produced by eeryskies.

A lot of things start to feel little
And Little things feel like a lot
Serotonin drops sentimental
Don’t go running off on me
Stay right here with me, I don’t mind if it’s not forever
I just need to be found right now
I don’t mind that we’re not together
I get lonely, but still get by
Anxious mess but I still get high
Lost myself and they still ask why
I don’t go look, cause I’m scared to try
And all my secrets are hard to keep
The things I sleep with are haunting me
Still don’t know who I want to be
But I think that’s it’s weird the answers not me

These days, these days I feel a little lonely
Trynna catch up with the old me, and what it's like
I can't pretend I'm not a little misty
Wondering if they'll really miss me
When my time's arrived

Too many options that I can’t take
Too many questions thrown in my face
Too many levels, I can’t climb higher, 
Stuck on this ceiling, I sealed my fate
Too many times that I felt so fake
Too many lines, but I still don’t wait
Too many wrongs I feel like I was born to the right
But I’ve been moving left always
And it’s getting harder to tell if I’m moving at all
Indigo paint for the room, I feel the pressure dissolve
But it builds back up, I get tired for nothing, and still say that I’m ok
Running out of blonde cells left for me,
Made too many dumb mistakes lately
Stopped thinking bout the way I feel 
And just did what I thought you wanted from me

indigo ft. garrett.

I just want To keep making music. You reposting WILL allow me to do that. please. again. get this out there. 
I love you all. dont let me stay lazy.
Instagram: @zspigle 

She's got me lookin for a summer home
A place that we can call our own
And I 
I can't help but notice
She thinks I'm stacking up my paper 
Chasing sellin 
But I
I can't help but laugh
All the time spent in my room
She thinks I'm leaving her pretty soon
But I
I'm here forever 
If anything I'm wasting time at work I'd rather work her shoulders
And let her know
Just let her know

I'm just a lazy boy in love
Just a lazy boy in love
I'm not breaking any rules
I'm just watching Netflix in my room

Lazy boy in love
Just a lazy boy in love
I'm not trynna go to school
I just wanna spend my time with you

Lemme tell you bout something
If I ain't witchu I'm doin nothing
Don't go ridin and stuntin
I'm just trynna get you lovin me

So girl we could 
dine 
we'd be 
fine 
Hella fine
 sippin wine 

And I been actually thinking about some time we'd have together
Just a brand new Mercedes
Speedometer elevated
Capturing faces you make 
The truth'll come out
The only thing that'll sprout 

Conversations and intimate respiration is all I'm about
Condemnation and judgement is pardoned no doubt
I promise we'd be hella fine sippin wine all night
Yeah I promise that we'd be hella fine

I'm just a lazy boy in love
Just a lazy boy in love
I'm not breaking any rules
I'm just watching Netflix in my room

Lazy boy in love
Just a lazy boy in love
I'm not trynna go to school
I just wanna spend my time with youey all! gonna drop this here, new song with Jayce Cantor, let's get it. hype it up, like and repost, all that jazz.

Lazy Boy

Lazy Boy (prod. by Jayce Cantor)

Bonus track off of https://soundcloud.com/crystalcloudsjp 's EP
Bandcamp link: https://crystalclouds.bandcamp.com/album/things-to-remember
Featuring, elle :) https://soundcloud.com/elleandthegravediggers

LYRICS:
I got a little thing I wanna get off my chest
I’ve been thinking bout’ the possibilities to keep me fresh
And the wholesome little feelings I’ve been keeping so suppressed
Makes me wanna scream it out, I just wanna know what’s best
For me, and my beloved, that i haven’t even met
There’s a lot of things I wanna say, that’s hiding in my head
First of all I want a cliche, coffee, cocoa butter spread
And some tiny conversations that will make you think in bed
Make me take you out for lunch and other get togethers too
I just wanna be the gentleman who takes you back on curfew 
And you’ll be like a queen with scents of cocoa butter shampoo 
And your dad won’t have to worry bout’ your heart shaped colored tattoo
And listen, we can go to any place you want
My treat, we can even go to France, into a restaurant
Where we could eat croissants all day outside the storefront
Then sleep while watching movies, where our living room’s the rosemont
____________

Everyday I’m wasting time

Hoping that our stars align

When you’re lost, call anytime

You’re all that’s what’s on my mind 
____________

We can chill out in the basement of your fancy house
Where DDR and Scrabble are the only things we care about 
And we can solve a puzzle that displays the sun and moon too
Unless we lose a piece, then we can order one that’s brand new
While waiting for delivery, we got the mental caucus
Of checking out what’s going on inside the oval office
But instead we’ll just ignore it with the money that we profit
From monopoly, until we both go bankrupt from and we stop it 
Then if we both get hungry, well then theres no need to worry
I'll just the cook you up a dinner, we can eat it in a hurry 
Make it just the way you like it
Sweet and sour, hold the spices
Even if you say its bad, I'll still be happy that you tried it
And when the sun goes down, we'll travel up the tiny mountain
And no it's not to make out, it's the stars that we'll be countin'
Where we talk about our future, whether we'll be both accounting
For whatever comes our way and in the depths of our surroundings
____________

Everyday I’m wasting time

Hoping that our stars align

When you’re lost, call anytime

You’re all that’s what’s on my mind 
____________

on my mind feat. guia elle (prod. dustbunnybedroom)

Listen on Spotify here: https://open.spotify.com/track/49Q8TIMlAhkWItGCT9HlFC?si=1QKaT78NTsCib64mJ8WOHw

Written, produced and recorded by me.  Same with the flute.

Lyrics:
You are the type of girl that's open about everything
I have a hard enough time relaying my feelings
It's not a good idea to tell you how I feel 'bout you
Break everything and separate us is the only thing it would do

*Chorus*
You'll never find out (2x)
what goes through my head when you pass by
or the feelings in my chest when you say hi
or when you talk about your day and i talk about mine
You'll never find out (2x)
All the sad nights you put me through
Cause I know I'll never have a chance with you
but I know there's nothing that I'll ever do
**

I try to take these thoughts and throw them all away
Because there's no point in feeling emotion if it ruins your day
Even if I wanted your love, I don't want the fallout
I'd rather feel nothing at all than feel like i'm falling down

*chorus*

You'll Never Find Out

Ice Cream Sunday

Original by https://soundcloud.com/khai_dreams here > https://soundcloud.com/khai_dreams/through-and-through

Thank you so much to khai for letting me hop on what was already a masterpiece. lowkey i just wanted the original to be longer so i could hear the hook again without having to replay the song lmao

OFF THE JUMP ALBUM 12.31.17

#52singlesandatape


Produced by Wizard Island (@wzrd-island)

Bass provided by Semi/Cool (@samperlman)

Guitar provided by Zach Hoffman

Lyrics:

I only think about it in the night time
Always in the night time
Up too late lying on the floor
Thinking I've been here for so long 
Just a little too long
Think i need to get out of the door
But I've never been a brave one
Always was a tame one
Always double checked all that I knew
But that safety is a danger
Yeah there's only one way out it's through

Oh through and through
Oh through and through I'll find my way to you
Though I'll admit it may take me some time
Oh through and through
Oh through and through I will be there for you
Even if we may seek a separate life

And I don't know
What I've been waiting for
It feels like I'm always losing my way
I'm doubting every step I take
I know that everything finds its place
Although i wish i knew where to
I guess I'll have to see it through

Oh through and through
Oh through and through I'll find my way to you
Though I'll admit it may take me some time
Oh through and through
Oh through and through I will be there for you
Even if we may seek a separate life

Only think about it in the night time
Always in the night time
How I'm gonna live right on my own
Do i really know if it's right
How im tryna live life
Will i end up in a house or home
Will i get over my stage fright 
Fall into the bass line
Make it to home base I'm scared to run
Gotta get a grip and take flight
Don't care what they say like
Telling me i couldn't do it not at all
But i think i could do it
I fell in love with the music
I felt the pushing and pullin all start to stop with the movement
I felt the air get lighter
I heard the snares get brighter
I'm feelin the rush
That similar sentiment of
Simpler times that i might've called love
Finding the mic was a must
Gave me the chance
To fight up outta my dust
Find myself when i was lost
Pickin me up
Energy fillin me up
You gotta find what you love
And when you does
Do that shit way til you dead
And just keep on moving

Oh through and through
Oh through and through I'll find my way to you
Though I'll admit it may take me some time
Oh through and through
Oh through and through I will be there for you
Even if we may seek a separate life

khai dreams - Through and Through (Atwood Remix)

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funny story feat. Nia Nicole (prod. mental)

shoutout @soradotwav he's one of the most talented people on this platform PLEASE check him out!!! this is another experimental track for the new sound i'm trying to get, so be patient while I polish my work ! love y'all so much!

LYRICS//
https://genius.com/Kyaru-stay-awake-lyrics

✨🍂 SPOTIFY/ETC🍂 ✨

stay awake (feat. sora.wav)

Produced and mixed by @marcthepoet
Remix of Kali Uchis' "Loner" @kaliuchis
Enjoy 
My instagram: Nickeloedon

Noner (Loner Remix) (Prod. Marc)

Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/4P3LaffNj3tx6qRyTXRc0v

life is a game and people cheat

produced by samk 
mixed and mastered by samk
lyrics by samk
art by Chunyi Xiao

04-28-2019
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I got so stuffed away
Playing this stupid game
You got me stuck in from the start
You stacked up dominoes
Building my trust in rows
Just so I'd watch you knock them down

I don't see why I chose to play games I don't know
You cheated me 'till I lost
I don't see why I chose to play games that I don't know
You cheated me 'till I lost

Don't you feel so bad
Breaking towers that we took so long to build?
Or hopping over me like a checker piece
Oh, so replaceable?
Did you make the rules to play
This otherwise so peaceful game?
'Cause it feels dirtied and tried

And I'll say
Don't you feel like a cheater?
Don't you think I'd find out?
Don't you feel any guilt?
'Cause I lost my mind
Lost my mind
Playing your game

Games

nothing is wrong

Chris Wright / ennis joslin / lifelike. / cemdrive

I make music I like for people like me. I hope you like it too.