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A Thousand Hearts (feat. s0cliché)

COVER ART BY KAIZEN

LYRICS
in another life
can we meet?
i've been thinkin' of suicide
by any means
and i don't really wanna die
just want relief
i’ll see you on the other side
i'm sorry

and i don’t wanna fake it anymore
my secrets
leave my body laying on the floor
all seasons
burnin as the liquor runs its course
i need it
burning any weed from any source
While breathing

so just let me die
i've been alone
like all of my life
now i gotta go
it’s been quite a ride
shit i don't know
if i’ll be alright
when i end the show
so just let me die
i've been alone
like all of my life
now i gotta go
it’s been quite a ride
shit i don't know
if i’ll be alright
when i end the show

and i don’t wanna fake it anymore
my secrets
leave my body laying on the floor
all seasons
burnin as the liquor runs its course
i need it
burning any weed from any source
While breathing

in another life
can we meet?
i've been thinkin' of suicide
by any means
and i don't really wanna die
just want relief
i’ll see you on the other side
i'm sorry

and i don’t wanna fake it anymore
my secrets
leave my body laying on the floor
all seasons
burnin as the liquor runs its course
i need it
burning any weed from any source
While breathing

so just let me die
i been through a lot
i hate this disguise
i counter with pot
i find i'm alive
but not for too long
i felt i abide
but i deal with the law

in another life
can we meet?
i've been thinkin' of suicide
by any means
and i don't really wanna die
just want relief
i’ll see you on the other side
i'm sorry

and i don’t wanna fake it anymore
my secrets
leave my body laying on the floor
all seasons
burnin as the liquor runs its course
i need it
burning any weed from any source
while breathing

Secrets (prod. justletmedie)

https://www.linktr.ee/chrisrain
Produced, mixed & mastered by Chris Rain
Artwork by Chris Rain

lyrics: https://genius.com/Chris-rain-hate-me-lyrics

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HATE ME

What the fuck
I'm so nervous for
Shaking like I'm withdrawal percocet
Wonder if I just spoke up would it all turn out that I was getting in my head
Been months
Well and a bunch of years attached
I was in fourth grade just to be exact
In fact by the time we graduated
I figured that I wouldn't ever say shit
Fuck no
What a cruel world its been to me
With no friends to keep
And loose ends that keep on slipping
But back then I didn't worry bout shit other than this
As a young kid
I just went to school
And had and innocent crush I guess I just refused
To go up to her and say how I felt
Because in my mind shes too perfect
Hell I doubt she even notice me
When we spoke I just fumbled
Sounded so dumb so I tried to let it go
By the end of high-school I pretend I didn't know you
Felt embarrassing
Couldn't get a grip
I ran into you in the public
So many times
And whenever I would try to talk
My brain shut down and and my eyes were caught on you

If you hate me
Can you let me know
I can't tell at all I guess I gotta crush
Think it may seem
I'ma mess I know
Should I just move on girl am I outta luck
You look at me
I'm folding
It breaks me down I think I've had enough
If you hate me
Can you let me know
If I fell in love or if I gotta crush

What the fuck
I've had many dates
Never shy when I'm met with a pretty face
But every time that you pass me by I wanna run thru the dry wall cuz I can't get it straight
She a gorgeous girl
I don't know her well
Yeah I'm sure that she got her heart broke before
And I hate that
I wish I could fix it
Going down that roads like driving stick shift
Whoa
High-school sucked
By then it was safe to say that I'd never get a chance
On top of that I was a loser making music while she going out making friends
Grew my hair out long got dreads and became a mess people always give me stares
I had a bad break up with a ex got my shit together and I started taking care
4 years had past it all crossed my mind again
I decided it was time to try again
I hit the dms like hello how you been
I had a couple things I wanna talk about
Then to my surprise I got no reply
And said fuck it its fine put it all behind me
Moving on in life
Didn't think about it
Then she joined the gym that I had been working out at
If god is real then has aligning this
Divine timing
Better call a shaman in
Some how I better get the guts to walk up and say what I wanted
For the longest time
So I breathe take second to collect myself
Light headed and I'm shaking
Just like back in the day when we met but now
I looked at her and I'm saying

Crush

Cover art by KAIZEN

LYRICS
i was rollin' through this church town
when i saw her
i was stickin' around
i can't tell you
all the ups and downs
when i stared into her bright blue eyes
i've fallen in a place i doubt
to save her from the minister's mouth
that devil
for a girl this loud

now i pray the lord with all my might
i can't help myself from the minister's wife
now i pray the lord with all of my might
i can't help myself from the minister's wife

now i'm shaven to march and yap
how i love her
behind God's back
and her husband
whom wears thy mask
now i pray the lord with all my might
i cant help myself from the devil inside
so i met her
at the town well
and i made her proposal to hell
unburdened, unbuttoned, unbound

i pray the lord with all my might
i can't help myself from the ministers wife
oh i pray the lord with all of my might
i can't help myself from the minister's wife
i can't help myself from the minister's wife

the minister's wife (prod. Drunk Girl)

Death by a Thousand Cuts

Death by a Thousand Cuts (Feat. Lucas Woodland)

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Prod, mix & master: Chris Rain

SHOCK ME

CHRIS RAIN - SHOCK ME

CHRIS RAIN - Home Invasion

sorry mix is so rough for now 

// lyrics 
guess i took a break from the red 
oh no  
now it’s all on my hair 
match my skin and bones 
i don’t got what it takes 
so you go back home 
and find somebody else 
cause i’m never wrong 

say something 
if you can give me comfort 
but i already tainted 
my house with the memories 
kissed you held tight 
and watched you slumber 
say something 
but please do not lie to me 

please do not lie to me 

i’m so sorry 
i get so silent 
the words are getting stuck 
but ik they wouldn’t make a difference   
hearts dropped to my stomach 
so aim the knife lower darling 
but i’ll say that i love you 
and i hope you know i mean it 

I CANT TAKE THIS MAN 
SHIT JUST NEVER ENDS 
SAY YOU FUCKING CARE 
BUT YOU NEVER SHOW IT TO ME 
BLOODS ALL ON MY HANDS 
AND ITS ALWAYS MINE 
DONT LOOK ME IN THE FACE 
CAUSE YOURE NOT MY MUSE BABY

change your name [prodsecre x heyrick]

another song about dying (prod. cxrter x retz)
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wrote another song about dying
lil shawty hit my phone
she dont like it
codiene in my cup
pour the sprite in it
fucked up wit yo girl
she gon cry wit me
another night where i feel alone
even tho i been wit my dawgs
day 1's yeah i barely know
can i call anyone my bros
bad bitch yeah i think she feelin me
she know my name but not whats killin me
i just hope that she feel the same
cuz maybe then she can see the pain
if i die then it might be okay
165 catch me crying on the freeway
emotional yeah thats always been the first name

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<3

-emo fruits aka Mr. Emotional F. Ruits aka i hoped u enjoyed bunneki neko 2 <3 all platforms soon maybee>>>????

another song about dying (prod. cxrter x retz)

i wont last
push the gas
keep on goin hit the max
will i crash
hope i crash
smash the dash and break the glass

she dont want me 
she dont love me
she just dont wanna be lonely

she dont trust me
she dont know me
so im always feeling lonely

i wanna walk around the world to find some inner peace
i suffer in the sun, takin all my energy
leaving just the brittle bones to benefit all the growin seeds
i aint ever ask for help, dont expect that shit from me

fuck what i feel
numb that shit up with a pill huh
hands are shakin fast
why the fuck cant i stay still huh

i wanna kill 
these emotions 
are they real cause
what is their deal
i cant touch but i can feel them

yeah i am not okay
lose my temper way too often
i gotta lot of fucked up thoughts
you'll hardly see me talking
i dont want to be the person that they always watching
dig myself a grave and hop into a coffin

really young
but feelin old
feel these cracks up in my bones
heavy chest with 20 holes
dont tell me life is wonderful

i aint need nobody else
did this shit all by myself
i dont wanna burn in hell
but at this rate i might as well

fuck what i feel
numb that shit up with a pill huh
hands are shakin fast
why the fuck cant i stay still huh

i wanna kill 
these emotions 
are they real cause
what is their deal
i cant touch but i can feel them

Restart (Nvki)

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Produced by: gxllic, Chris Rain
Mix, Master: Chris Rain, Lovesick

Published by: Straight Shooter Publishing (administered by Universal Music Publishing)

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