Produced by @splashgvng & @thislandismusic
Artwork by Foreign Forest

Lyrics:
I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
No I'll never be

Wonder who I am as I stare in
The bathroom mirror as the shower fogs it up
And I think of what I've done
What I will do
And what I'll be after everything adds up
Once again I descend into madness
Take a deep breath, time passes
And nothing ever lasts
So I can find some peace in that
For a minute, then that feeling comes creeping back
What do I say when you ask me how I'm doing?
I just say I'm fine
Try to keep it moving
But in the back of my mind
I feel like I'm going to lose it
Sad part, if I died
It would probably be for their amusement

I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
(No I'll never be)

I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
that I'll never be

Wish I Knew

its mid October, nothings ever slowing down
im just getting older, people round me leaving town
I just sit here sober, nothings ever going down
im  just getting colder, im loosing all feelings now that

I say I love you, but I don’t know why
You say you love me, yet you pick a fight
No I’m not the one that’s spreading lies
but

You say I’m not the one that you want
Think about that
I’m not even 21?
Say you just do all that shit for fun
I’m not abt that
Now look at all the shit you got
No ur just a thought

You say I’m not the one that you want
Think about that
I’m not even 21?
Say you just do all that shit for fun
I’m not abt that
Now look at all the shit you got
No ur just a thought

its mid October, nothings ever slowing down
im just getting older, people round me leaving town
I just sit here sober, nothings ever going down
im  just getting colder, im loosing all feelings now that

Erasing all we had
No nothings wrong with that 
I’ll fall in love again
And maybe you’ll come back
Texting all my friends
Hope this never ends
Fall in love again

Say I’m not the one that you want
Think about that
I’m not even 21?
Say you just do all that shit for fun
I’m not abt that
Now look at all the shit you got
No ur just a thought

Mid October (prod. jusik x feihua)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
i'm a mess
i barely know me
and my head
is so unholy
but i'm good
somethin pulled me
i don't know
she kiss me slowly

i gotchu figured out
you did me wrong and u wonder why i'm distant now
i stepped away cus i got sick of the room being loud
staring at a screen for hours designing sounds
and bringing in a crowd
how did i make it work
and i never thought i'd be saying "i did it first"
projects so big to where i couldn't even finish dirt
got my speakers shaking like this shit could blow a surge
i think my neighbors heard

open my window
breathe in air
sun sets at 8
wrap my arms around her body
while she kiss my face

whatever they said, don't believe em
don't let your own friends deceive you
whatever she said, don't believe that
i'll always look out for your back
don't believe a single word that she said
everything you heard is far from the truth
don't believe a single thing that she says
she says
she

don't be nervous
take a deep breath in
who you know doing it like this
face first going straight in the pavement
might as well just embrace it
weekend night
everybody goin out
except for me
it's the gym or my house
saw you just got back from the bar
that's cool
i'm just locked in makin art
prolly knocked out
2am i'm working
making my sound
i'm my own person
couldn't really tell you where i'm at for genre
i do everything and i'll do what i wanna
put your phone down, i don't want a photo
put a song out and don't even promo
post it on the gram, lotta people on it
post it on my story and your sister saw it
gotcha 
knew you wouldn't like that
flip flop
watching this moron crash
can't blame no one except for yourself
that's gotta be a record for switching that fast
how you gonna call me ugly
but stick around still obsessive w me
like i ain't dumb enough to put you under my sleeve
knock out, ya shoulda thought before u said anything

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obsessed

Rain filled with pain[feat.voidofyayo]prod.chronyc

produced by heylog

lyrics:
time will tell
pick the gun up and shoot in the head (in gta)
don't worry
you don't have to get by playing pretend
tried to be nice 
but i ended up losing friends
i disappeared and don't ever wanna talk again

driving on the freeway
the same one i saw that look on your face
you told my boy it's been hard to reach me
"talking to log isn't easy"
stop tryna get me to hangout
without you i've picked up the pace now
just go ahead
select all, delete it
i'm done and i'm leaving
been a while, i wonder if you'd recognize me
always thought what we had was strong as concrete
spoke too soon and i shoulda moved on way long ago
don't know you and i can't believe we used to be close
tempted to pick the gun up and shoot him in the head (in gta)
at the time all i wanted was for you to be dead
stupid bitch, you don't wanna live life playing pretend
don't be asking for guidance or for a hand to lend
swear it felt like yesterday
i don't recognize this place
it sucks that shit's permanent
and that scar won't go away
it don't matter where you are
at your house or in your car
i'm stuck there next to your hip
your fault you took it too far

shoot

house track to end the summer! 

sample chops done by @untamabletable

enjoy!

https://linktr.ee/bsterthegawd

one01

the truman show (noah thomas+back2thapast)

i haven't posted a flip on main in ages it feels like LMAO

been practicing new stuff and made this as a practice flip. played at my first ever show a couple weeks ago :') such a beautiful experience

enjoy! i hope FLO does not take this down...

Download: https://bstertheproducer.bandcamp.com/track/you-never-call

you never call

rotten (w/ swerzie & sparks)

lyrics:

Mostly ive been
trapped up deep inside my
own two hemispheres 
broken dreams, disappointing
memories as far as the
eye can see.
steady contemplating
chasing after demons in my head.
im walking, living, breathing
yet im vibing with the dead.
how's that for mediocrity?
it dont mean nothing to me
no no

(hook)
but ive been
going through different phases
finding my place i can fall into
but im starting over new
i said im starting over new
cause ive been
drowning and i cant take it
tired of the thing that im going through
but im starting over new
i said im starting over new

I'll be starting over new

starting over

(verse 2 - powfu)
recently been focused on what
i wanna achieve. 
I dont wanna be afraid
to tell them what i believe
imma take away the hate
imma let love lead
just another teen
tryna chase his dreams.
and lately I've been
messing up.
nothing new, im just
noticing my flaws
its time i switch things up
and i dont really care
I'll go against all odds 

(hook)
but ive been
going through different phases
finding my place i can fall into
but im starting over new
i said im starting over new
cause ive been
drowning and i cant take it
tired of the thing that im going through
but im starting over new
i said im starting over new

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Phases [ft. Powfu] (prod. raspo)

ROTTEN WORLD INTRO [PROD. BY KEADREAN]

21

just a boy letting his heart out

open to collabs, just hmu

Mid October (prod. jusik x feihua)

Chronyc