idk but this would be perfect for an ending credit

never heard music like this before. Its refreshing! 🔥

[MUSIC VIDEO]
https://youtu.be/GnwAXMLpc3w?si=P6cEFGvzRwHNqq6D

prod. ferlite

[LYRICS]:
in the backseat of my friend's truck
im wishing you the best luck
but its hard to cope when your whole damn life you've been entertained yeah
so I hope you had a good one
couple months then ill be all gone
only thing that youll see is my face and my bag and my fucking mattress

yet I dont feel anything at all
gonna watch me change the way I used to walk
guess its not your fault, ill just smoke it off
Ill let it all be gone, let it all be gone

the way I used to walk

so is it okay if i stay another night
got nowhere else to be except by your side
i know theres no more second chances
so imma take another hit and fucking miss that flight

thats my bad, i left the lights on
couple minutes ill be all gone
only thing that i see is your face and your smile and it fucking haunts me

I dont feel anything at all
you watched me change the way I used to talk
guess its not your fault, ill just smoke it off
Ill let it all be gone, let myself be gone

Ill let it all be gone, let myself be gone

R

cascade

memory garden || 8/13/2023 - 1/6/2024 

This song is about realizing that no matter how low you get in life, you can always remember the times where you didn't give up and back down, giving you the motivation to keep moving forward.

Song written and composed by me with contribution from @foryears
Lyrics written by me
Vocals recorded by the wonderful @pookikitty


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lyrics:

Lest I forget, even if the world was so cruel to me
I managed to come out okay
As the worst came to shove, I refused to let it take me
"At least I'm alive to see another day"

I walk through this garden that holds my joy and holds my pain
yet I wonder, "Will I ever be the same?"
those feelings have torn me apart and they still rip at my heart
I'm just lying to myself, anyway

But I've come so damn far, I just can't afford to die
I lay down in the flowers and I look up at the sky
reminisce on all who I've lost 'till I started to cry
but through my willpower, I made it out alive

Hope, a funny word I hate, yet I cherish
a fallacious savior for all to flourish
but I don't believe in hope
or maybe I'm just not ready to accept that

I walk through this garden that holds my joy and holds my pain
yet I wonder, "Will I ever be the same?"
those feelings have torn me apart and they still rip at my heart
I'm just lying to myself, anyway

But I've come so damn far I just can't afford to die
I lay down in the flowers and I look up at the sky
reminisce on all who I've lost 'till I started to cry
but through my willpower, I made it out alive

I made it out alive
I made it out alive
I made it out alive
I made it out alive
...
[𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘦𝘭]
[𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨]
[𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨]
[𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶.]
[𝘢 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳, 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶.]
[𝘴𝘰 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘶𝘱.]
[𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨]
[𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘥]
[𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘐 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶.]

[Originally made in 24 hours for FORM's All Nighter event, to which the rejection allowed me to work on this track to bring it to this version you are hearing right now.]

memory garden

happy valentines day :) <3


Lyrics:
also sag mir du bist die eine die ich brauch
denn du lügst so wunderschön und baby ich tue es auch

(check check)
und du stehst 2 uhr vor meiner haustür 
check direkt was du jetzt abziehst
entschuldige wenn ich dich dann ersetz
doch es gibt hier nichts was mich anzieht
obwohl ich weiß dass du mich magst
handel ich wie ein psychopath

trotzdem sag mir du bist die eine die brauch
denn du lügst so wunderschön und ich wach nicht alleine auf

doch du bist einfach nicht die eine die brauch
wenn du das mir nicht sagst dann höre ich damit nie auf

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foreign grounds 1st single; started on july 3rd 2024

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foreign grounds

automatic

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finally releasing new music again!

westwood animals

listen

westwood animals (w. sharkbarksss)

happy valentines day
heres a clip of some new shit im working on



#sunday

i see it in your eyes (CLIP)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kaynn/heartsick-feat-akkiro-2

prod. by @1kaynn
lyrics by @1kaynn
vocals by @1kaynn and @7akkiro
guitars by @1kaynn and @und3rw3ather

the end of a story

____________

two weeks without a real conversation
two weeks without knowing if you are alive
i keep stalking with fragile observations
posting shit on my close friends for you to find
im homesick, heartsick, missing you
when my thoughts stick, burns thick, cuts me through
how the world broke and things used to be
what's the verdict
was this shit in God's script 
i vow i want to fix it but im growing sick
written down my neck
expressing in this project 
i guess it's over now 
and im nearing to accept
im homesick, heartsick, missing you
when my thoughts stick, burns thick, cuts me through
how the world broke and things used to be

every step away just leads me back to the truth
i dont want to get over you
i dont want to get over you

"shattered by the silence you left behind, heartsick"

when the stone turns into sand
when the sunset does not feel the same
every cycle comes to an end
like a shadow lost in the rain 
drowning slowly, caught in the tide
new wounds over my skin
broken promises, promises
i think i wouldnt win anyway

i prayed to God to show me the truth
i begged for mercy and asked for the proof
i saw you the next day, soaked head to shoe
but i was left with nothing, just traces of you

few weeks without a deep conversation 
few weeks and now i know you're not mine
i keep stalking with fragile observations
and i am heartsick 
     
i dont want to get over you
but i have to   

i was waiting like you asked me
i gave you the time 
but it felt like i was screaming for help
my path to learn
with no return
do you know how it feels?
do you know how it feels?
when the stone turns into sand
when the sunset doesnt feel the same
every cycle comes to an end
like a shadow lost in the rain 
drowning slowly, caught in the tide
new wounds over my skin
broken promises
i think i wouldnt win anyway
broken promises
i think i wouldnt win anyway

heartsick (featuring akkiro)

produced by maji <3 art by poverdon

take some more time - take some more time
try and be fine - can't keep-
take some more time - take some more time
will you just stop lie-

Every move you make cuts deeper than the last
But I can't give up - no, cause it's all I have
Every smile of yours kills what is left inside
But I can't let go - in my mind
I don't care bout what you gotta say
Take your knife and carve into my brain
All the words that you said stay with -
stay with - stay with me I hate it

Don't you ever try to talk I want no more of you
Don't you ever call me up - you've got no clue
Don't you ever try come back I can't relax with you
In my head again - try and forget

Every move you make cuts deeper than the last
But I can't give up - no, cause it's all I have
Every smile of yours kills what is left inside
But I can't let go - in my mind
I don't care bout what you gotta say
Take your knife and carve into my brain
All the words that you said stay with -
stay with - stay with me I hate - ate - ate

all i have w/ maji*

-Everything is Your Fault™️
-milk and tea and cookie and scone
-Everything matters a lot and doesn't matter at all

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