Sam.

Lowkey Spiderman tbh

bandcamp

If I Made Lo-Fi Again-beat

some words to decipher or not up to you thanks for listening

lyrics:

anticipating catastrophe
fatal flaw relaxing in the face of that adversity
acknowledge my reaction is the product of the casualties
experienced in adolescence carried to maturity
repetitive confession of the pathos that perpetuates
the nature of my situation quickly fabricated fate
a force historically ignored unless it benefits the way
that i’m behaving in the moment victim to it every day
that’s the problem with it
when im given option to respond or not
i’m dodging quick to circumvent
it’s honestly exhaustin but ive given in on fixin it
could barely be above the water brag that im still breathing in

maybe this just isn’t meant for me
perspective antiquated rhythm fixed to what it used to be
pitied desperation tried to entertain the efforts
but endeavors only measured by results and mine historically
been undeveloped
a set obsession with ethics and people pleasing 
punctured arguments deflated any lesson to learn
seems the reason that the hunger’s never satiated
same as why i never placed the blame on who decided to hurt
i’m much angrier than former incarnations of the self
i shouldered fear of resignation years i kept it to myself
and watched it turned into distortion yearn for retribution well
after the dust has settled left me empty handed aimless
fighting ghosts

battle’s over but the metric for atonement isn’t settled on
so everyone involved in different places trynna cope a different loss
the only way they know how
out loud grievances shot down shut mouths
narrow eyes keeping opposition in peripheral
to hide lies it’s fine every peace time ephemeral
cause i remembered all of it and held on
like if i lost it id be lost with nothing at all

anticipating apathy
in an attempt to pacify myself my mental atrophied
actualize identity to rectify the stagnancy
but still get tunnel vision when confronted with reality
rock bottom of hope
long time lying down a lot of laundry to fold
cups not in the kitchen with em flowering mold
stuck in indecision listen static and drone
rot when getting up and getting with it still accessible
stuck in indecision numb to input and uncomfortable
existential rhythm living nothing in an instant 
inconsolable when hit with the idea that this is it
and nothing more

vacant and complacent and still hoping that it’s different
like the effort wasn’t my decision left it up to luck and i’m sure
if i continue like this know that imma sigh my life away
to think i thought i was mature
heighten caution for those close to opening doors
i’m not sure anybody even knows me anymore


drone metal [prod bailey daniel]

Random 1 Prod. Grant

Lyrics - 
So I'm lost again
Cause i don't know
What it cost; my friend
I sold my soul
In my loss, i said
That i don't know
That i won't go
That i know you

I guess I'm lost, again
Cause i don't know
What it cost; my friend
I sold my soul
In my loss, i said
That i don't know
That i won't go
That i know you
I guess I'm lost, 

you took the pain away
You know my heart couldn't take the weight
you took my pain away
you know my heart couldn't take the break

Loss within your visage all twisted and mangled
Toss ammunition fission, bleed em out , leave him strangled
Lost in my vision, wishing; weed him out, he entangled
Gods intermission missin', leave him out for the angels
Keep him out; he the devil, 
creeping loud; he a rebel
Dreamin' how he gonna be when that crown finally settle
Speakin', how he fourteen? how he wanna force teen's
Show em how through "forced means" will lead you down to the kennel

I'm lost, now i walk em down for the cause
Watch em drown in the faucet,
Rounds in their carcass
I'm lost, now i know I'm down for the cause
Watch me drown in the faucet,
You clowns make me nausous
I'm lost, now i walk em down for the cause
Watch em drown in the faucet,
hounds in my mosh pit
I'm lost, now i know I'm down for the cause
Watch me drown in the faucet,
sounds like catharsis
I'm lost

you took the pain away
You know my heart couldn't take the weight
you took my pain away
you know my heart couldn't take the break

I Was Lost

Pot3nt ft. Chvmera

blackbear & XXXTENTACION - Demons (ocean mix)is a brand new sad lofi Ocean Mix - haven't done one for a while so hope you guys love the vibes on this one. 

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Xxxtentacion - Amy Winehouse [Instrumental] Prod. WILLIE G

Okokokokokok o

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I Was Lost

Chvmera

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