this song was written/recorded in early 2020

mastering by Brian Sheil

SPOTIFY + APPLE

youth

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Lyrics:

two bad shawties
bathroom, cocaine
yeah im fucking off the molly
yeah im fucking up my brain
stuff a blunt with my woadie
yeah were going MIA
baby imma die lit
thatll never ever change
get the billies stacked
rubber band balls in the bank
these hoes really cap
they aint really all that they say
bitch im really that
Momma said “go son aye!”
got the venue packed in
with the lights on stage

i put in effort, i get high until my head hurt
god please guide me, wash away my sins, and be my shepherd
life untimely, its changing from winter, to summer, to autumn
sink in the abyss with me, im stacking up all my problems 
i dont ever flinch, hit me with ever thing that you got 
a storm of bullets
kunai knives, short blades, and katanas
itll all miss, cant be hit with none of the drama
itll all miss, cant be hit with none of the drama

two bad shawties
bathroom, cocaine
yeah im fucking off the molly
yeah im fucking up my brain
stuff a blunt with my woadie
yeah were going MIA
baby imma die lit
thatll never ever change
get the billies stacked
rubber band balls in the bank
these hoes really cap
they aint really all that they say
bitch im really that
Momma said “go son aye!”
got the venue packed in
with the lights on stage

bathroomcocaine

i love it when you uWu *noahmadethiss*

lyrics

no words come to mind when its this dark
when u turn off the lights speaking gets so hard
its turned to a feeling i can not waste
blunt rolled, tip the ash and we gon go far

glass and spark, im so wasted off this paper and this gin
i cant see a thing, blurry world, lets watch it spin
shooting stars, it really makes u stop to think
havent healed yet maybe its not medicine

bottoms up, u got ur worries, ur doubts well jus tough luck
no fucks, we gon end em all tonight love
so fill this void and give me more love
this aint jus a start nah this is takeoff 

look in to the distance 
bae theres not a person on this earth creating this friction
grip u on th waist, im not losing you
its gon be ok, this is fate, u jus got trust me too

its kinda late, but it feels so right
im just hoping u gon stay with me tonight
build me to, break me down
but thass alrite
aslong as ur by my side

uh 
hit me up, in th morning
stomachs bad, at least im on ur story
comin outta th shell so yeh im feelin myself rn
but im not gon be ok if that jus how th story goes down

toxic medicine (pekarot)

w/ @fleshgolem

first single off of the ep, 
happy bday fleshy

lyrics

[mæsk]
im worn, im worn
been wearing and my skin is all torn
but i feel alive, when in eye of a storm
i tip my hat off to those that can move on

she said lets go
well ur just going home
ima be drifting slow

she paddles out to sea to see i see her halo
i cant allow it, need to escape 
ill fuck u up, 
please just go back to where u came

depression i just battle it
im sinking on this battle ship 
steer till i cant battle shit
this is my own settlement
until im old, thats if im old

im holding on to rafts with no sign of a life boat
i know on this 1 i wont have time to grow

she sent a signal to me that i wasn’t alone
now urs to take 
all my flesh, yeah my skin and my bone

im outta time in this world im outta time 
and its just me by myself on this grind
and its time to let the pen down
write my final words coz im just out of time

[flesh]
so why is there still time to waste?
i'm still disoriented from the time the tidal wave came thru
cause i've been washed up, cleansed all the way thru
and i'll be damned if i'll be drowning cause of you
it's a process, that's what i tell myself 
inside my head its saw traps, i run with reason 
but i always tend to talk back, it's changing seasons
nearly autumn guess i'll fall apart in my room

i said let's go but i'm just going home
i wish that you'd come too, lay my fantasies out on the table
high seas, pulling me away
i went too far the tide is tryna steal my shame
i try to battle it, i swim but i'm just paddling
there's water in my lungs and i don't think i can handle it
i'll tip my boat, that i'll do
before i ever admit defeat to what i knew
before the life before me ever became true

signal w/ flesh golem (flesh x sunshowers)

~2300~
@mnnx_xo

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
Leave me exposed
Skin peels off with my clothes
Cracks like leather draped over my bones 
Sunkissed burning my skin
I’m still cold
Hand’s grip tight on my wrist won't let go

[Verse]
Through your eyes
See you’re under pressure 
You could lie
I can lie better
Always tied to you I’m tethered 
You ain’t listening to both sides 
Tell me where to confide
I ain’t had not one
Got it on my own time

Whatchu searching for? 
Didn’t know I needed it
You could’ve closed that door 
Make it hurt more

[Chorus]
Leave me exposed
Skin peels off with my clothes
Cracks like leather draped over my bones 
Sunkissed burning my skin
I’m still cold
Hand’s grip tight on my wrist don’t let go 
Leave me exposed
Skin peels off with my clothes
Cracks like leather draped over my bones 
Sunkissed burning my skin
I’m still cold
Hand’s grip tight on my wrist won't let go

leather (prod. vito x mnnx)

taking pictures of the sunset (prod. cløud)

Late at Night FT.Ellie Parks

The Weeknd - Blinding Lights (Indie Cover)

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