「アイディスマイル」

YT: Soon!

UST by K3RA

Tuning／Mixing by me

Music/Lyrics by toa

Nekomura Iroha, VY1, kokone, Megurine Luka／アイディスマイル

LYRICS:

money
with its stranglehold on me, it isn't funny
it holds me hostage and refuses to let go of me
calling me a catastrophe

panic
tells me all my worldly pleasures are satanic
"THE ONLY THINGS THAT MATTER R THE ROOF ABOVE UR HEAD
AND THE WORDS OF WISDOM JESUS SAID"

the day
when I finally become a millionaire
I'll be free from this anxiety
and I'll be able to buy an ice cream
without guilt washing over me

I've been saving up for things that I'll never buy
said I'd upgrade my life - it was all a lie
when I try to go out and have some fun
the number points me with a gun
and demands that I prepare for an apocalypse
"U SHOULD WATCH OUT FOR UR GREED, CUZ IF U DON'T,
IN TIME UR FORTUNE SLIPS AWAY.
IT SLIPS AWAY!!"

mama,
I have wound up in a cringy melodrama
and I'm aware it's gonna sound like I have gone insane
but if you can listen, I'll explain

"money has a stranglehold on me"
- it sounds so funny
and I'm sure you're thinking that I'm just responsible,
anti-shopaholic, wonderful

but you see,
I'm addicted to the sugar rush
of subsisting on the bare minimum
what started out as a harmless budget
led me to hopeless miserdom

I've been saving up for things that I'll never buy
said I'd upgrade my life - it was all a lie
when I try to go out and have some fun
the number points me with a gun
and demands that I prepare for an apocalypse
"U SHOULD WATCH OUT FOR UR GREED, CUZ IF U DON'T,
IN TIME UR FORTUNE SLIPS AWAY.
IT SLIPS AWAY!!"

what should I buy for the guilt?
what should I buy for the guilt?
how can I bribe the guilt to pack its bags and leave?
what can I buy for the guilt?
what can I buy for the guilt
with $5 or so?
no more!!
I can't be too indulgent!

I've been saving up for things that I'll never buy
(I can't be too indulgent)
said I'd upgrade my life - it was all a lie
(I can't be too indulgent)

MISERDOM ft. ANRI 【Synthesizer V Original】

Lyrics:

Try not to let your fears
Hold you back now
You've come too far to let them
Tear you back down

I know you're scared
I've been there too
But you're strong enough
To make it through

So, don't give up on your hope
And everything will be fine
Just give it enough time
Be who you wanna be

I know you are worried
That you'll make mistakes
But life is full of chances
You have to take

So don't let go
And hold on tight
And everything
Will be all right

So, don't give up on your hope
And everything will be fine
Just give it enough time
Be who you wanna be

Strong Enough ft. SOLARIA

[Synthesizer V Original] Strong Enough ft. SOLARIA

さよならの足音 feat. 花隈千冬

piko came in the mail today :)))))
im still working on the tuning but i wanted to post something with him as soon as i could

song : yunosuke 
base vsq : circus
tuning / mixing : honeymead

Ziqqurat (with Utatane Piko) - Yunosuke

YT - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mwHI1gBgWQQ

ill put lyrics later hehe

art - fluffy nix

ANRI / Piece of My Heart (SynthV Original Song)

[Synthesizer V Original] Inside Of Me ft. Ninezero

Screw your zodiac sign

Hey guys I'm finally releasing this song!!! This track has been sitting on my laptop since January and I thought that since AOFEST is happening I might as well enter! 

The theme of most of the songs I have written so far is hurting. Most of my lyrics draw upon my middle school experience which wasn't the best and probably traumatized me but whatever. I wanted the theme of this song to be about healing, while also drawing upon those same middle school experiences. What I tried to do with this song is basically say "You've done some shitty things to me, but I'm cutting off the toxic people in my life and through that I'm feeling better." I don't know if it really worked but it's a song that I'm really proud to write.

Vocals: Anri
Literally everything else: Me

Lyrics:

Woke up thinking bout you just the other day
Wanna talk but there's really nothing left to say
I know we got problems, and we thing we've got answers
But its never that easy, take my clothes out my hamper

Guess were not really who we both thought we would be
Even so, I feel I need an apology
Cause I left you hurt, but baby you hurt me more
I check what's inside the fridge, and then I go to the store

Open up my DAW and open to a new track
Pour my heart to you but feel like I get nothing back
It's real hard to breathe with all this weight on my chest
It seems like you just don't care, seems like you're snapping my neck

Open up my DAW and MIDI out a new track
Pour my heart to you, brush my teeth and dust off the plaque 
It's not hard to breath with all this weight off my chest 
because I just cut you off and now my head's not a wreck

I'm so done waiting for you
I'm so done aiming for your neck
I'm so done caring for you
I'm so done wishing you were dead

I'm so done waiting for you
I'm so done aiming for your neck
I'm so done caring for you
I'm thinking bout what I have said

Open up my DAW and open to a new track
Pour my heart to you but feel like I get nothing back
It's real hard to breathe with all this weight on my chest
It seems like you just don't care, seems like you're snapping my neck

Open up my DAW and MIDI out a new track
Pour my heart to you, brush my teeth and dust off the plaque 
It's not hard to breath with all this weight off my chest 
because I just cut you off and now my head's not a wreck

Ooh ah ooh
Ooh ah ooh

Open up my DAW and open to a new track
Pour my heart to you but feel like I get nothing back
It's real hard to breathe with all this weight on my chest
It seems like you just don't care, seems like you're snapping my neck

Open up my DAW and MIDI out a new track
Pour my heart to you, brush my teeth and dust off the plaque 
It's not hard to breath with all this weight off my chest 
because I just cut you off and now my head's not a wreck

[Synth V Original] New Track [Anri] #AOFEST2023

[Synthesizer V Original] Snowfall ft. Feng Yi and Natalie

Mashup of two previous songs: Dear Sister and Goodbye Sister. Consider this a reboot. Featuring SOLARIA and Stardust Infinity.

Lyrics:
Younger sister always spoiled, that's the way things always went
Older sister left behind, I knew what that poor treatment meant
Little princess never fails to get what she wants when she cries
Never satisfied with her stuff, always taking what is mine

On that day when I meant them, I thought they were the only one
On that day when they left me, I fell apart, I came undone
My whole life crushed into pieces, many nights with many tears
Only for me to find out the cause was my sweet sister dear

I did not steal anybody from you, you're the one that made them leave
How many times do we have to go through this for you to wake up and see?

Older sister again, crying that she has no friends
I do not have the time to hear you complain and whine
There must be something wrong if no one will stay with you long
You should stop blaming me, it's just your personality!

Driven away, always the same, no one else but you to blame
You always seem to come at me, not my fault you're unhappy

So many suitors to choose from, but that's not enough for you
When you saw me with my lover, you just had to have them too
I can't trust either of you, you both betrayed me in the end
I am not sure if this sharp pain in my heart will ever mend

I can feel the winter chill in the air
The way you've treated me isn't fair
I won't take this from you anymore
Now it is my turn to settle the score

Why couldn't you just leave me alone?
Why couldn't you stay out of my way?
Why can't you keep your hands to yourself?
Why did you ruin everything?

Older sister in tears, it's built up over the years
Saying that it's not fair, waving something in the air
I try to make her leave, but it's too late, she grabs my sleeve
She is holding a knife, swearing that she'll take my life

Younger sister falls down, I can't get up off the ground
Smacking the blade away, my head hurts, I'm in a daze
Sitting on top of me, closing my throat, I can't breathe
Is this really how I die, staring into your hateful eyes?

Sorry Sister (ft. Stardust & SOLARIA)

Rose of Resurrection's Debut Single + Our entry for the Audiologie #AOFEST2023 Song Contest!

Lyrics:

Planted to the ground firmly 
Because this dream might sweep me off my feet 
But my heart knows something’s missing
cause I'm alone
without you

I was lost
My heart in a cage of frost 
Without you I felt so alone

A rose 
with nobody
To brave the storm with me 

my 
perception of everything was skewed 
my petals  ripped away  
who thought up this wicked game 
are broken hearts the price we pay 
I don't want to see 

a new horizon 
or Reality 

(i’m wilting away)

Reminiscing on our dreams All the things we said we'd be 
I thought that I would be your rose 
An enticing sweetness  
Hold me delicately 
Eternally 

OUT THE WINDOW I WAS THROWN
UPHOLDING OUR DREAMS ALONE
BLOOD RED ROSES SEEDS WERE SEWN

Don't even  know what I'd say If one day our paths were crossed again  
You faced my thorns and they stuck deep inside 
It hurts to know the price you paid 
Teardrops  as I'm calling  out your name 
You stood there as I stung 
I know you weren't fine

Even when the skies are grey 
I wouldn't forget  all that you've done 
So take a rest darling
You've finally made it home 

Blooming now
I’ll make it out

Can you see me
Baby

Reaching our dreams

delicately

Calling Out To You ft. Anri #AOFEST2023

I'm a vocal synth producer making music with VOCALOID and SynthV. My main genres are electronic and trance. Most songs are themed around betrayal and murder, but I do light-hearted songs once in a while too.

My Carrd below has everywhere you can find my content. Sometimes I post previews of upcoming projects on Twitter.

You can use my music in your own videos or whatever as long as you credit me and link to my work. Don't straight up reupload my stuff please.

Sorry Sister (ft. Stardust & SOLARIA)

cindersnow

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