This is absolutely stunning... im in shock

I wanna kiss someone
In the hallway
Like it doesn’t mean anything
Dance with all the lights off
With your breath on my skin
My brain would definitely disapprove of this
But I’m home alone
Imagining this scene
Should I go out more
If I really want him

I’m still a child
That makes faces
When I see love
I say consistency is key
To have it all
And this girl said to me
I’m too innocent
Does innocence mean
I can’t have anything

Maybe it’s because I’m an only child
I don’t know how to love anyone
And I want a family sticker on our van one day
And listen to the songs you play in it
I wanna kiss you and feel everything
Don’t want my brain to disapprove of me

Learn how to love love
With you the most
And tell the girl I finally found you

Lovelove (demo)

im always running back to you
im always running through
my friendships are an obstacle 
they keep telling me the truth
that i look stupid in this dance
toss a coin if theres a chance i make you smile

peter was thrown overboard
they didnt like his style
his ship was filled with holes
but his smile ran for miles
i told him that id like to try that pink stick in his pocket
pink lemonade done ran its rage
youre laughing and im nauseous
he bet me like a jackpot
i admit it makes me feel like god
everytime he forgives me and holds me like a precious thought
i cant help wishing you had been the one who taught me as a boy
i cant help wishing i had known that letting someone ins a choice

i like your drunken smile
as ive said it goes for miles
it pulls me from the blackest days and sets my heart on fire
im always running back to you but im always running out
this dopamines an entry drug
this loves a wine stain on my rug

this dopamines an entry drug
this dopamines an entry drug

dopamine

don’t mistake my sadness for weakness
though i’m falling straight for the ground

broken into a billion little pieces
don’t take too long to come back to town

they say that winners can be losers
well, we can be losers too

zoning out to a dimes square epstein truther
while i’m daydreaming sleeping next to you

if you say love comes at a cost 
i won’t believe you
believing in yourself will often get you lost
i need to see you

so track me down 

don’t take yourself too serious
but don’t think that you’re funny at all

how come i’m smiling when i’m furious?
cramming my emotions small

feeling sick at the sight of my front door
god damn do i sure miss home

opted to leave but I would return still
baby if you’d pick up the phone

if you say life comes at a cost 
i won’t believe you
i fear i may have got myself lost
i need to see you

i’ll hunt you down

Track Me Down/Hunt You Down

a song I wrote about preventing yourself from liking someone because you know it won't ever work out

lyrics:

I get so nervous 
every time I leave my house
because I know that I'll see you tonight

you'll be right there smiling
helping me when I fall
but I can't fall in love
with you

how do I know?
I feel it in my stomach
24/7
what do I do?
I'll hide from your sight
when I feel your eyes

even though we want to
it wouldn't work
trust me 
we both know

from now on I'll avoid you
escape from your mind

don't come to me anymore
or I'll want to be yours
so don't come to me anymore
I can't be yours
don't come to me anymore
I'll never be yours

no more (demo)

Wrote/recorded this song in early 2021. 

Was going through my old files and thought I'd share here. <3

a step back

Thuggish Ruggish Bone inspired piano song.

[Intro]
We're not against rap,
We're not against rappers,
But we are against those thugs.
It's the 5AM Hustle,
It's the 5AM Hustle,
It's the 5AM Hustle,
It's the 5AM Hustle.

[Verse]
Feelin' the strength of the dawn,
Step up, feel the power, it's on when the hustlers come,
Just be grindin', straight shinin', lovin' my crew 'cause we so strong.
Chill, better bring your game, when you step in,
Bring on that fire, trip and don’t slip,
No competition, never been, gotta get mine, so scream out, mo', let me hear ya holler,
Not about that fake dollar,
Roll with the crew, real thugs will follow.
Chain gang, remainin' the same,
Blazin' my kush and sippin' brew,
Thinkin' about the hustle, stackin' my cash,
And thuggin' with the real, foo's.

[Chorus]
It's the 5AM Hustle,
It's the 5AM Hustle,
It's the 5AM Hustle,
It's the 5AM Hustle.

[Outro]
oooooh, ooooooh
It's the 5AM Hustle,
oooooh, ooooooh
yeah
It's the 5AM Hustle,
oooooh, ooooooh

5am Hustle (Bone Thugs Piano Cover)

let my bb stay

someone help me tune my piano x

Watch us evolve yet come full circle, 
remember when your mind was at ease?

Shadows permeate your skull, I know
seeping into your skin.
You want be mindful
but you are held captive by your own sheets.

Honey I know, honey I know, honey I know
Honey I know, honey I know, honey I know
so
Let me paint you a new season
One where you've yet to be broken
Honey these things take time,
Honey these things will make you lose your mind

You inhale lost time
and let it steep.
The road not taken,
keeps you up, it keeps you up at night.
Succumbing to cobwebs,
at risk of implosion, babe
Indecision will come to be
your fatal flaw.

Honey I know, honey I know, honey I know
Honey I know, honey I know, honey I know.

Watch us evolve yet come full circle,
remember when your mind was at ease?

Honey I don't know why you can't see that
all of your actions are contradicting
Honey I don't know why you can't see that
all of these thoughts will come back to haunt you

Watch us evolve yet come full circle,
remember when your mind was at ease?

Honey

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buy it: https://morganpowers.bandcamp.com/album/bugs-in-a-jar
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/07UBDjk71UgPjtoGWK6EPX?si=uzJyYYmaSdWPXfxD_9aVzg

if nothing more, this has taught me patience. i wrote these songs in the stairwell next to my dorm last year and recorded them at home over the past months. i'm grateful i can share something so important to me, i hope you can enjoy something on here.

a big thankyou to my best friend sebastian sabatin for mastering it<3

no more (demo)

Christina Shin

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