The Upload

just viiiibbbesssd

Numb It

Ｉ　ＤＯＮ＇Ｔ　ＴＨＩＮＫ　Ｉ＇Ｍ　ＲＥＡＬ

//私の軌道の悪魔//

i can't thank you guys enough for the endless amount of love & support you've given me since the start. i never thought in a million years we'd be where we're at right now & it's crazy to me that we still continue to grow. it's always been a release for me to let loose on a track & hear what you guys think of it. it's always been for the people & for myself. i love waking up every morning & reading every single comment, every single message, etc. you guys put the biggest fucking smiles on my face & i hope you all know i'm here for you as much as you're here for me. i've struggled with my anxiety & depression for years & to know a lot of you are going through the same things is somewhat comforting. we're in this together. i couldn't do any of this without you guys. we're gonna strive & do great things, i promise. don't let your demons get the best of you. i hope you enjoy this one. i love you

check out the music video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtv87HVgnpo&t=1s

art by chunniboy
be sure to give him lots of love
goo.gl/asxd7w

music video

demons in my orbit

I do not own the original song, I only have edited the song to my own liking for others to listen and enjoy the music.

If it needs to be taken down please contact me appropriately.

[Lyrics]
In time, I'll be hanging on your nightstand by myself
As I sit in the dust while you lay with someone else
And I wish that you could feel how it felt
Knowing I am just an ornament on your shelf

Honestly, you never needed this
I know you've got more that you're dealing with
I'm just a burden I know that
I just wish that I could go back
Funny how everything changes
Old feelings, new faces
They say home is where you make it
Resided in you, now it's vacant

Cause every single day I wanna blame myself
I'm with you when you're sleeping, you're with someone else
Every single day you see my colors fade
I'm just that picture that you haven't thrown away
And I can feel the pain when you see my face
And you can close the door but that won't change a thing
Every single day you see my colors fade
I'm just that picture that you haven't thrown away

Now you gotta keep it all in like it's all good
But everything changed when you left me in Oakwood
And if you could take it back I know you would
Won't throw me away when you know you should

Tell me what's real, is it all in my head?
Every night, every word that I said
They say move on but I'm better off dead
How can I sleep when I'm next to your bed?
How can you keep me confined in a frame?
Memories fading, the faces will change
But I still live in your head so I stay
Next to your bed, watch me wither away

Cause every single day I wanna blame myself
I'm with you when you're sleeping, you're with someone else
Every single day you see my colors fade
I'm just that picture that you haven't thrown away
And I can feel the pain when you see my face
And you can close the door but that won't change a thing
Every single day you see my colors fade
I'm just that picture that you haven't thrown away

All alone
In time, I'll be hanging on your nightstand by myself
And I gather dust alone on your shelf

Cause every single day I wanna blame myself
I'm with you when you're sleeping, you're with someone else
Every single day you see my colors fade
I'm just that picture that you haven't thrown away
And I can feel the pain when you see my face
And you can close the door but that won't change a thing
Every single day you see my colors fade
I'm just that picture that you haven't thrown away

Honestly, you never needed this
I know you've got more that you're dealing with
I'm just a burden I know that
I just wish that I could go back
Funny how everything changes
Old feelings new faces
They say home is where you make it
Resided in you, now it's vacant

Honestly, you never needed this
I know you've got more that you're dealing with
I'm just a burden I know that
I just wish that I could go back
Honestly, you never needed this
I know you've got more that you're dealing with
Honestly, you never needed this
Honestly, you never needed this

Nothing,nowhere - ornament slowed

Safe Sin - Heartsick Demons

Dont Walk Lil happy lil sad

Prod. Kado

https://soundcloud.com/bradyponder

https://soundcloud.com/lilsadeyes

<3

Lyrics:
Okay okay now think I’m on my way now 
Show up at the show and it’s time to bring the place down 
Think it’s time to cop a little place now
Maybe cop a tattoo up on my face now
Okay okay now think I’m on my way now 
Show up at the show and it’s time to bring the place down 
I just need a little space now 
I’m just hoping that you stay down 

Well okay okay is that all you’ve got to say
I’ve been keeping to myself I don’t know another way 
I don’t want to hang maybe some other day 
I don’t really want to go but I sure don’t want to stay 
I know that I’m the reason that you find it hard to care
All you needed was a friend I was never even there
But I’m tryin to improve cause I’m feeling pretty down
And I’m getting sick of no one ever wanting me around
Since I met you I re-thought a few things
My no love songs rule and the words that I mean 
I’m good on the Juul I e got my nicotine 
From the buzz that you give and the joy that it brings 
This blunt is getting short I just wish that it would last
It reminds me of the times that I’m never getting back 
I’m leaving pretty soon hope you’ll be here when I’m back 
Cause I think I think you’re  pretty cool and I thought you’d like that 

And she goes
You’re all I have and all I want but that won’t last no
That won’t last 
All alone I guess that’s fine
I feel at home when I’m inside 
I keep crying in my blanket 
I get sad but I can’t hide it 
I get low
Nobody to hold not one soul I can confide in 
I fall so quickly whenever you’re with me
But when I’m gone no you won’t miss me 
I’ve been getting high to change my feelings when I’m low 
All it does it make me choke it’s fucking up my throat 
I can’t even look at girls cause I don’t want to go 
Down another road that gets me stranded in the cold

Stay Down

Stay Down feat. Sadeyes - Prod. Kado

YOUTUBE

im used to it

guitar tracked by lokel
written by me

you’re not the person
that i knew
its killing me
but i wonder what happened to you
did he change you
rearrange you
your body language doesn’t seem to match your mood

i stole your car again
but it hurt me more than it hurt you in the end
you ran up the mileage of trust
and the miles of love
that we said we wouldn’t forget
i still smell the cigarette smoke
on the hoodies you stole
from my closet back in march
i tried everything
to get the smell
out of my clothes
and out of my fucking mind

you stabbed me in my chest
but it felt so good
just to feel your touch again
i lay my head on the concrete
cuz you brought me to my knees

you’re not the person
that i knew
its killing me
but i wonder what happened to you
did he change you
rearrange you
your body language doesn’t seem to match your mood

girlfriends (acoustic)

produced by @skinnyatlas
Artwork ig @misplacednotlost
Mixed & mastered by @skinnyatlas

good on my own (prod. skinny atlas)

yeet

go check out sora: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC5ngFbq4IFBEJ0NE9uXXezA
https://soundcloud.com/omgsora

I DO NOT OWN THE ARTWORK

found da lyrics

Really like the way you move
Guide you to my bed no clues
Do you even like me like that?
Steal a kiss pretty girl I won’t fight back 
Hopping on the mic no booth
Really hope you like your shoes
Got you hiding in my room
You don’t wanna leave
But I’m thinking that you do 

Somethings got me feeling different 
About how I feel
Somethings got me feeling different 
When you say you’re here
For me
Skip out on some lunch 
For me
Your friends don’t mean much
To me
Sorry it’s the truth
Baby 

Got it myself 
Praying to god 
And my dude gave me wealth
Put my momma house okay
Got my niece a brand new blouse okay
Then you’re coming in my life again
Got me ghosting all my only friends 
Wow
Glad I’m getting out of town 
Thinking that I’m getting better now

It’s alright
It’s okay
Write another song about you everyday 
It’s alright
It’s okay
Write another song about you everyday

Falling on the grass
Take another shot while I’m pressing on the gas
I don’t wanna see my face so I hide behind a mask
Yeah
Really needing all the love you got
Give it to me cause I need a lot
Put your warm hands on my face again
Thinking that we should be more than friends

I want you in my life
We’ll fight so much crime
Solve things for just us
Five steps  gain my trust
Will you be all mine
Please don’t waste my time
I won’t chase you girl
But I will

Buy you everything you want
Buy you everything you need
When those school boys looking jealous
It raises my self-esteem 
Girl you’re everything I want
Girl you’re everything I need
When you dance up in my bedroom 
I feel like I’m in a dream

Buy you everything you want
Buy you everything you need
When those school boys looking jealous
It raises my self-esteem 
Girl you’re everything I want
Girl you’re everything I need
When you dance up in my bedroom 
I feel like I’m in a dream

self-esteem (prod. by omgsora)

pinky swear (prod. kaktus)

Just had some fun on the beat

Lyrics:
Diamonds on me
I'm shining like a star
Groupies on me
They want to fuck a rockstar
Fuck a rockstar
Fuck a rockstar
They want to fuck a rockstar
See me on a stage
blunt in my hand
Ice around my wrist
Lipstick on my neck 
Do you regret what you did?
Girl
Do you regret what you did?
To me
x2

Lyrics Video

Rockstar Freestyle [prod. nothingtodo]

stream on spotify <3 https://open.spotify.com/track/7D4xV0aaK5fsn0Zh2o96ql?si=yu2GkccBQyOxqfgQrv0Y3A

lyrics
---
I don’t wanna tell you
But if I did that would be useful
While you’re crying in your bedroom
I would do the same too
And I have

I’m calling 
You crazy
But maybe
I’m staying
In the right-wing 
Parts of crazy
I’m staying 
Cuz I think you need some help
I can tell
By the way that we both fell
We need some help
Cuz I sure do

It’s just another day
Inside the place that I fucking hate
Inside of my head
With all of my friends
Alone and so depressed
I need some rest

Well yeah I’m still in bed
I’m a 10 out of fucking 10
And ever since 2010
I haven’t had that much rest
I need someone to tuck me into bed

It’s just another day
Inside the place that I fucking hate
Inside of my head
With all of my friends
Alone and so depressed
Well yeah I’m still in bed
I’m a 10 out of fucking 10
And ever since 2010
I haven’t had that much rest
I need someone to tuck me into bed
I need some rest

Are you lying to your therapist
About being sober again
Yes

Are You Lying To Your Therapist About Being Sober Again? Yes.

BARBIE (FT. INDUSTRYPLANT)

I LOVE YOU

Malik: https://soundcloud.com/316god
637godwin: https://soundcloud.com/637godwin
Produced by: @beatsbytrav & @mjnichols_ (internet money)
-
Lyrics:
https://genius.com/Sadgods-try-again-lyrics

Spotify

Try Again (feat. Malik & 637godwin)

Produced by caspr

BABY JUST TEXT BACK

Lyrics:

[Pre-Chorus]
you didn't have to text back, im sorry
i didn't mean to waste ur time, don't worry
i wish u just let me be beside you
its killing me and u can read my mind too
can u let me hold ur hand on a cold night
we can stay like this forever 

[Chorus]
baby just text back
fill my mind up, its all black
im keeping safe
all the pictures in my backpack
im trying so hard
can you not forget me
tell me, why did you reject me

[Verse]
im waking up at night
with every feeling, but alright
yeah i have u in my sight
and i can't change that

you let me bleed all on my floor
from every text that you ignore
i'm feeling hopeless 
baby can u change that

[Bridge]
hold me close and don't let me go
all you did was take my soul
in reality i'll die as a loner
might blow my head in october

[Pre-Chorus]
you didn't have to text back, im sorry
i didn't mean to waste ur time, don't worry
i wish u just let me be beside you
its killing me and u can read my mind too

[Chorus]
baby just text back
fill my mind up, its all black
im keeping safe
all the pictures in my backpack
im trying so hard
can you not forget me
tell me, why did you reject me

baby just text back
fill my mind up, its all black
im keeping safe
all the pictures in my backpack
im trying so hard
can you not forget me
tell me, why did you reject me

[Outro]
can u let me hold ur hand on a cold night
we can stay like this forever

saving pictures (prod. caspr)

This song is for our Friends, we'll be together soon.
#getmoreplays #SCfirst #friends #mishaal #powfu

Friends

Friends (feat. Powfu)

COMMAS COMMAS COMMAS ,,,  contact@CHRMNGcomma.com

Are You Lying To Your Therapist About Being Sober Again? Yes.

CHRMNG,