CHRI$TIAN-MY LUV(Deffjoint)

CHRI$TIAN-Tweaking out in public

I AM JUST A BANISHED SOUL WONDERING THIS DARK, DECREPIT WORLD WITH NO WHERE TO CALL HOME
IM NOT ALONE THO.
LEAD ME TO THE BALER AND CRUSH ME WITH THE HAY…

KREEPAKVLT2K25
EMPATHYSREVENGE
ALL HALLØWS…

Lyrics:

(høøk1)
Looking out these windowpanes
Saw your ghost amongst the rain
Taking all my breath away
Crushing me beneath the hay

(verse)
So alone, i hear your voice
In this house where theres no noise
Check my cellar, ear to the walls
Am i that sick? Or do i hear your call

I am the night owl, insomniac
Am i stricken with this syndrome? Will it end fast?
Vacant minds are bound to dissolve into the past
Just another plauged body, fed to the rats

Such a goner, i dont have no time left
Banished soul wondering in the silence
Violent thoughts, my brains in autopilot
Dissociations hard to direct

(høøk2)
Looking out these windowpanes
Saw your ghost amongst the rain
Taking all my breath away
Crushing me beneath the hay

beneath the hay (dankn33)

FOLLOW ME FROM THE RIVER YOU DIED AT AND SIT WITH ME IN SILENCE
MAY YOU HAUNT ME FOREVER.

KREEPAKVLT2K25
EMPATHYSREVENGE
ALL HALLØWS…

Lyrics:

(høøk1):
This feelings tearing me down, messing with my head
Another night im left alone, bleeding in my bed
See a ghost in my dreams in an all white dress
She speaks in tounges that i dont understand, now im possesed

A whisper told me im in love
I seen her face in all its beauty, shes an oddity
Her spirit followed me home
Shes in the corner of my room slowly haunting me

(verse):
And i drown, in this river now
The place i seen her smile last before she hollowed out

Attached and soul tied
Im fed up with the lies
We were “till death” but you killed me in fright bye bye

Do u even know a thing about trust?
Its seems that im stuck in a cycle full of fake love
You called me 37 times, and i dont mind, but
At least say sorry for abandoment, was i just
lust?

Im your relflection, and im infected
By your stolen personalities from ones unknown
I fell victim, between a schism
Now im at the graveyard mourning your tombstone

(høøk2):
This feelings tearing me down, messing with my head
Another night im left alone, bleeding in my bed
See a ghost in my dreams in an all white dress
She speaks in tounges that i dont understand, now im possesed

A whisper told me im in love
I seen her face in all its beauty, shes an oddity
Her spirit followed me home
Shes in the corner of my room slowly haunting me

till death (mishicrow)

IM IN A CYCLE OF PSYCHOSIS GOING ABSOLUTLEY BATSHIT.

KREEPAKVLT2K25
EMPATHYSREVENGE
ALL HALLØWS…

Lyrics:

(høøk1):
Dont run from me, im not done yet
Light gasoline on your farmland
Chainsaw your door down, excited
Ill leave you bleeding, thats my bad

Drink from the cauldron at midnight
Rituals at the damn gravesite
Pine trees infested in termites
I think im losing my damn mind

(verse)
Duct tape to your mouth bitch
Thats what happens when you run around and talk shit
Ill leave you bruised and bloodied up just like w moshpit
Got that shotgun to your throat, im really bout it

Yeah im about it, my true religion bloodied up it match my oufit
Im in a cycle of psychosis going batshit
you talking all that fuckin shit but you just acting
Catch me in the corn field manic laughing

Dont feel right now, chilling with the night owls
Disassociating, yeah my brain might die out
Ghosts in my house, burying all my doubt
Haunted by the feeling of uncertainty, its so loud

That shawty dosent know, im boutta take her soul
Lead her to the cemetery that i call home
Im seeing monochrome, its all up in my dome
My body spinning round and round, i got vertigo

(høøk2):
Dont run from me, im not done yet
Light gasoline on your farmland
Chainsaw your door down, excited
Ill leave you bleeding, thats my bad

Drink from the cauldron at midnight
Rituals at the damn gravesite
Pine trees infested in termites
I think im losing my damn mind

psychøsis (m16)

THIS IS A CERTIFIED KVLT KLASSIC

(RUN THIS UP ON HATERIDES PAGE AS WELL!!)

KREEPAKVLT2K25
EMPATHYSREVENGE
ALL HALLØWS…

Lyrics:

(høøk1: DeeboTwoSevenOh!)
When the willow tree drapes over my head
I can feel the pollen damaging my chest
May the flowers bloom over my deathbed
Every one you count, marks a sin that i confessed, yuh

Feeding into all this conflict
Separation, i dont exist
Breach my mental, slice on my wrists
Mark my coffin when you visit

(verse: HATERIDE)
When im gone, long gone 
Play this song, swan song
I cant move on, oh i know ive done wrongg 
Ill be all alone smoking strong
Coming from the cabin in the woods
Swervin f150 trucks, your skin up on the hood 
Deep into the forest, and i feel misunderstood 
The wendigos scream at the deer, its no good
Im no good im no good
Living life on how i want, not how I should 
What you want from me
Do you got empathy 
Flowers on my tombstone
I dont wanna go home

(bridge: DeeboTwoSevenOh!)

AND I DONT WANNA GO HOME
AND I DONT WANNA GO BACK HOME

(høøk2: DeeboTwoSevenOh!)
When the willow tree drapes over my head
I can feel the pollen damaging my chest
May the flowers bloom over my deathbed
Every one you count, marks a sin that i confessed, yuh

Feeding into all this conflict
Separation, i dont exist
Breach my mental, slice on my wrists
Mark my coffin when you visit

may the fløwers bløøm ft.- HATERIDE (tellermack)

u promised

I AM A DEER IN THE HEADLIGHTS, A LOST AND MISGUIDED FIGMENT THATS TRAPPED IN THIS WORLD SO FUCKED. I AM ALONE IN THIS GAME, AGAIN, LEAVE ME TO BE IN THESE WOODS WE CALL HOME.

KREEPAKVLT2K25
EMPATHYSREVENGE

Lyrics:

(høøk1/verse):
Need the right one, and i wont hurt myself
Yeah i carry heavy baggage underneath this belt
You can fight some, but know its not gon help
Cause the moment that youre done, lifes turned to hell

Im gone, I dont really wanna know what ive done
You spilled blood when the gun was drawn
Im in the woods all alone like fawns
i wont wait for you for that long

In this mess and i might break
I dont think i like being me
Hit the gas and i switch lanes
A car crash of anxiety

(verse2):
Yeah i know that its so hard to think about 
But maybe im the one thats in the way
This a cry for help and i cant stop it now
Im all alone again inside my fucked up brain

May i roam and ponder
Do i act like my father?
My halos dark, im somber
Not a good problem solver

All this and then i lost her 
All this and then i lost her

(høøk2):
Im gone, I dont really wanna know what ive done
You spilled blood when the gun was drawn
Im in the woods all alone like fawns
i wont wait for you for that long

i wont wait for you for that long
i wont wait for you for that long
i wont wait for you for that long

fawn (tiresss)

CHRI$TIAN-sleep with the lights on (  prod.wraithontheporch)

CHRI$TIAN-nights I spent alone (wraithontheporch)



CHRI$TIAN creates a powerful blend of emo rap, trap, and 2000s emo with underground energy, crafting music that’s atmospheric, raw, and deeply emotional. His sound is built on a foundation of vulnerability and grit, exploring themes of heartbreak, isolation, and self-reflection. With moody production and honest storytelling, CHRI$TIAN’s music pulls listeners into a world of introspection and resilience, offering an authentic space to feel and heal. Tracks like growing pains / persephone and On My Own showcase his ability to balance melancholy with strength, making each song a compelling emotional journey.


CHRI$TIAN-sleep with the lights on ( prod.wraithontheporch)

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