First Track out of 3 early releases for my upcoming Album "SONATA" out on June 18th!
yes cover inspired by the milk @elidrinksgrapemilk

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Wake Up (Denial)

dnb thingy ok
out on stores too now
repost did the thingy

FERLITE - CURRICULUM

NEW REMIX FOR @lunnari
GO FOLLOW LULU FOR THIS MAKING THIS AMAZING COVER ART 
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LUNNARI - GIRLFRIENDS (FERLITE REMIX)

moving into a new direction, hope you enjoy :)

lyrics:
でも、あなたはヒーローになりたいですよね？
(But you want to be a hero, dont you?)

ヒーローになってもいい
(Its okay to be a hero)

And I know that I should be leaving by
But I know that I just keep on looking back
What if you loved me how could i keep you now
Fuck me up sideways now

Fuck love and fuck what you pretend to be
You cant hide your legs shaking when youre-
Why dont you take a step? 
Yeah, take it back
And I might my reconsider bringing back my courtesy
Fucked up and smoked so much that I cant see
Meet me drunk tonight, and still fucked up tomorrow
Cant end my sorrow
Still got my liquor
End of the bottle

And its not that I dont like you
(ah ah and I know like)
But staying friends would be pretty cool
(atleast for now)
(atleast for now)

Fuck me up yeah
And my head is still twisted
Same night different day will I ever change?
I dont think so

And I know im not perfect for you
I can feel your heart racing when youre-
Connection at its best
Take a wild guess
We gotta find a way to bring back all the energy
And im tired of love songs
How did we end up like this?
I dont know
Cant end my sorrow
Still got my liquor
End of the bottle

And its not that I dont like you
(ah ah and I know like)
But staying friends would be pretty cool
(ok hero)
(ok hero)

yeah
How do I keep ya?
yeah

Enough
No more bullshit
Look up at the sky and see
We dont belong together

y

ok, hero

Uh, hey, um, okay, I'm just gonna cut the shit, I know this probably won't mean anything to you, especially not after what I did, but I'm sorry, I am, and I don't know how many times I have to say it

Your voice still echoing in my head
Will it ever go away? I don't think so
Just give it time and it might fly by (A voice message box has a limit)
I am so dead inside (Goodbye)
I'd be there with you right now

You killed yourself this time
Will it ever go away? I don't think so
Just give it time and it might fly by
The day you died, I did as well

...and that I was able to get out what I needed to
I really hope that you will listen to what I said
I mean, you don't have to call me back, but
I just really hope that you listen to this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SXkwoDmjH5s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SXkwoDmjH5s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SXkwoDmjH5s

ferlite/epilogue/

s

lucy's last prayer

REMIX FOR ARIES

ALSO HI ARIES I WAS AT UR SHOW IN COLOGNE

ARIES - RIDING (FERLITE REMIX)

if you got anything else to say? other than *i am so dead inside*

left you on read, alright, okay
are you good? im fine
please just take one more pill
tomorrow well forget this
move on like nothing happened
you just keep up on rambling and im okay

shut the fuck up and let me do my thing
never hurt you and dont think i ever will
fuck me over again, i swear im still fine
just like the other day

left you on read, alright, okay
are you good? im fine
just take another shot
i swear it helps you calm down
ive never been so drawn out

and this has to be my favorite spot
you made me hate my favorite spot
and its a toxic relation gotta have some patience
5am im still up and idk

yeah
ive been so alone
and lately ive been feeling so dumb
my lyrics dont make sense and im numb
to everything that other say

maybe you could chase me
or maybe you just hate me
im not tryna be faceless 
but i cant fucking face this
im already zoned out
i cannot get my cold out

*awkward*

so i
wait outside of the taxi stop
i wanna be singer, i wanna be a writer
why cant i just be like her

*16* yeah

fell in love 
i think like 5 times
its not enough
watch colors flash by
so many things
id rather not say
music is just a vent
how am I gonna quit this?

and only god can hear my screams
cut and tie with the regime

v

fuck common sense

prod. ferlite, @substruct_wav
master. @daycomet

(i couldn't face you)

ok, ok i get it now
you see i stutter out everything when i get nervous

im way too selfish
i fucked this up for myself
so you can got on pretende, that we're already damned
it's what an actress demands

i captured all my thoughts
there is no going back
i captured all my thoughts
that is the thing i lack
i captured all my thoughts

but you broke me to pieces
whats the point of love?
so i'd rather stay safe (over again)
i captured all my-

c

faith

left the keys on the kitchen counter
its okay ill be right back by your side
just give me a week or two and ill be ready
to let you know if i am
ready to tell you that im
too scared to say anything (c45)
circling problems in my head
but if i tell you that i like you would you leave or stay with me?

and i know your dad he doesnt like me
but maybe you could try to not despise me in the future
listen here its 2am im up all night
text me when you can and ill promise ill be by your side
cuz i cant really live without this, when im-

stuck with you
stuck with you

the needle, the pill, the powder, the smoke
theyre all just false hopes, a deadly joke
the path ive chosen is paced with thorns
a dangerous game it leaves me torn

stuck with you
she fell right into my arms as she passed away
i couldnt do anything
i couldnt do anything

stuck with you
stuck with you

so is it okay, if i stay another night?
dont got shit to do, gotta catch my flight
i know im not an okay hero, but im gonn tell you bout all that just another time, oh I-

and i know that i should be leaving by now
and i know that i should be leaving by now

-

stuck with you

*lemme see youre smiling. its better than crying, isnt it?
i really dont like seeing you cry about stuff like this*

its been 13 months and we never talked
hope youre doing okay, where ever you are
i know youre just fine
but you left the heating on can you please turn it off?
its getting cold outside and the struggle‘s worn off
id rather dont wanna miss you but i couldnt stop

*listen to me*

i know youre doing just fine
youre doing just fine
shes doing just fine
shes doing just fine
shes doing just fine
shes just alright
i saw her yesterday

*ok ok, ill stop*

and she said her blood looks funny on shrooms
yeah you twisted fuck, what the hell did you do this time?
what the hell did you do?

*so now i have to live the fact that,
i hurt you*

i didnt mean to get loud there
excuse my violence
just like you did
every other time and
maybe i was the reason she ended it all
so i collect all the pieces left of you
try to solve em like a puzzle since you withdrew

i cant stand the silence

l

stand the silence

havent made dubstep in like 6 months
just pretend like i put this on public by accident
i broke my arm so i cant be bothered to finish this
prolly gonna take this off and finish it if u like it
YIPPIE

FERLITE PRESENTS: DUBSTEP (((REAL NOT FAKE))

and motherfuckers say "yeah they pretend"
its nothing like I ever wanted a friend
so imma play my part right here

so imma take the time, kick it
buy a new ticket
catch a train tomorrow
babe im so addicted
so imma tear you down
and ill see you

you, next week
oh, next week

and i dont wanna be your best friend
this is where our story comes to an end

you see, you see
i cant quite tell you if i miss you or not 
since its been a couple weeks since the last time we talked
so imma tear you down
and ill see you

you, next week
oh, next week

so imma take the time, kick it
buy a new ticket
catch a train tomorrow
babe im so addicted
so imma tear you down
so imma take the time, kick it
buy a new ticket
catch a train tomorrow
babe im so addicted
so imma tear you down

i

next week

i mean youve been late-

are you okay?
no thats ridicolous- i would never get bored of you...
no babe, when have I ever told you I got bored of you?

5 months passed and Im still fucking terrified
numb myself just to pass the minute
would I really need to call an od suicide?
buy they wouldnt understand once I did it

life doesnt need to be so difficult
life doesnt need to be so difficult
life doesnt need to be so difficult
guess Ill play by the rules for once

oh yeah
will you take time for me
ive been counting every tick the clock makes
if you dont thats fine with me
i just hope youll visit me sometime
*hope you know your mine*
yeah
i dont care anymore
*hope you know your mine*
theres a problem when i spend my whole damn summer in your living room yeah
i got too attached
gotta let you go
*hope you know your mine*
yea

yeah
body dysmorphia every time i see the reflection
at this point i literally define inperfection
id collapse if u just fed me a little affection
yeah

and life doesnt need to be so difficult
smoking my weed im becoming so metaphysical
take another tab and forget that you are an adult

i feel so invincible

life doesnt need to be so difficult
life doesnt need to be so difficult
life doesnt need to be so difficult
guess I lost my senses now

im just what I create, called an artifact
and you said all the problems that i had werent cardiac but
fucks sake keepin me waiting till the heart attack
yeah i need pills that keep me sober
i swear we werent closer
i really didnt know her but promised this will be over
accepted the wrong bond now my head is chained to her shoulder
running wouldnt be ethical, thats what she said
but im no good at being a fool, so i got up and left 

life doesnt need to be so difficult
life doesnt need to be so difficult

im too much of a coward to face you directly, we already know this
i swear.

F

dragonfly

prod. ferlite, @daycomet

i used to be obsessed with her
now the sun dont shine so bright when im begging
and i hope in 5 years from now
ill be someone new
cuz what if im not?

guess im looking for a halo
yeah

the difference is i breathe this shit like none of yall
get distracted so easily, seek adderal
i realized every time my eyes twitch
you will see my ass on that fucking flight list
and i wanna go back to asia
where they got me down in malaysia

guess im looking for a halo
yeah

and i never know what to say
but tomorrow it will go away
theres no place where i feel safe
i stopped looking for another way
at this point i think ill never change
but tomorrow it will go-
5 years i withered away

guess im looking for a halo

W

halo

prod. ferlite, @selasii

oh yeah
will you take time for me
ive been counting every tick the clock makes
if you dont thats fine with me
i just hope youll visit me sometime
*hope you know your mine*
yeah
i dont care anymore
*hope you know your mine*
theres a problem when i spend my whole damn summer in your living room yeah
i got too attached
gotta let you go
*hope you know your mine*
and its a problem that we only fuck cuz u feel lonely
i got too attached
gotta let you go
*hope you know your mine*
yea

and i cant even lie ive been going through it
spent my whole damn summer just watching you burn old pictures
why dont you let it go?
why wont you let it go?
ill let you rest in peace

theres a problem when i spend my whole damn summer in your living room yeah
i got too attached
gotta let you go
*hope you know your mine*
and its a problem that we only kiss when u feel lonely
i got too attached
gotta let you go
*hope you know your mine*
yea

c45

heh
well what do you like to know?

k

settling chamber (w/ selasi)

turnt 18  new clip haha. have a good one squad. more future music i hope u r happy now !!! shoutout to beanie god for keeping me sane .

FUTURE PENIS [CLIP]

prod. ferlite, @ry3gaming-gd
viola by @ry3gaming-gd

she took her makeup off today cuz she told me she liked it how
it was
the moment it kicks in its always quite confusing
i watch my blood pressure drop as i feel it under my skin
you try to judge me by the way i fucking walk
tell me whats the reason i get up and i pray to god

so tell me why are the trees moving different
suddenly im chocking up bile and i cannot quite point it out
dear god when do i get my blessing to believe in
im trying to scream but my mouth just wont make a sound

w

First Blessing

first blessing (w/ Ry3)

[MUSIC VIDEO]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_uoBL087l4w
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_uoBL087l4w
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_uoBL087l4w

[LYRICS]
ha-ha-ha-ha
ha-ha-ha-ha
i didnt mean to be rude
cant grasp my attitude

woke up too late again
i wake up and go hit the atm
i had to be at work at like 8am
if it wasnt for me messing up my pin again
it aint personal, for you
loosing my temper aint nothing new
fuck you blew up my fuze
oh no
so fuck here i go again
excuse me but honestly fuck yourself

ha-ha-ha-ha
ha-ha-ha-ha
i didnt mean to be rude
cant grasp my attitude

we planned to hang out at her place
the door is unlocked, yeah i guess thats cool
i find someone elses shirt in her room
would have lost my temper, but this shit aint nothin' new
shit aint nothin' new
excuse me but honestly fuck yourself

ha-ha-ha-ha
ha-ha-ha-ha
i didnt mean to be rude
cant grasp my attitude
ha-ha-ha-ha
ha-ha-ha-ha
i didnt mean to be rude
cant grasp my attitude

(ha-ha-ha-ha)
(ha-ha-ha-ha)
(ha-ha-ha-ha)

Attitude

ARIES - CABIN FEVER (FERLITE REMIX) [2ND WINNER]

[MUSIC VIDEO]
https://youtu.be/GnwAXMLpc3w?si=P6cEFGvzRwHNqq6D

prod. ferlite

[LYRICS]:
in the backseat of my friend's truck
im wishing you the best luck
but its hard to cope when your whole damn life you've been entertained yeah
so I hope you had a good one
couple months then ill be all gone
only thing that youll see is my face and my bag and my fucking mattress

yet I dont feel anything at all
gonna watch me change the way I used to walk
guess its not your fault, ill just smoke it off
Ill let it all be gone, let it all be gone

the way I used to walk

so is it okay if i stay another night
got nowhere else to be except by your side
i know theres no more second chances
so imma take another hit and fucking miss that flight

thats my bad, i left the lights on
couple minutes ill be all gone
only thing that i see is your face and your smile and it fucking haunts me

I dont feel anything at all
you watched me change the way I used to talk
guess its not your fault, ill just smoke it off
Ill let it all be gone, let myself be gone

Ill let it all be gone, let myself be gone

R

cascade

MONSTER:ULTRA at3AM = =!? FUCK MY 🧠 UP
lil fun tune, dont expect more of this stuff tho !!!
dropping on streaming at 2K !"!!

MONSTER:ULTRA

shoutout jean baptiste joseph fourier for making this one possible 🙏🙏🙏

https://tenor.com/view/amphibia-amphibia-meme-hello-chat-amphiba-hello-chat-anne-boonchuy-hello-chat-gif-26130130

A Tale About The Irony Of Dubstep

"Im obsessed but this is not about you."

master by @vokafanclub

out on streaming now :)

update: 
ran it through my tape machine (dont know if ill keep it lmk) (streaming is still the og version)

Lyrics:
and my mother said that you just might be the one
and what I know about my mother, shes never wrong
even tho
theres some secrets I've been keeping that make me run
I'm not quite sure if they would push you away

push you away from me
when I slow down

I dont know how to say it
I dont know how to say...

that it's so hard to keep you entertained when I'm not the one giving
and I dont wanna hit a full break cuz I'm scared you'll get caught spinning
so I will just lay down and shut you off
cuz I just might...

push you away from me
when I slow down

when i slow down...

(where i slow down)
(we'll wake up, where i slow down)

this isn't about you

happy valentines day :) <3


Lyrics:
also sag mir du bist die eine die ich brauch
denn du lügst so wunderschön und baby ich tue es auch

(check check)
und du stehst 2 uhr vor meiner haustür 
check direkt was du jetzt abziehst
entschuldige wenn ich dich dann ersetz
doch es gibt hier nichts was mich anzieht
obwohl ich weiß dass du mich magst
handel ich wie ein psychopath

trotzdem sag mir du bist die eine die brauch
denn du lügst so wunderschön und ich wach nicht alleine auf

doch du bist einfach nicht die eine die brauch
wenn du das mir nicht sagst dann höre ich damit nie auf

collider

im just over here... you know, heh~ >///<

@vokafanclub
@vokafanclub
@vokafanclub

PS3 FREESTYLE

early album throwaway nr 2/2
(im working on the album but in the meantime heres this thingy)

lyrics:
i hate how every time we talk
i lay down all my guns for ya
i let myself get way too close
no im not any good for you

dont know what i expected when i texted her
i guess i got what i deserved
though shes better now, just tell my why
i made that girl cry just for you

i hate how every time we talk
i lay down all my guns for ya
i let myself get way too close
no im not any good for you

sometimes i look at you and i see her
she follows me almost everywhere
though shes better now, just tell my why
i made that girl cry just for you

just for you

roses

Demos for my new plugin "Partial"
Available now on Gumroad for $10 :
https://ferlite.gumroad.com/l/partial

Preview:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hycjzP7HqqU

Demos by:
[0:00] @eccentricedm
[2:04] @marcixvofficial
[2:49] @ferlite
[3:33] @ry3gaming-gd
[4:07] @ezralaeux
[4:46] @phorizon
[5:20] @hassanfilename
[5:41] @vokafanclub
[5:56] @user-isolion

Partial [DEMOS]

something simple to gap the bridge
early album throwaway nr 1/2

i want

dst (demo)

@feastsofkronomikal @feastsofkronomikal @feastsofkronomikal 
Original:
https://soundcloud.com/porter-robinson/fellow-feeling

I still exist...

ferlite

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