clarity rmx

aftertheparty ~ 11.11 (Unreleased, Throwaways)

[a rendition of Kensuke Ushio - buddy, based off the Chainsaw Man anime scene posted by @crunchyroll on Instagram]

lyrics:
when the night feels cold, do you take one out? do you puff it all, just to take it out? just to take out all your emotions on dependency, they’re my only remedy, i hate the fact it’s up to me

up to me to figure out all my solutions, pour the coke with corona, now i’m choosing, all the wrong ways to cope, now i’m losing, losing the real me, where’s eurydice/yu?

can you feel it yet? light it up, light it up, it’s a cigarette
when the nicotine hits, stomach upset
and you thought the drugs were the one best
can you feel it yet? can you feel it yet? light it up, light it up, it’s a cigarette
and the talk fades grey and the love sees shade, and your lungs lose days, are you finished yet?
can you feel it yet? can you feel it yet? light it up, light it up, it’s a cigarette
when you lose your connection, lose all your blessings, do you understand that they’ve made amends?
can you feel it yet? can you feel it yet? light it up, light it up, it’s a cigarette
codependency is the enemy, you smoke away your sanity, you don’t realize your diminished yet

come on, your addiction, was caused by the number one person
yeah the person that paranoia warned me about, all the alcohol and weed isn’t fixing
all the issues in your life and the torment, in your mind and your heart, now you’re rotting
i’ll take a puff and a pass, then i’ll write down my past, then i’ll summarize the love i was giving

can you feel it yet? light it up, light it up, it’s a cigarette
when the nicotine hits, stomach upset
and you thought the drugs were the one best
can you feel it yet? can you feel it yet? light it up, light it up, it’s a cigarette
and the talk fades grey and the love sees shade, and your lungs lose days, are you finished yet?
can you feel it yet? can you feel it yet? light it up, light it up, it’s a cigarette
when you lose your connection, lose all your blessings, do you understand that they’ve made amends?
can you feel it yet? can you feel it yet? light it up, light it up, it’s a cigarette
codependency is the enemy, you smoke away your sanity, you don’t realize your diminished yet

cigarette (prod. Kensuke Ushio)

aftertheparty ~ 7.17 (Unreleased, Snippet)

Mixed by Ankith Woods

Contact me on IG: @ankithwoods
@ankithwoods on all social media

Fetti Bags (Clairo & Playboi Carti Mashup) [ANKITH WOODS MASHUP]

7UP

go ahead do it pussy, know you fucking wont
i've been off this purple, off this fucking dope
yeah i'm back off 30's i just fucking float
this a 42 pushing through the coat

pill feels like a hug 
like im in this 60's
i can feel the love 
this shit pure no cuts
i'm just having fun now

20/20 vision
seeing through this shit like its 7up
like i got a barcode on my head cause i might kill them all
i thought that i told you, i guess not, you are not involved
i thought that i told you pour that in, make that shit revolve
i thought that i told you i can't split that up no à la carte
i know that i ghosted honestly i just don't have the heart
keyless shit i hop in push the brake the only way it start
keyed up shit OB just got me chalked up like im fucking bart
money shit i pass my phone and tell her scroll and add to cart
you not shit we know that's some DH that's not no audemars
acting up we know you're bitch now shut up and go play your part
bitch im on my time i pop that back thats why im going hard

you can't be for real dog, you can't be for real
we got beef for real dog, we've gotta be for real
we eat what we kill dog, eyes thats in the hills

go ahead do it pussy, know you fucking wont
i've been off this purple, off this fucking dope
yeah i'm back off 30's i just fucking float
this a 42 pushing through the coat

BREATHE

only getting worse, i just can't let this shit breathe
only getting worse, i just can't let this shit breathe
only getting worse, i just can't let this fucker breathe
and i tried to let it go but i can't leave it be
wish i was a better man but i can't find no peace
i just gotta iron out whatever got me creased
even if i'm fucking dead you're gonna need a priest
and i read that shit so clear is that why you booked?
you've just been so idle with it so i'mma come and look
and you got me all worked up so now im fucking hooked
and i feel like gordon keep this heat up 'til its cooked

PROD: JOLST + SECRE
MASTER & MIX: KAIS & DIAMOON
PROJECT MANAGEMENT: BITEKI
COVER ART: BITEKI

SPOTIFY

VICTXRW, LIL SKELE, SEWERPERSON, RESIDENTIAL & FRVR - PLEASE SAY YOU LOVE ME

https://on.soundcloud.com/THvWWXEsuvNThLJvsk

This is his account.. he posted a visual on YouTube

Spuzi - Pack Landed

Thank you for all who participated. If you didn't make it in, you can try again in the near future.

aftrr! - keep me close (aftrr! & will rhead)

Plan-B: More Is Enough

you cannot feel this no more, no
numbness that's perpetual
i just want to hold it
i wanna feel it again
perpetually

i'm getting used to the silence
you not used to relying on nobody but me
you not used to relying
guess you got sick of the lying
i know what it's about baby
sitting by myself faded, i'm faded again
i know what its about baby
all these problems i make up, we make up again 
and its my fault
oh i know
end this dial tones with low serotonin
bonds that not ionic oh you feel so cold and
you cant even feel it numbness gets so old

i cannot feel this no more, no
numbness that's perpetual
i just want to hold it
i wanna feel it again
perpetually

perpetual [prod. by aftertheparty]

Cipra Amaranth
she/her/hers
http://instagram.com/ciprasmemento

Reciprocation. ♡
Perca. ♡