All of this paper I make, I shovel into a grave
I keep on making these mistakes, I guess I'll just pour up again
Holding my heart like a cup, slow down on the beat with the mud
Codiene keeps on calling my bluff, like poker but I can't fold now no I can't give up
And all of these songs that I write, I'm not so sure if they sparking a light
Or if they just bookmarks of my
Constant battles inside
Life is a war til you die
Take me away in the night
With some pills, some syrup and Sprite
Let the drugs sing their lullaby's 
As I cannot stop closing my eyes

I bet it hurts good

Yeah it hurts good when you sink down and you can't climb up again
Yeah my shirts old, and i'm so cold but I don't care when I'm up here
Yeah my life sucks but I take drugs to make it seem fun
Yeah I know I got a problem but aint I gonna change nothing, not yet
Nothing gonna make me want to change but myself, that makes me so scared
I know that I can do it but fuck it im through with persuing myself in my head

Same state, same mistakes made, same words written, in the same place
My hands are up, they're worn as a mask my metacarpal masquerade
Too blazed to think, too sober to talk, so I just sit down and dissimulate
Fuck it hurts good when I can't hear them cry, and I'm so high I almost fade
Nearly dead, or just dying? Will it slow if I start trying?
Will I be happy with how my life is when i get too old to write this down?

cognitive dissonance (prod. shnxman)

Wellington, NZ. 

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