heartbroken from my first love after 20 years of my life and listening to this, you'll always remember who u did left girl...

lyrics:
It’s been three days since the last time
Rolling up burning tree was my pass time
Used to think I would chief til I flatline
Used to feel crap and act like that’s fine
Everything’s alright
Imma smoke all night 

Fell in love with the feeling of relief quick
Went from Prozac to wax keif and weed shit
But then it morphed into seek it or be sick
Real shit

I can’t eat a meal less I do more drugs
Everybody telling me to “do more drugs”
Everywhere I look advertising it as fun 
Big billboards
Momma said “slow down son”

I can’t even eat a meal less I do more drugs
People always telling you to “do more drugs”
Everywhere I float on the smoke from the gun
Big billboards yell it out “do more drugs”

I just wanna feel free
I just wanna be free
I just wanna feel nothing
So there’s always something 
Or some reason for weed and THC 
to be with me

DO MORE DRUGS!
DO MORE DRUGS!
DO MORE DRUGS!
DO MORE DRUGS!

This is your brain on drugs
Does it sound dope?
Oil crackling liquid splattering 
Yellow round yolk 
Gas stove 
Cooking up breakfast wearing a bath robe 
I’m moving mad slow
I feel like an asshole

i like to smoke but i don’t like to pass 
so high off the gas that i’m thinking bout passing
light in the church singing during the mass
some believe that life is everlasting 

desire is a dimension of hell
and don't confuse happiness with pleasure or wealth
and don't confuse facts with emotions you’ve felt 
and don't freak out when everything melt off the acid

now when i smoke i cannot wait to pass it
giving to others makes me so alive
now when i smoke my emotions grow massive  
there’s no way to mask how you feel inside

DO MORE DRUGS!
DO MORE DRUGS!
DO MORE DRUGS!
DO MORE DRUGS!

do more drugs (PROD. 19AKIRA X BRAHMAN)

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lyrics coming soon!

MARY JANE (PROD. WENDIGO)

just a little bit longer (PROD. WENDIGO)

they just put my dog down (RIP TUGBOAT RIP PERCY) (PROD. WENDIGO)

(PROD. LIL JUDAS/LIL CUBENSIS/WENDIGO)

wait at the gates for me 
my nigga I’m dying 
fate is a weight 
debate the state of my mind
generate hate
emotion i cannot find
I’m feeling great
and i don’t have enough time

to tell you all i want to 
aint no way to rewind
the way it seems to taunt you
the world is not kind
at moments it can haunt you
when shit’s out of line
just know that I’ll be gone too
and no one will mind

and no one will mind

that you were one of many 
who were thrown to the swine
that you were sipping henny
or you tripping on wine
that someone took a bullet
put it into your spine

smile and know that
no one will mind
any moment body might break
anybody wanna die baked?
fuck yeah at this rate
pick a date
“real late”
ho it aint no debate

with no mind

with nothing in your head
ill speak my truth till I’m dead
fuck every fed
I’m getting red in the face
i aint put you in your place

will you submit?
bow down!
stare at your feet
or “look up at me take a seat”
suck on your tit
i go so dumb on the beat
bec cuz i know one day ill be under 
some feet

like you!
like you and me
best friends forever in the fucking tress
less than a feather better sail the breeze
atoms gather in the sky and in the land and seas

murderers and people that defend the bees
women and they children and the men they please
sky dimming i be grinning i can end this tease
at what’s it like to be a god brought to bend his knees


TELL US ANOTHER ONE!


“THIS IS THE STORY OF INDIAN JESUS”



THERE WAS ONCE A BOY 
WHO WAS BORN THE COLOR OF INDIGO

MOTHER FATHER EVERY ONE
DIDNT KNOW TIL HE HIT THE FLOOR

BORN INSIDE A PRISON 
AND MISSING SOMETHING IMMACULATE

AINT GOT NO MORTALITY 
TAKE HIS PARENTS A’BACK A BIT


CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR!
YA PISS POOR, DECISIONS GET YOU 
SET BACK JUST A BIT MORE
YOU SUCKING ON A SACK OF DICKS

LACK THE WIT
TO KILL DEMON 
SCREAMING IT’S A SACK HE HIT 
WACKY KID
AS IN HE A GOOFY ONE
TACKY SHIT

YOU BE DONE
IF YOU REALLY EVIL
HE CAN START A WAR

ALL HIS HOMIES DIEING
NOW HIS HEART IS COLD

PARTICLE
WEAPONS FROM THE GODS THAT INCINERATE
AND IRRADIATE

STEPPING ON THE DIRT
HATE CAN TURN THE EARTH TO A SCARY PLACE

all of the gods we know have to die
all of the gods we know have to die
no one knows where they lie

but they live on inside you in your mind
you can be whatever that you find is fine

SO HE WON THE WAR THAT MANY PEOPLE SAID WAS GREAT
WENT INTO THE WOOD FOR A MINUTE TO MEDITATE
BUT THERE WAS NO DEVIL TO INFLUENCE HIM TO BREAK
JUST A HUNGRY HUNTER WHO WANTED SOME WILD STEAK
WAIT
DO I SEE A FOOT IN THE DISTANCE
IMMA AIM AINT NO MISSING
I GOTTA FEED ALL OF MY CHILDREN
BITCH LISTEN

LET THE ARROW FLY
AND SEE AN ERA END
“I’M NOT TERRIFIED
YOU’RE A LONG LOST FRIEND”

“SEE IN A PAST LIFE YOU WERE A MAN 
I TOOK YOUR LIFE AWAY
NOW IT WAS YOUR PASS AT ME 
I FORGIVE YOU ON ANY DAY

KARMA IS A BITCH AND SHE SLAPPING WITH TIGHT HOOKS
ARMOUR ON MY HEAD BUT IT JABBED IN MY RIGHT FOOT

that was the way lord krishna died uh
flew up in the sky what a radical guy
that little darkie never fold or gave in
now i wanna rap about the place i stay in

ONE MORE!

ANDALE ANDALE
ARIBBA ARIBBA
I RUN LIKE A CHEETAH 
MAKE ART LIKE IM FRIDA

THE CEDAR IM ROLLING 
I FEED HER MY POLE N
EXPLODE MAMASITA 
WANT SALT MARGARITA

MY CHOPPA HE KICK LIKE A BURRO
IM GRIPPING THE POLE LIKE A CHURRO
GO HIT UP THE BUREAU
AND TELLING IM SELLING THIS WHITE BY THE KILO
YOU GOING EXTINCT LIKE THE PARROT FROM RIO
GO GET YO DENERO
THROW YOU IN A BARREL LIKE WALTER
YO FAULT YOU BEHAVING REAL FERRAL
YOU FALTER YOU SLIP AND WE CATCH YOU SOARING
START WALKING AT NIGHT OTHER END BY THE MORNING

IT’S A LONG BEACH

planting marijuana outside of school
panting very hard i sound like a monster
give ya kid some acid inside the concert
give the kid a quarter i can make you a sponsor

give you a gram and i can make you TO a customer
niggas go ham the crazy few wanna bust some more
you in a jam, become a nigga who want some dough
you is a lamb, the prey and you not a foe

VVV

DARKIE STILL CANNOT RAP (FT. BRAHMAN)(PROD. LIL JUDAS/LIL CUBENSIS/WENDIGO)

LYRICS:

YOU EVER LOVE A NIGGA THEN HE GONE?

I HAVE I HAVE 
I PUT THAT THOUGHT INSIDE OF MANY SONGS
DRINKING BY MYSELF AGAIN

DRINK UNTIL THE HENNY’S GONE
IS WHAT THEY TELL YOU
IF YOU PASSED IT RIP OUT ANY BONG
ADVICE TO KEEP YOUR HEALTH A 10

IM TIRED ALL THESE NIGGAS WRONG
TIRED OF LISTENING TO NIGGAS THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS SHIT
ISAIAH AINT MY FRIEND OVER A WORD
BUT A MAN WITH THE SAME NAME FUCKING WITH ME THAT’S OBSURD 
I PUT MY HEART AND SOUL IN THIS SHIT HOE 
YOU MUST NOT HAVE HEARD

HOW COULD YOU NOT BITCH I BEEN YELLING MORE THAN EVEN
GETTING OFF POT HOP OFF THE TOP LIGHT AS A FEATHER
LETTING THE COP SLIP ON THE CUFFS AND IF HE DOING IT TOO ROUGH
I LOOK AT MOMMA LIKE WHATEVER

MAKE HER CRY ONE TOO MANY A TIME
SHE SEE ME GROW COLDER AS IM GETTING OLDER 
I TOLD HER IT’S FINE

I HOLD HER SHE BLIND FROM THE TEARS IN HER EYES
SHE WANT ME TO FIND MY LIFE IN THESE 

RHYMES IN MY HEAD IN A LINE
MY PAIN AND MY STRIFE
EVERY MOMENT MY LIFE
CLOSING IN ON ME

WHY

DO I FEEL THE NEED TO DO MORE THAN THESE OTHERS
CUZ IN THIS LIFE IVE LOST SOME BROTHERS, THAT’S RIGHT

NIGGAS CANT TELL IF THEY LOVE ME FOR REAL OR
THEY JUST WANNA STEAL MY ATTENTION

I MENTION A NIGGA ONE TIME AND HE FREAK 
I BE BREAKING THEY HEARTS AND THEN MAKING THEY WEEKS

IT’S A BLESSING TO KNOW THAT MY STRESSING BOUT ART 
IS IMPRESSING TO NIGGAS THAT LESSEN THEY VALUE 
AS WELL AS YOU NIGGAS THAT LOVE THE IMPROVEMENT
I JUST LOVE TO HOP ON THE MIC AND THEN LOSE IT

SO FUCK ALL YOU PEOPLE 
I DO WHAT I WANT
I DONT WANT NO ONE CALLING MY SHOTS
FOR ME 
TORE ME APART

FUCK THE TOBACCO IT KILLING OUR HEARTS
AND FUCK ALL THE OPIATES I WONT EVEN START

SOME OF US WANT IT 
AND SOME OF US DONT
JUST LEAVE THE SUCCEEDING TO NIGGAS THAT WONT

GIVE UP AND THROW THEY SHOT AWAY
LIVE UP TO WHAT MY APPA SAY

I’LL RUN IT
FOR ALL YOU NIGGAS HATING ON MY STYLE
AND ALL YOU NIGGAS TOWING PISTOLS TALKING WILD
THIS MY THERAPY

DONT GET IT CONFUSED…
I DO THIS SHIT SO I WILL NOT GO BLOW A FUSE 
AND A HURT A HUMAN ANY HUE
HOE WOULD YOU BUG IF I WAS BLUE?
IF I LOOKED MORE LIKE YOU?
IF I DID WHAT YOU EXPECTED
IN A WAY YOU THOUGHT WAS COOL?
BITCH IM TRYNA DISECT IT

HOW I GET THROUGH
TO PEOPLE THAT DONT WANNA LISTEN
THEY VERY COMFORTABLE HATING, 
DEBATING SHIT THAT AINT CHANGING
CUZ THERE AINT ENOUGH AT STAKE AND
NOBODY OWNING THET FATE
OR THE FOOD ON THEY PLATE
OR THE THOUGHTS IN THEY HEAD
I DONT NEED THOTS IN MY BED
I NEED A LOT TO MY NAME
I NEED A PLOT FOR MY GRAVE THAT
WILL EVENTUALLY NOT BE
THERE IS NO POINT TO BE COCKY
OR TRY TO BE ASAP ROCKY 
NIGGAS WANNA FREE ASAP ROCKY MORE THAN
NIGGAS WANNA FREE THEYSELVES 
BITCH ARE YOU WELL PLEASE LET YOURSELF OUT THE CELL

I WANNA LET THESE NIGGAS KNOW THAT I AM DOING FINE
I WANNA LET YOU NIGGAS KNOW THAT GOT THROUGH IT FINE
AND I DONT WANT YOU NIGGAS DYING OVER ME OR MINE
AND I DONT WANT YOU PEOPLE CRYING 

never let another human tell you what you can do
cuz what man do is inside of your mind

free

THERAPY (PROD. WENDIGO)

LYRICS:

IF YOU AINT FUCKING WITH MY VISION
THEN ACT LIKE I DON’T EXIST

IF YOU AINT RIDING WITH ME NIGGA 
GET ROCKING THAT’S WHAT HE KICKS

BECAUSE IM TIRED OF DISLOYALTY 
AND BITCH SHIT

I’M TIRED OF THE MISFITS
AND WHAT ELSE?
I’LL LIST IT

I HATE NIGGAS THAT DISSING BUT WONT 
MAKE THE DISS EXPLICIT

I HATE WHEN NIGGAS SWITCHING
PLAYING SIDES YOU COMPLICIT

I HATE WHEN NIGGAS DON’T KNOW SOMETHING
WRONG CUZ YOU AIN’T PISSED YET

CUZ YOU AIN’T SAID YOU HATE WHEN NIGGAS
QUIET LIKE SOME CRICKETS

INSECTS 

CRUSH EM UP AND EAT EM WITH SOME BUTTER
ON SOME BISCUITS 

MY FIST GETS

HARDER WHEN I GRIP TO

SIT THROUGH 

ANOTHER FUCKING DAY OF PLAYING SHIT COOL

FUCK THAT 

I HOPE THE FUCKING PLANET SUCK THE GUTS
OUT OF MY NUT SACK

I’LL BUSS BACK

AND YOU CAN FUCKING TRUST THAT 
I’LL HIT YOU 

RIGHT IN YO FUCKING NECK
’N LET YOU LAY INSIDE A PISS POOL 

CUZ THERE AINT NOTHING WORSE THAN
TREATED BADLY BY YOUR BROTHER

KINDA ANGER MAKE ME WANNA SEE 
ANOTHER IN A GUTTER

KINDA ANGER MAKE ME BLIND AND
MAKE ME THINK AN AWFUL THOUGHT

WAS NEVER TAUGHT HOW TO FORGIVE 
OR MAYBE I HAD JUST FORGOT

WHY THE PEOPLE THAT’S SUPPOSED TO 
HAVE YOU BACK IS TURNING OPPS
 
KINDA ANGER MAKE ME WANNA MURDER
EVERY SINGLE COP

WITH A SHOTGUN

PULL UP AND I POP ONE
PULL UP AND I POP TWO

NOW THEY’VE FUCKING SHOT YOU

SO LET IT STAY A THOUGHT THEN
THE KINDA ONE THAT DROPPED IN
THE KINDA ONE I PUT INSIDE A SONG 
THAT I CAN BOP TEN TIMES

UNTIL I STOP CARING

ABOUT THE FACT THAT UNDERNEATH IT ALL
THERE’S NOTHING SOLID TO HOLD ON TO 
LIKE YOU WANT TO

AND WHEN IM DREAMING I FEEL BETTER
THEN I DO WHEN IM AWAKE

HOW IMMA DREAM SOME REALER PEOPLE
THAN THE ONES THAT LIVING WHEN THEY 
REALLY FAKE

LIKE ACTUALLY

I DO THIS RAPPING CASUALLY

DISTRACT ME FROM MY DYING 
AND TRYING TO FEEL MY INNOCENCE 
AGAIN AND IT’S IMPACTING ME POSITIVELY 
AND IN A SENSE I GUESS 
IT IS THE CAUSE OF ANXIETY 
WHEN PEOPLE GOT PAIRS OF CENTS
THEY WANNA GIVE TOO

DISTRIBUTE 
OPINIONS BOUT THE ART
BUT I AINT LIKE THE OTHER 
RAPPERS YOU LISTEN TO
THIS MUSIC IS A PAINTING 
WITH EMPHASIS ON THE PAIN
IT’S NOT TO ENTERTAIN 
IT’S THE NOISES INSIDE MY BRAIN

AND I PRAY THAT YOU UNDERSTAND 
AND IM SORRY I’M SO AGGRESSIVE 
IF I HAD A HUNDRED BANDS I’D INVEST IT
INTO MY MESSAGE

THAT RACE IS FAKE 

AND PEOPLE EQUAL BUT DON’T WANNA BE
IT’S ALL BECAUSE OF GREED AND 
HOW WE STRUCTURE OUR ECONOMY

I’M SO DEPRESSED
I’VE HAD THIS LIQUOR IN MY CHEST LIKE EVERY DAY CUZ I AINT BEEN FEELING THE BEST

A MIXED RACE FAGGOT BOY THAT RAP AND 
AIN’T BLACK BUT HIS GODDESS IS
I PRAY THAT KALI MA DESCEND 
ON LA BRING APOCALYPSE

REVOLVER (PROD. CUBENSIS)

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/lOapDp3K0qw

DARKIE STILL CANNOT RAP PT. 1 (REMIX) (PROD. LIL JUDAS)

lyrics:
first time in the studio and this ain't even my session
fuck impressin' niggas and fuck how you dressin'
bigger shit to do, the lesson is to move like you some resin (slow)
spit it sweet and nod yo' head like you got Pez inside yo' head and yo' intestines
stressin'? go chill out, then, don't you be poutin'
amountin', as in we countin', climbing this mountain
i'm down friend, i'm down to tussle, you need some muscle
like bicep, he sippin' hi-tech, drug i ain't try yet
or never, why they lookin' for someone doing shit to hate on?
i'm a darkie doing shit you hate and you ain't wrong
that i grew up a good father calling my great mom
so i'ma run until my pants come off and the paint gone
that i put on there, why you makin' that long stare?
at me, do i belong here with the people i can't bear that see?
wanna make it back home before another human fat womb had me
smokin' that pop tart smellin' mary that'll stop hearts, cat pee

uh, where did i come from? where did everything go now? at peace
where did i come from? where did everything go now? at peace
where did i come from?
where did i come from?

you got no one else but yourself at the end of the day
that's okay, i'd have it no other way, "why's that, dark?"
'cause now this life is a game that we find ourselves in
and if the game is difficult then very few can win (yeah, yeah)
stack your chips just to watch 'em fall or go before you can
no more to plan, walkin' empty halls, am i just a man?
i don't think so, no, sir, i gave my phone to her and dove right in
i keep my head no fur, i'm deep in water, burnin' from within
i will come out okay, i know it's just a moment i pretend will never end
i lay on the beach, i eat the sky a peach and take away the day
i feel it in my reach, all of its features fall upon my face
people learnin' nothin', be the teachers, i prefer to play
i'm just havin' fun, don't grab a gun or stab your son
i'd rather none of us is on the run
get to chillin' with my villains, fillin' up a grabba blunt
i see wigglin' in my ceilin', you aren't the only one

uh, where did i come from? where did everything go now? at peace
uh, where did i come from? where did everything go now? at peace
where did i come from? (can you tell me?)
where did i come from?

'sup, my man? what's happenin'?
o-dark thirty
i don't eat, i don't sleep all i know is chasin' fuckin' chicken
now, i'm landin' as little as i can, 1:30 pm
now i'm gonna fuckin' pull up
this is your o-dark thirty pull up
our presentation

ego death, we go "fuck the rest" 'til our final breath
you are me and i am you, no less, seagull ain't no pest
what am i? what are you? try another w
why do other people wanna put us in a cupboard, dude?
fuck that shit, i chill
the mushroom in me fill my liver with a couple— ooh
ego death, this can be no less, put me to the test
fuck a nigga talkin' 'bout the hate, i turn 'em to a steak
ego death, this can be no less, feel it in my chest
hug a nigga talkin' 'bout the love, enemy, get a plate (ahh)

just a little bit longer (PROD. WENDIGO)

CHRIST DILLINGER

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