of my soul for the taking

Don't stay because you have to
I'm not perfect
Yeah, you know I got a past too
But I wouldn't put it passed you
To follow the line, follow the line
My whole life I've been a fuck up
Never got it right
I always learned by tough luck
But I guess they call it tough love
Follow the line, follow the line

It's like I'm just waiting to die
Four in the morning
Out the door and back on the grind
I chain smoke on the drive
Slowly losing my mind
Anxiety ridden
I'm missing the point of being alive
My paycheck gone
By the time that its mine
And if my girl ask
Ima say "Baby, I'm fine"
Follow the lines
And don't be surprised 
When you find me in that casket
With no light in my eyes

Don't stay because you have to
I'm not perfect
Yeah, you know I got a past too
But I wouldn't put it passed you
To follow the line, follow the line
My whole life I've been a fuck up
Never got it right
I always learned by tough luck
But I guess they call it tough love
Follow the line, follow the line

chain smoke

Stream on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E8uAuz27hPQ

PRODUCED, ENGINEERED, MIXED AND MASTERED BY @youngburial
vocals by @supachefm & @youngburial

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changing the season w/ fats'e

"All alone but I just can’t face it 
I have no power and you know I’m right" 2/5...

Mix/Master: @demxntia
Prod by: @Skress
Artwork: @scottysplash

LYRIC VIDEO ON YOUTUBE:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BgXQqlelBDQ

"As I Walk Into the Night”

Chorus-

I never go outside
Unless my friends come and offer me a ride
I’d rather sit and 
hide Reliving all the terrible flashbacks about my life
And As I watch and wait
You’ve come to tell me how to bear the weight
Sing me that lullaby 
The blackbird watches as I walk into the night

Verse-

I don’t know what you want 
Please leave me out of your dreams 
Every night when I’m walking 
You’re all I ever see

Holding back from the urge to fulfill me 
If I can’t, then it’s alright with me 
Holding back from person I am like 
Hiding away is what will set me free 
Side note 
Don’t look in my eyes 
I’m sad to say, I’m afraid what you’ll find 
I’ve locked away all the monster inside 
But at times they’ll come out and there’s no where to hide

Contemplating, if I’ll get wasted 
I don’t think that I’ll even try 
All alone but I just can’t face it 
I have no power and you know I’m right

In the night time
They come out, all night x4

Chorus-

I never go outside
Unless my friends come and offer me a ride
I’d rather sit in hide 
Reliving all the terrible flashbacks about my life
And As I watch and wait
You’ve come to tell me how to bear the weight
Sing me that lullaby 
The blackbird watches as I walk into the night

As I Walk Into the Night

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As I Walk Into the Night (Prod. Skress)

how isnt everything hard?

with @itsyungvan
produced by @user-182805726
thank you all

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can i be you? (ft. yung van) [prod. saint tomorrow]

#JayDaYoungan #Misunderstood

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Track produced by BTGrin.

23 Island

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Gang Shit

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race to find love (Prod. 37X & Nox Beatz)

Followers When Posted: 340

I Just - Ely Waves

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Twitter:
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Produced by Raspo:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCf3y4VT_13VNvU1NAWnfn7w

Where’s that love
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love 
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love 
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

I just keep living my life
Im just not feeling like me
Im just not feeling unique
And I keep killing myself
Loving this girl, so outta sight
So outta mind, I’m wasting my time
Try to get by, by myself but I can’t
Gimmie your hand, baby let’s dance 
I don’t want sex, just romance
I just keep hating the person I see in the mirror 
Reflections are blurry, they ain’t ever clear
Clouded by fear, I know who I am
But lately it seems, I’m no where near
Who I ought be, all my problems, revolve around solvency
Pressures been constantly, weighing down heavily
Pushing me straight to my breaking point, honestly 
Don’t know if I could be, me 

Where’s that love
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love 
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love 
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love 
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love 
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

I was just thinking that you wouldn’t lie to me, girl
That you would just stand by the side of me, girl
I was just hoping you noticed me, girl
But you were just dipping your toes in my world
Didn’t like what you saw so you packed up your shit and took off 
And I still pray for the day, I can finally move on by myself
You just don't know what you have until it's up on the shelf
I just wanna love you, just wanna touch you, just want to fuck you, girl
Just want to heal you, just wanna fix us, if I could trust you, girl 
I gave you like every piece of me
my heart, my soul and my energy
You gave zero respect to me 
But still live in my memory 

Where’s that love
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love 
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love 
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Stream on Spotify <3

I Just

originally by @ericdoa @glasear @vvspipes
full band ladies from the 80s wanna hold hands,,
download it <3

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likewise (ericdoa)

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Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/album/1552830267?app=itunes&ls=1
iTunes: http://itunes.apple.com/album/id1552830267?ls=1&app=itunes
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f6vF3J3eS_k&ab_channel=%E9%9D%99%E7%9A%84Static

produced by me... <3

lyrics:
baby im sick of letting you go
so hold me girl i need to know 
can you love me 
the way i love you
baby tell me what should i do
can u speak to me right now
im sick of not letting you know
oh how could you leave me alone

i fell in love with your dark brown eyes
and im sorry that im always so quiet

baby im sick of feeling this way
and i hate being alone everyday
im feeling ugly and so fucking worthless
you hate me and i probably deserve it
and i drink to much again
sick of fading away
sick of wiping all these tears from my face

i fell in love with your dark brown eyes
and im sorry that im always so quiet

dark brown eyes

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Just hold me... 

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Lyrics: 

I’ll be the stitches to your scars babe
Just hold me, just hold me
I’ll be the stitches to your scars babe
Just hold me, just hold me

Baby to tell you the truth, I’m doing not well 
Pains draping all over my body like felt 
And my colors so pale, it’s matching pastel
Been drawing myself, and it’s way out of line with my mind 
Repelling away, the people who love me, I find
I'm deep into hell and I still wonder why 
I never break down and cry 
I wish that I could but I can’t and I tried, I swear
My tears taped shut, since you came in my life I’m aware 
That I lost my sight, and I’m not alright with this 20/160 
Can’t even see if there’s somebody with me, I feel so alone to be honest
The scars that you left me are weighing down deep on my conscious
Tired of nonsense, I don’t need comments
I’m sad and I know it, you set me in motion
And now I don’t know if I’ll recover from blocking emotions I don’t wanna feel, pull up the covers and hide away
Somebody help me find my way
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
Somebody hold me 

I’ll be the stitches to your scars babe
Just hold me, just hold me
I’ll be the stitches to your scars babe
Just hold me, just hold me

I don’t wanna live anymore, I’m not happy about it 
But feelings so dark in my brain, can’t be ignored 
I’m at war with myself and I’m losing
There is no picking and choosing 
The shooters keep shooting no matter the pain
Tempted to drink all my problems away 
Just fade away into dusk
I feel incapable of being loved
so I substituted with taking some drugs
Weed and the booze and the pills, I tried it all and still I don’t feel any better, it’s hailing on me, can’t predict all the weather
What’s new, I thought that I knew, everything that I needed 
And now I’m just broken and toking depleted of any emotion
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody

I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 

You don’t wanna be mine?
Well that’s I guess fine
Besides, I’m too inside of mind 
To give you the time that you need
But baby, just please
Please hold me
One more time 
Just for me
That’s all I need
Baby, please hold me
One more time
That’s all I need, baby 

I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 

I’ll be the stitches to your scars babe
Just hold me, just hold me
I’ll be the stitches to your scars babe
Just hold me, just hold me

Just Hold Me

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Bad Boy Ft. Young Thug

Intentions (Prod. Dswove)

Stuck Here Without You

prod by. @kadowav
Instagram: @seon_47
@lilxtraatl

SEON
Depressions hitting 
It’s getting worst and I can’t seem to listen 
To the voice inside my that head tell me I can make a difference 
Cause I’m stuck inside the ones that tell me I should not be living 
Well It’s hard to see the beauty when I’m caught in tunnel vision 

do I like to feel this way 
It’s like I’m searching for the pain 
Cause I know if I wanna change 
Then it would have to start today 

But I’m lazy and I’d rather waste my time inside my bed 
I’m Contemplating over words that I just wish I never said 
And All the texts that I would send her that I wish you never read 
Cause I’d be lying if I told you that I wish I wasn’t dead 

All I gots a little hope 
That ones day I won’t be alone 
And that the pain will fade and go 
But how am I supposed to know 

Because there’s nothing in this life that is a promise 
I really hope if I would grab the rope then somebody would stop it 

Lil Xtra 
Head in the clouds 
Sun in my Eyes 
Done looking  back 
That’s a waste of my time 
I want to feel home
Everything is alright 
I’ll be Filling this hole 
For the rest of my life 
Let me go back 
To when I was young 
Before I knew Shame for the things that I’ve done  
Heart on my sleeve 
Feeling my words 
Try to hold on 
It could always be worse 
Please don’t get worse 

I left a message on your phone I really hope that you reply 
I know for you it’s not important 
But for me it’s do or die
I wonder why I’m in this place
Why you’d tell me to my face 
That I’m the cause of all your problems and I’m taking up your space
Or how you air that you breath 
Was not created for me 
I’ve got some problems now you watching while I ruin everything 
I’ve got a question 
How I never seem to learn my lesson 
How I never  grasp the point 
Only grab the Smith and Wesson
 
I keep a thousand yard stare and it’s 
Apparent that my family named perished i’m a fucking embarrassment
When a single good day is an event it’s like a miracle 
I’m  getting off cymbalta now and starting on the seroquil
But honestly that I need a little space to breath 
A way to clear my mind And learn to live with my deficiencies 
A shame I turn to substances to cope I know it’s rough to see 
A life devoid of purpose filled with pain is not enough for me 
 






SEON
But I’ll be stuck with my mistakes
I wear my heart up on my sleeve  
So everybody could just see 
Where I’ve been cut and left to bleed 

All the scars and open wounds 
That I’ve been trying hard to heal 
Like all the memories of us that I just wish someone would steal

My insecurities are bound to get the best me 
But maybe when I will be dead then I will finnaly rest in peace 
Cause lately i can’t seem to ever find a way fall asleep 
The Nightmares running through my head but I don’t think I even dream 

Afraid of who I was knowing that he never far behind
Creep lll into mind and tell me i will never be alright 
There no way I can find someone to ever fill me up inside 
I’m broken losing hope you don’t see my life a living lie 

The smiles on my face 
And All the words that I will say
To make them finnaly go away 
I even said I’m doing great 

I know you know it isn’t true 
You see what I been going through
It is never shocking news 
When I will play this song to you

Lil Xtra
Head in the clouds 
Sun in my Eyes 
Done looking  back 
That’s a waste of my time 
I want to feel home
Everything is alright 
I’ll be Filling this hole 
For the rest of my life 
Let me go back 
To when I was young 
Before I knew Shame for the things that I’ve done  
Heart on my sleeve 
Feeling my words 
Try to hold on 
It could always be worse 
Please don’t get worse

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It Could Always Be Worse(ft. Lil Xtra)

ChrispyD blends raw emotion with genre-defying beats, crafting tracks that resonate deeply. His music navigates themes of vulnerability, resilience, and self-discovery, offering listeners an authentic experience.

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