My Shittttt 3

Prod. IOF

Feel my sins on my skin
Wishing you were never here
You dropped my heart
And broke me in pieces
And I cannot dream now
Wishing that I would feel better when I'm alone
Looking at pictures and I cannot stand this
Feeling of guilt that I cant shake

Cry every evening
Just let out my pain
Drowning myself in the liquor and pain
Tears are still falling
You still clipped my wing
And I cant feel myself

So write me a eulogy 
Tell me to go
I wish that I would feel better alone
Look me in my eyes and tell me to go
You treat me like I am 7 years old

With the pain in my bones
I'll leave you behind
Passionate pain I can feel you behind
The light at the end of the tunnel gets brighter
And I feel myself get lighter

With the pain in my bones
I'll leave you behind
Passionate pain I can feel you behind
The light at the end of the tunnel gets brighter
And I feel myself get lighter

Broke me in pieces
And I cannot dream now
Wishing that I would feel better when I'm alone
Looking at pictures and I cannot stand this
Feeling of guilt that I cant shake

goodbye.

this song was written/recorded in early 2020

mastering by Brian Sheil

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sewerperson - 100% (slowed)

i love it when you uWu *noahmadethiss*

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150. Bright with you .m4a

i hate me too

audrey

prod. @notmorgn featuring @i_x_t_a_i_l_s

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFHw9ImuMok

guccihighwaters:

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

rot all alone cus i stay locked in my home
i only see the fucking light when my friends are getting stoned

i don't smoke that shit my brain to fucked up
if i could i would i always seem to the worst luck
anxiety embedded in my bones
when i turned 10 man i always felt all alone

9 years later you know im still floating
above the rough ocean treading in emotions
sippin on the potion plan to turn my ghost in
i will fade away no one ever fuckin knows me

9TAILS:

side note ps i would go back
to the scenes i keep seeing in my flashbacks
on the nights when i dream it never makes sense
cross the line and hurry back like im defense

breathe swallow air then i dive in the deep end
calmer under water love when everything is silent
seeing faces even when im not dreaming
tell me are they real i really hope that you can see them

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

side note (feat. 9TAILS)

on a side note, rest in peace lil peep he was a huge inspiration and his music really helped me get through hard shit last year. I'm glad to have met him, we talked about music it was a day i won't forget.

sample credits: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w6rDh75VHMs

prod. @notmorgn

im afraid you really can’t save me
but i still wanna lay with you until my visions fading
i have feelings no im not faded
i would wait a lifetime if you had the patience 
oh you cannot save me
im too deep in this
oh you cannot praise me
i’ve got demons in me

constant conflict 
with my own reflection
i ain’t got no sense
of direction 
when it comes to this
i just succumb to it
please enlighten me
all i hear is thundering
in a couple months
i hope to see some changes
maybe with this check 
i can get you that bracelet
it never happens my 
bank account is dead again
do you mind if we just kick it 
in my bed again
workin to hard 
to feel empty
im almost 20 but 
i feel like i’ve had plenty
wake up in a faze 
i feel like ecco2K
wake up everyday but
 i fight through the pain

im afraid you really can’t save me
but i still wanna lay with you until my visions fading
i have feelings no im not faded
i would wait a lifetime if you had the patience 
oh you cannot save me
im too deep in this
oh you cannot praise me
i’ve got demons in me

you cannot save me
im too deep in this
i have feelings
know i’d wait a lifetime

you can't really save me

prod. @notmorgn

these days i couldn’t care less
better off dead words better unsaid
growing up sucks and i’m losing my friends
don’t wanna be here if i’m on the edge
i’m tryna make sense of this
like maybe i’m not meant for this
growing up sucks and it builds more stress
if i take 2 more i won’t feel my legs

sometimes i care
i know it doesn’t seem like
i give a fuck about the
next thing but
i could show you
we can grow too
i should’ve told you
it’s better when i hold you
you’re cold but I’m much colder
life sucks when we grow older
not as simple as it used to be
i’m not as happy as i used to seem like
maybe I’m just kind of messy in the head
kinda crooked like the sheets on my bed
i need a rest
can’t focus right
you should hold me tight
cause the next time we
meet ill be a poltergeist

can you not see i’m haunted by my shadow
can you not see im hanging from the gallows
set me free tonight i’ll do what you please tonight
can you not see i’m haunted by my shadow
can you not see im hanging from the gallows
set me free tonight i’ll do what you please tonight

these days i couldn’t care less
better off dead words better unsaid
growing up sucks and i’m losing my friends
don’t wanna be here if i’m on the edge
i’m tryna make sense of this
like maybe i’m not meant for this
growing up sucks and it builds more stress
if i take 2 more i won’t feel my legs

these days

prod by @notmorgn

lyrics:

baby let me show you that i’m not worth it
i can show you that i’m not perfect
if you can see through me
can you find the missing piece
i think i lost it when i lost you
i shoulda kept you but i tossed you
i think about things i’m not supposed to
i think about if i never knew you
it’s pretty sad where my mind goes
rather be a ghost in my room with the blinds closed
i wish i felt alive
i wish i felt the knife in my back that night

i pulled you up
i showed you love
when you were down
i was your crutch
where’d you go?
i’m all alone
i need some help
at least some hope
you pushed me away
i turned so cold
i didn’t wanna breathe
imma vanish in the smoke
you vanished from my arms
i left to go home
you fell in love with drugs
got the xanax in your coat

and i bite my tongue
cause i know that you’re lying
too many reasons
just not to fight it
plus i got too much thoughts
if i add another
i might really combust
i can’t even move
when i think too much
and when we turn up
i think we drink too much
you say that i suck
cause i don’t hit you up
it’s not what you think
i just don’t wanna get hurt
all your friends
think you’re the best
behind that mask baby
you look depressed
i know you you know i saw it
undressed you look so flawless

i pulled you up
i showed you love
when you were down
i was your crutch
where’d you go?
i’m all alone
i need some help
at least some hope
you pushed me away
i turned so cold
i didn’t wanna breathe
imma vanish in the smoke
you vanished from my arms
i left to go home
you fell in love with drugs
got the xanax in your coat

crutch

mmm alright i guess ill just get over it,,

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[Lyrics]

(iLLFaith)
I feel like deaths coming soon and
I don't want to be a nuisance
Don't want to leave any loose ends
But I don't know if these wounds 

Will mend
I can not pretend
Were you my friend?
Name in the wind
You condescend
Fuck a fake friend,  do not attend
Funerals uninvited when I transcend

You're uninvited if you feel bent
You're not invited if this offends
Don't bother coming yeah no amends
If the shoe fits then you're not my friend

I'm so tired of you snakes
Venom when you speak my name
All I give and still you take
You act so real but still a fake

Get out my face, won't hit the brakes
If what I'm saying is causing you aches
Fuck you, with all your heartbreaks
All bridges built I will unmake

I feel like deaths coming soon and
I don't want to be a nuisance
Don't want to leave any loose ends
But I don't know if these wounds will -

I feel like deaths coming soon and
I don't want to be a nuisance
Don't want to leave any loose ends
But I don't know if these wounds -

Will mend

(Jae Glxy)

I feel like I'm falling off the edge (off the edge)
I don't think I trust all of my friends (no i don't trust it at all)
All these words play games inside my head (inside my head)
Fuck it all, I'll pop these pills instead (I'll stay pop'in these pills instead)

You took my heart and you cut it out
Spin my words, and shut me out
Fuck it all, I'll do it by myself
I don't need no one else
Don't need a friend, you're uninvited
Tryna dap me up, I gotta shut it down
When you come around
I don't really feel the energy
Of one I trust around
My dark and intimate thoughts my mind
I'm vibing, getting head, while i'm diving
Deep in the liquor, i'm suiciding
I been on another wave i'm riding
Tryin' to find my mind and it's so difficult
Tryna live without you, I am miserable so I

(iLLFaith)

I feel like deaths coming soon and
I don't want to be a nuisance
Don't want to leave any loose ends
But I don't know if these wounds 

Will mend
I can not pretend
Were you my friend?
Name in the wind
You condescend
Fuck a fake friend,  do not attend
Funerals uninvited when I transcend

Uninvited Feat Jae Glxy

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