i was eating tiramisu 
artwork/mixing/mastering by me :-)

Tiramisu!

I been feeling trepidatious lately
Twisted nerves and pacing wavy
Back and forth around the block
It ain’t pay off to be so lazy 
Ain’t pay off to drink ciroc
Ain’t pay off to smoke a lot
Ain’t pay off to follow all my homies
Cause I missed the plot
Guess I’m on my b-side
Extra in the cast,
Another system I despise,
Another brand upon my ass
Another fire in my heart
You spill the water in your glass
I feel my bones wearing apart
From all the weight that’s in my past
And this a cold shoulder, no apology
I’m Just a Stone thrower like you thought of me
I Couldn’t roll over like they soldered me
Old soul lost control so they gave him the lobotomy 
My doctor told me I ain’t fit for nothing like a loose belt
Anxious when I go the store, feel like a new hell
Opens for me anytime I’m out of routine
I don’t see nothing when I sleep,
But life feels like a lucid dream, Coupled up with 
sleep paralysis, the fraying of my callouses,
Pick myself apart too see what next is falling out of this
Stupid still believing in the tropes and broken fallacy’s
These Broken words need no analysis
good book, a hard head, your picture on my mantle
Couldn’t look for quite some time, there’s still a lot that I can’t handle
Less we talking bout some liquor and some wax, I’m spinning candles
I got frank oceans endless on the record player, hesitating

callouses prod. by eeryskies. (now on spotify)

My partner drew a little strawberry for this song that probably won't see streaming(i lied it'll see streaming soon). produced by @geo1022

Strawberry (prod. Garrett.)

Disclaimer - This song “My Torn Soul: My Last Feelings to You” is a fictional artistic creation. Its lyrics express personal bitter emotions, experiences, mental states, inner turmoil, suffocation, heartbreak, and feelings through art. The sole purpose of this song is to positively express emotions, encourage reflection on the negative mindset in relationships and society, highlight the value of love and human bonds, and inspire positive change. This song has no relation to any real event, place, time, person, or group. If any resemblance is found, it is purely coincidental. For the sake of accurate and emotional expression, some mature and sensitive words have been used in a metaphorical sense only. Therefore, this song is intended for adult listeners. The purpose of this work is not to judge or target any class, community, gender, religion, or caste. All characters and situations in this song are only symbolic/metaphorical. I personally hold great respect for women and believe that men and women are equal, supportive, and complementary to each other. Any sensitive words used in the song are only metaphors; I do not support any wrong act or negative intention — in fact, I strongly oppose them. If any word choice or presentation unintentionally hurts anyone’s feelings, I unconditionally and sincerely apologize. My intention has never been to disrespect or make anyone uncomfortable. I deeply respect the dignity and emotions of all people. I humbly accept that I am not yet a complete professional and this is just the beginning of my career. If, out of lack of knowledge or experience,I have made any mistake, I request you to kindly forgive my innocence and consider me as your younger brother or friend.I stand in full support of law, culture, values, dignity, and civility, and I am always committed to contributing towards the betterment of society🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

my torn soul : my last feelings to you

Music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nex9EBEuJgA

Lyrics:
Top off my tank with some high octane
No way to stop this flame
hop off the hype train
now I'm on track, make my getaway
haven’t held my head so elevated since like hella days
anyway 
I go off on a tangent when I vent what's on my mental
I think I must be destined the pen is what I am meant for
headed for the summit or maybe somewhere above it
I do it for the buzz, nah I do it cause I love it uh

and this might seem nothing much at all, 
but I can’t afford to stall, after all I took it this far so
don’t bother if you think you wanna stop me
watch me, isn’t it obvious I’m a hot MC
empty stomach how I’m hungry for that hundred 
percent, I’m never content, I never regret
a single second that I spent getting closer to perfection
doing what I can so I can hone my self direction 

I’m out here and I'm bout to get it right
I’m working by the day and I’m grinding by the night
I might just write another verse about the come up
and if I keep it up I could be done before the sun up
Wassup to everybody 
I'm here, I know I'm ready
Let's cut with all the bullshit
I don't have time for any
Every moment matters 
I'd rather be planning than passing the time doing jack shit, 
and that's it 

Hope everybody from the bay is watching
codes got that hotter than the summer flow
whack brothers don’t got a thing on me
honestly you all don’t even come close
Back to the board when I be deep in thought
if it wasn’t really clear, I don’t sleep a lot
I've got it under control, cause I’m still trying to light some
dynamite, and I might just blow
 so underrated I think I should make it I’m taking the rules and I’m aiming to break ‘em
Impatient as hell but I’m saying I got it 
I’m just being honest I spit what I want and I’m gone

And then I get back on, 
take a second to step back and better my songs 
if I don’t get it right, then it’s back to square one
when I’m writing I put the rest of my life on pause
the devil's in the details for those who pay attention
I’m going for the gold, not some honorable mention
(hook)
When I’m feeling the vibe I'm like that’s it
When the stars are aligned, I’m like that’s it 
With my feet on the ground, I’m gonna let it all out
I’m just thinking aloud, really that’s it

I’m just trying to turn my status into classic
I just wanna make cool stuff like it’s a habit 
Turtle-type speed and these rappers like rabbits
but remember who won that race? ok that’s it

That's It

· .　　 
 　 . 　　 　 　　　 ˚ 　
  　　 ✹  ⊹ 
   　 + 　 　　  　.
　 　 　
 ✷  　  　 　 *  *   
 　　  　*
----> feat. https://soundcloud.com/love-sadkid <----
----> prod. https://soundcloud.com/halberd-3000 <----

who r u (feat. love-sadKiD) [prod. Halberd]

mr. brightside.

The rocks on the bottom are cold when you first touch. 
Been on ‘em so long, it doesn’t bother me so much. 
I wake up and salvage what I can of my dreams 
before I splash some water onto my mood and have to leave. 
I take a step out, breathe. Sigh to release the pressure.
Physically, I’m present but my eyes keep tryna exit 
out the window. Picture myself anywhere but here. 
Need to turn off autopilot and remember I can steer 
but my floorboards creak. 
I haven’t had a normal conversation in like a week. 
Just “No, I don’t need a bag,” 
and “Thanks for swiping my card,” 
then try to get out as fast as I can 'fore I need to talk. 
Hurry the walk back before my body falls apart. 
Drop down onto my bed like why did I even start. 
As I slip back into slumber, I wonder 
where the why of it's all gone.
I keep coming back ‘cause I've been going so long.

The more I learn, 
the less I feel I know it.
Feelin’ like the less you know, 
the more I feel alright.
But somethin’ ‘bout that voice I hear reminds me 
that it’s only the beginning tonight.

I wanna write a love song but I can’t 
‘cause I can’t be around a girl without apologizing in advance 
for all the mistakes that I haven’t made, 
problems I haven’t caused. 
I self sabotage before I even get a chance to offer 
my hand in yours on a romantic walk through a national park.
I’d give you half of my heart if I wasn’t standing so far,
if I didn’t flash up my guard automatically 
when actually, I’d trade every star in the galaxy 
if it meant that the gravity 
couldn’t grab you and steal you away.
I just wish I had a reason to be feeling this way.
I just wish I had an address to send these letters to. 
‘Stead I fold them into airplanes, 
throw them and hope that they get to you. 
I wanna fall so you can catch me.
Cry into each other’s arms until it passes. 
I wish I could say that I’ll make you happy but I can’t.
I’ll try to figure out how ‘til I get the chance.

The more I learn, 
the less I feel I know it.
Feelin’ like the less you know, 
the more I feel alright.
But somethin’ ‘bout that voice I hear reminds me 
that it’s only the beginning to life.

Tears don’t mean a thing in the pouring rain.
I ain’t got nothin’ to lose. I got it all to gain.

the more i learn [prod. by mr. master]

Heyo! Constellations II has been postponed until Feb 3rd to be sure it's the best Constellations it can be! As an apology here's Leaf, with art by @bubblegumsuccubus produced by @kastrosplace and mixed by @halberd-3000

After all we've been through, I didn't think that you would leaf me...

Leaf (prod. Ka$tro)

Thanks for 2k followers! Projects on the way!

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6oSRIhxR1553afmN9wvTCb?si=OEL6EpJ_QnWojIvpABga9Q

Apple Music: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/like-that-feat-atwood-single/1347608450

Like That ft. Atwood || prod. by Origami

Marc Indigo - Back To Basics(remix)

with @atlas and @forrestfrank Cover art by @chrosky
Thank you guys for 4 years of support!

Vinyl ! w/ atlas & Forrest.

Chris Wright / ennis joslin / lifelike. / cemdrive

I make music I like for people like me. I hope you like it too.