Live performance at Noise Space VIII
Kalasatama Freetown, Helsinki, Finland
11.9.2021

NSVIII

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rbsoT3PadyU&ab_channel=TheCucarachas

GOD ZILLA

Historically, Women Use Poison To Kill (Prurient Cover)

FATE VS FREE WILLY - Bitches

17.6.2016 julkaistava Radiopuhelimien 14. albumi "Saastan kaipuu."

05 - Kaikki Nopeaa

from the possible release Romance Through Body...
guitar, metal junk, vocals, samples, electronics, bass by Dachauer 345
Tears As Lubricant
this will be the end of an era

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RATSKIN RECORDS
RAT074 : WIZARD APPRENTICE "I Am Invisible"

www.ratskin.org/releases/rsr074.html
www.ratskin.org/artists/wizardapprentice.html


I am invisible
I am invisible I am free from the pressure of being special I welcome the potential of being mediocre I welcome the likeliness of remaining anonymous many people will never know that I exist it is enough to be myself to have myself as an audience

Sensuality
Sensuality is a moment captured in a picture I know it when I see it when I'm looking at myself I know it when I see it I'm feeling it does it look like I'm feeling it? Will you tell me if it looks like I'm feeling it?

A debt
I hurt someone so badly and now that I have I'm reminded of the people who have hurt me at the times that they did it was impossible to forgive it wasn't time for forgiveness but now it is I collect the resentment that is owed to me I close my eyes to find instructions to retrace mistakes that should not be repeated I close my eyes and see the one I've hurt successful, assurred, adored and supported

Our Head is Not Our House
If you asked my ghost what it thinks it would tell you that it made a mistake that it never should have chosen such a constrained vessel it stays up high always trying to find an exist it needs more space I need us to be integrated we are so crowded we think our head is our house

Research Stage of Love
I haven't been held in a while I'm needier now than I was last Spring my imagination has chosen a lover my hopes are too high I still let the feeling come when my hopes get too low I trust I'll let the feeling go I'm in the research stage of love assessing what is possible the potential for lasting affection is as great as the potential for crushing rejection my heart is so gullible ignorant and vulnerable and although I'm aware of the risk I'm commitment to following it trying my best to give into it I'm committed to my heart

As If
Waiting as if you should know waiting as if you should already know what my heart has decided for us there's something in here that I want to place outside of myself draw it out like bathwater write it out in a letter maybe I won't even send it maybe I will and it won't even be wanted lightning bolt! I'm jolted I feel like I'm living in a timeline in a future in which you're mine

WIZARD APPRENTICE  "I Am Invisible"

"New 13" out in Ocotber 2010 (cd licensed from Cut Half Records)

Fun - Here Comes The Ugly Man

Tom Waits cover from the vaults. Happy 70th birthday, mr. Waits! Recorded back in 2012, remixed today.

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Circle of Shit