Colorblind - Kevin Atwater

let myself

Hunted

On his debut album "Every Heaven," Loren Vanderbilt establishes himself as a talented songwriter and master of melody across 10 tracks brimming with jangly guitars and lovelorn vocals. His dreamy new single "Eternal Blue" feels like an all-time classic, a mid-tempo senior prom staple of the future that could be a mid-90s New Order or Cure tune from a John Hughes soundtrack. Gorgeously melodic and utterly timeless.

Every Heaven

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Humdrum "Eternal Blue"

only the beginning

I'm not beating this thing, and you're not here but I can always pretend
2.

Come sit
and tell me about him
and how he
helped you
follow all your dreams

and ill lie
when you ask
if I've moved on
oh i tried
oh i tried
but the way your lips felt is scared into my mind


and ill lie
about my health
ill tell you i'm doing fine
ill say its been going well

you still don't 
know about
this tumor that's growing
and how much its bringing me down

ill say 
something about
being with other people
when you stopped being around

oh ill lie 
and pretend
that they mattered
in the end

Because they 
made me cum
but you
made me cry

and i tried
to put them
in my mind
but you occupy all the space i had

I'm a mess
to this day
I wish you would've stayed

I'll lie and pretend like i've forgotten how it felt (Prod.  RRAREBEAR)

Rest in peace my friend 
Fly high in the sky 
Jumping in the clouds 
So many bright colors 
Sweet Molly
Your voice is a beautiful sound 


let myself

Cinya Khan