Guitar 2022

said i wanna be a ball player
drop a 30 on a star player
college player, pro player
the skull thickens a tough layer
lord can you hear my prayer
ay 
this aint no 03 adolescence
cole showed me how to grow
through the prepubescence
cole wrote the lyrics, gave a message
so i listened, heard the passage, taught a lesson
its beauty in the struggle
ugliness in the success 
heard his words and 
listened to his signal of distress,
tie my shoe up, tell myself 
to stop the screw up
so i could let the friends know that i grew up
but i guess i deserve it
biggie said birthdays were the worst days
only cuz i was forgotten at the best days
cant sip champange when im thirsty
not a single thought about me everyday,
i guess i got nothin to say ay
i always pray for good outcome for me
but they always pray downfall, probably
i done been pushed around, 
followin orders, army
i rather be pushed around by
coach carter. get me
feeling like timo cruz, 1st quarter
walkin on hardcourt, feelin shorter
got no gatorade, get some water
steal the rock, its a fastbreak, 3pt scorer ay

broken minds, drug hides, close ties, thicc thighs, blue skies, damn i see alot
next time u see me, i feel alot
deep down, low down, so deep in my thought
damn, no clout. 
see myself in casket, photos of me shootin baskets
legacy leavin shit, watch the questionin
im leavin the world, i wont be answerin shit
then there be the people out there i call help to 
now they really be the reason why i call help too
it spellin a n x i e t y
that's the only thing, i hate hearing why
ay
damn, not gon lie, 
i hate losing friends due to my self-obsession
 so the dreamer vision shit, what's the question
being the damned asian bring isolation
cant believe i gotta seach how to find good vibes
i dont have many close relationships to have those kinds 
to begin with
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been six months when i left that verse
that's really when i found out that * covid hurts
i jus reckon * hurt more realizing i was stuck in a curse
that really got me spiraling worse
that last verse was written in hurt and despair
the desperation in needing relation repair
but really, it's the deeper need to find who am i
for now, it's really do or die or who to lie.
solo rides or fake relations to the dried eye
fix that pride or I'll leave the group chat, deny
the questions and stay classified
confidential information, testified

covid freestyle

sorry not sorry - tyler the creator

'm sorry alam ko mali ako
i'm sorry that i couldnt nurture our connection between us, my value was low
stupid conversation, information, dahan dahan lang please im just too slow
travellin long and far to see my friends 
only to see that all the 3 of them go
i'm so fucking stupid, 
yo im so fucking stupid,

i'm sorry, alam ko mali ako
i'm sorry that i couldnt nurture our connection between it, my value was low
stupid conversation, information, dahan dahan lang please im just too slow
travellin long and far to see my friends 
only to see that all the 3 of them go
i'm so fucking stupid, uninviting
sorry being friends, is such a shitty chore
if only yall knew the value to me
would you abandon the call or realign us all
Regretful, I forgot the others, only me.
im sorry that i thought we was  g
but i know what?  so nothing?, leave
so she texted back
tellin me, ion wanna talk
sorry if you gotta hear
the present thought of mine here
gotta stop, drop a tear cuz you thought to abandon me cuz im weird
theres a dissonace at play but
its the clash of personality
cant blend in, no smoothie
can't boost my ego, i just 'berry'
i just know that some day, i'm
namedropped in conversation
talkin frustration, 
im the root of stress, in relation
prying? you for real ?
cryin? im for real
im sorry for real
right the wrongs like im tiller
but im really tryna tell her
no need to call her
just fucking text her that 
you're sorry.

A.K.M.A (Alam Ko Mali Ako)

silent social, socially silent. which is it, 
tell me what i am, where i am, ill take the exit
condemn me if my voice flems up,
no ahem, mouth shut
imma text your bestie
she the other crush

interuption never intented, only intervention
the numbers for concern is concerning
i am fighting demons, fighting feelings 
i am livin in pain, walkin in rain, uneven
pathways

i write my verses to testify with no judgement
cursors on file 
when youre ready to testify like your in trial 
spilling tea on what you feel with the currents.
let it flow, let it rain, we all up in pain.

gotta talk abt whats botherin me
no, dont belong in toxic environment, obviously 
intoxication consuming, wellbeing deludin
coming of age is where love is corroding 

silent social, socially silent. which is it, 
tell me what i am, where i am, ill take the exit
condemn me if my voice flems up,
no ahem, mouth shut
id still text it to your bestie
she the other crush

i know yall comfortable, cant be fucked to action it.
i know yall dont give a shit, but still piss on me
i know yall seen my reactions, ghost. its r i p
i know yall dont want talks, but still talk about me


shit, i know a girl who stopped therapy, when
she found the comfort that she needed morally
honestly, left behind people who did good 
for her back when she was done wrong and terribly


i know a girl that built up ego from 
validation, 
started off shy and now she never replys
i used to treat her as my sister
nowadays, im a stranger
disassociate and exchange like b tiller
 

i know a girl i cut off after i heard some shit
couldnt stomach things sent, so i went dead it
karma came back like 3-1 and split it
split up relations and told me to quit it.


ghost me, mention me
ignore me, hurt me
dead me, 

this aint a diss, its a news reporting on truth
i piss in the tea like cole world. so im back in the booth

testify Prod. by Nico Baran

COAL 2 a FLAME (ft. C Rose)

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808 808 808 808 808
song pre trash exported badly again

A.K.M.A (Alam Ko Mali Ako)

C ROSE

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