this is something:
You called me the other day
I just turned and walked away
I wasnt mad I was just so scared of you
And I didn't have the guts
To go and call you back
So I let it go to voicemail

I'm a coward
In my daydreams
Get so nervous
That I turn green
Wanna vomit
Heart is racing
I feel sick
Somebody save me

Like a poison thats sweet
So good but you might kill me
I'm just a coward you see
Ill run away say nothing
I think im losing my mind
But ill do nothing because
My hands are shaking
My insides are aching
My stomach is turning 
I think that I've turned for the worse

You said you wanted to talk
Told me that I look pretty
I just said thanks and then walked
Away and I said nothing
I just malfunctioned again
Shut down and overheated
I guess that I dont need it
(Shut down and overheated)

I'm a coward
In my daydreams
Get so nervous
That I turn green
Wanna vomit
Heart is racing
I feel sick
Somebody save me

Like a poison thats sweet
So good but you might kill me
I'm just a coward you see
Ill run away say nothing
I think im losing my mind
But ill do nothing because
My hands are shaking
My insides are aching
My stomach is turning 
I think that I've turned for the worse

Computer Boy (Coward)

My aunt is here i have to be quiet

aka "Floodside hymn sing"

originally by underscores of course !!!

Kinko's field trip (quedronol cover)

dedicated to that hang nail i got before my last senior concert in highschool RIP

all the noise
it blisters my hand
so ill need some love
cover my last scar
and ill show you 
what i wanted to hide
ill bleed and ill cry
my finger is so torn
all the scabs
i thought they were scattered on the floor
i felt so useless after that 
what did you do
i felt like crying so many times
cry me a river 
i couldnt do anything
 i shouldnt do anything
 i wouldnt do anything

torn skin

Minimal Beat (cover)

Welcome to my faith in the lord.

i made this song SPECIFICALLY to perform it. and i did perform it in february of this year. and i loved performing it so much

couldnt care less SHOW VER. 1/29/23

i ptu chesse in th3 vburger

You must be new to this whole debauchery... Hi there! My name's Ashton, and you're???

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May 15th, 2004. 11:37 PM, Radio Station 11.11,
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Lyrics:

felt at home in the winter's snow
lost and alone but i know this feeling too well
I've reserved my grave
I am too late to save
But if i wasn't who would've came
i don't want to know
cuz, they're too late

I've given up
there's no use in trying to find an answer
i know that I'm not alone in being alone

I think I really fucked up this time
All i wanna do is get back what was mine
But I, have never felt so lost and alone

my car is out of of gas I'm out of lies
hung it by tree and hope a bird can cut the ties
cuz, i.
I, can't do nothing anymore

My aunt is here i have to be quiet

inertia williams