fifteen pounds

i'm dead

i miss u
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7KZm0nQJ0zlNnutRrh10du?si=61aZH4OLS_mrmPIrY87wmw&utm_source=copy-link

lyrics:

and just this summer
i realized
whats the point of crying
when u never want
to come back

these photos, these words, these messages i read
the bracelet i got, and the money i spent
is something ill never forget

oh u never realized the things that i did
neither tried to make me feel okay when i did
everything
you asked me for

i cant go outside or think about something else
when ur on my mind
girl u took away my heart
crushed it with ur hands
and made things worse

the time i consumed into writing these texts,
the things that i did,
even planned all those things,
for u
just to always say no
or planned on leaving after
i expressed my feelings

(its okay i still think that u are the best
ill never get over this
never forget
how i felt
when u were there
my love for u girl its crazy how its there)

i tried i tried
im sitting in my room once again
and i cry
u made me who i am but i hate all of it,
all these songs that i wrote for u theyre still there
and im weak
and i hate
but i love the way u act
even if u dont care
im scared of the future cus u are not here
the love of my life disappeared like u were
never there

the past 8 months i tried
to make u realize
i never tried to hurt u

i know u werent happy
but its okay my dear
ur better now
and aslong as ur here
im fine with that
cus my life is nothing without u

and just this summer
i realized
this was the best time of my
life with u being mine
the love that i sent
and the one u gave back
is something ill
never try to hide again
cus why should i leave it all behind
i never got to hold onto ur hands
or get a taste of ur lips once again
before u left
what happened to the part where u said
we'd both grow old together
and get a bunch of cats
live a happy life

this summer, i realized

kurtains shows off his pottery skills

cover art by https://twitter.com/ukon3333

this has been done for a while and was being sat on by depressianoso. 

thanks for baring with me more stuff soon :)

NEW WORLD ENEMY

self prod+mix

lyrics:
tell me i'm responsible
treat me like i'm out of my head
you say that i'm volatile
oh was it something i said?
i don't like how you talk to me
honestly you can follow me baby
all this time i been wandering
apologies for monotony lately

ok my feelings weren't true i didn't mean that
i went and latched onto you and you can see that
it wasn't something i'd do, can you believe that?
can you believe that?
can you believe that????

get me out of my head, i'm feeling aimless
was it something i said that i can just take back?
i know i'm better off dead don't make it painless
i didn't know at the time it would just fade to black
oh get me out, oh give me something new
things headed south, i don't know what to do
i'd go without, i'd sew my mouth right shut
oh hear me now, i'll go and get my stuff

i didn't want it but i need it
flash forward on the ground, 'cause i'm bleeding
you're so fucking conceited
look at you now, are you happy? you succeeded
i don't mind, no i don't mind tho
i close my eyes and let the time flow
i go outside and shut my pie hole
started thinking i'm onto something

ok my feelings weren't true i didn't mean that
i went and latched onto you and you can see that
it wasn't something i'd do, can you believe that?
can you believe that?
can you believe that????

get me out of my head, i'm feeling aimless
was it something i said that i can just take back?
i know i'm better off dead don't make it painless
i didn't know at the time it would just fade to black
oh get me out, oh give me something new
things headed south, i don't know what to do
i'd go without, i'd sew my mouth right shut
oh hear me now, i'll go and get my stuff

repeat second half of chorus

volatile

47Midgus - I CUNT GUAP

cover art by https://twitter.com/ukon3333

shout out to https://soundcloud.com/47negus an absolute honor to work with. such a talented artist and someone I'm glad to call a friend -


lyrics

you best the pay the man
i get sentimental for the bag
we dont play with that 
they gon send em in
agreed settlement 
in my elemento
trap and bando
fill him in tho
with the info
if he dont know
he not kinfolk 
in the bin bro
va cayendo
zip that boy up with the velcro

know ya limits cuz we get specific with the chicken
chippi chippi mississipi river if you differ with the vision
choppa with braids so im getting extensions 
fire 808 oh its hot potato

you and ya partners stick together like glue
aint no wonder i could just break the whole crew
aint you dizzy ridin on my wave?
bruh u need a cruise ship
cool whip, car white so i get in with no shoes
all my dogs wild, must think that you entering a zoo
when you come around, trust barking aint just what they do
semi emi rounds, foolish but im still the coolest dude
check the supra, it go vroom

too much lip from you like jay z talking to much im not hating i just want u to stay silent so my nigga cala a boca
woke up felt amazing so i stayed in time to go crazy opened daw up just to say things i had to call up okah
no question i dont stress it, once in session get to crackin 47 47 if you hear that then its over
fresh like cola, come aboard the nene boat ah aint no hold up, hold up

art from the earth (w/47negus)

thank u drama trial

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