Peak Vibes

Summer Times

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5lTeS2AOY3NyTELjl5sIHr?si=506ffc3f1c874be7

p. joshwa (@prodbyjoshwa)
inspired by @starfall
mix n master by me
trying somethin different
this song means a lot
i hope you enjoy listening

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oh ive been wrapped up in this hurt
for way too long
everything that i do man i do it for u
and youve taken advantage
what did i do? i just don't understand it
the mental strain is way too much for me
i ask you to stop and i plead on my knees
the dip in my confidence, what i achieve
everything that you are doing to me

or do you want me taking the drugs like the rest?
fail all my classes and blame it on meds
cause deep in my gut i dont think that you care
look in the mirror and pull out my hair

oh youve been hurting me bad
i want me back
i got all this damn blood on my hands
skip town with a quick money advance
cause you stole me away from me
and i hold on desperately
but my grip is not strong
oh youre in the wrong
ran out of options i have to stay strong

cause i try so hard
do what i can but i can't make it far
no i can't make it far
do what i can and i'm trying so hard

oh youve been hurting me bad
i want me back
i got all this damn blood on my hands
skip town with a quick money advance
cause you stole me away from me
and i hold on desperately
but my grip is not strong
oh youre in the wrong
ran out of options i have to stay strong

tired

autumn - one way (remix)

other side (prod. sorrow bringer)

exclusive! (prod. jean parker x daks9k)

eternal guard ?

I Promise

break me down (john luther x 9jay)

after all

No More (prod. Jang0)

dear sophia

sorry for holding out,,, i missed ya.

prod. max flynn

racing

Burden In My Head (feat. thekidACE)

you always wanted

Find Peace (with ølin)

p. peril
@natepitao
@midsxmmr

i think i want us till death
you got me so damn obsessed
and ill be lying through my teeth
if i said i didnt want you, baby
your driving me crazy
with all the things you sayin
baby you making me so anxious

ooh
i guess thats its all my fault
ooh
why did you want me to rot

cause i
would do it for you
would do it for you
for you
and i
would do it for you
would do it for you
for you
i would do it for you
i would do it for you

nate pitao:
i been moving around in circles
since you left my side
baby your the one i wanted
but i guess that its over now
i see you better now
baby why cant we make things right?

midsxmmr:
I had to give up hanging out with any one of my friends
Because you said that you needed me
Every time I attempted to
Like how did you get so cruel
You needed me by your side
Oh I was so happy to
Fall apart for you
You had me so damn
Lost for you
But you took more than I had
To give to you my dear
More than I ever had

cause i
would do it for you
would do it for you
for you
and i
would do it for you
would do it for you
for you
i would do it for you
i would do it for you

for you (ft. Nate Pitao and midsxmmr)

produced by cmb
written, mixed, performed by me
i love you always
hope you're well ^.^

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you were once in a lifetime
no i don't want to die for someone else
once in a lifetime
i'll toss my hurt and hide it on the shelf
no i wouldn't be with no one else
no i wouldn't be with no one else
but you're gone and i'm lost again 

i told my pops i'll be okay
he knows that i can't sleep at night
the thought of you with someone else replays like hell i'm petrified 
my arms stained crimson red
i wish you'd kiss me and tell me that it's all in my head
feel like a psycho i stalk you and then go back to bed
without you i would rather be dead
without you i would

forget all that i said
unscrew my head and put another, lay me down to rest
couple folks told me i need to let it go
told them they’re crazy and i left
i know that i could be a handful baby it’s part of my nature
fool me once, you fooled me twice, so much for asking for a favour
why do you look so blue?
your eyes have lost their colour bae, what’s bothering you?
don’t mistake me for a loon, i see right through you
it’s not a secret i miss you oh i see right through you
it’s not a secret i love you

you were once in a lifetime
no i don't want to die for someone else
once in a lifetime
i'll toss my hurt and hide it on the shelf
no i wouldn't be with no one else
no i wouldn't be with no one else
but you're gone and i'm lost again

lifetime

I lay down with you every evening
And still never know what you're thinking
I'm scared to ask questions I don't want the answers too
Cause now that I know what you're feeling
It feels like there's nothing but demons
Crawling their way out my mouth from my heart
And they say what you want me to

I miss you enough
To hope that you come back
But part of me knows you'll never really want that
You're leaving me high baby, I wanna relapse
But then everybody says I'm just like my Dad

I wake up lost in a daze
Making all the same mistakes
I know the drugs could numb this pain
I heard her crying from the other place

They'll all ask her "Where did he go?" now
She'll look up at the moon while I look down
I'm making her smile in the moments that I'm away
This might be something that I can't come back from
I know that one of these pills is a bad one
But baby you're young, you'll move on
Bet the taste on my tongues like a loaded gun

I miss you enough
To hope that you come back
But part of me knows you'll never really want that
You're leaving me high baby, I wanna relapse
But then everybody says I'm just like my Dad

I wake up lost in a daze
Making all the same mistakes
I know the drugs could numb this pain
I heard her crying from the other place

Relapse

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