like a year ago i was watching arcane & thought, lemme write a song lmao here are the lyrics: 

i lay in darkness with a pillow on my head
i hate how bright the stars can shine above my bed
should have been light that burned too quickly but instead
i'm swallowed whole by the void inside my head

i've travelled for years back & forth in time & i
don't have the strength to even look her in the eye
can't even say that i've really even tried
it's getting hard to keep it all inside

now it's in my heart
now it's in my soul
am i getting cold?
am i growing old?

all of these battles with no winners one each side
am i all i have? am i the only one to fight?
it's all my fault i shouldn't ever let her die
i'll go back in time to try to keep her alive

my heart is broken for my inner child
i miss her so much i haven't seen her in a while
i feel the pain every time i see her smile
i wouldn't blame her if she turned hostile

now it's in my heart
now it's in my soul
am i getting cold?
am i growing old?

i lay in darkness with a pillow on my head
i hate how bright the stars can shine above my head
should have light that burned too quickly but instead
i'm swallowed whole by the void inside my head

i'm swallowed whole by the void inside my head

a @pinkpantheress type beat is always gonna do it for me lol so thank you @jisatsubeats for making this lil banger 

-ciel ♡

Inner Child

chrollo's lover, music maker & content creator ♡

Ciel

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